BaCk tO mY ToTs...

ok. b4 i begin, i would like to talk about my day.. so erm.. today's one of those, half fun, half not fun kind of days. haha... dunnoe how to tell u guys. but i had fun during P.E. doing the dance. though i dunnoe much, i had fun. =)

by mid day, i was bored and sleeping... after school still have detention.. i had to wait 2 hrs b4 detention started.. so this should answer my half fun, half not fun day...

anyway, after school, had a lot of things in mind... was with akira, hoping he'd get grace's no. but... failed la.. ok back to my tots... so here goes...

"somehow, i feel that i might not be able to grasp hold of the future..

and the past is slowly comin back to me...

however, i dun wanna get involved in the past.

but i dun see the future.

i feel i should juz give up on the future,(though i feel i cant)

and neither should i turn back to my past.

i juz want to be me.

not a me that's always in deep tots.

but one who is often chatty and cheering pple up.

i think i'll juz be me...."

once again guys, this may not make sense. hah.... but it does alot to me... i dunnoe noe if i'll have a future with the future... haiz... wanna juz give up. though it is tough givin em up. but let's see how things go...

so ya.. back to the going home part. i went a big round with akira back to school on 173. den i decided to change bus and go home faster or i'll be late for the missions thingy... one thing i can say about today's meeting was that it would have easily scared off visitors; it scared me... first, with those noisy singing and worship (too powerful voice). personally, i dun think we should have worship. juz go into a short prayer and begin. games was ok but quite disorganised. nothing much to say.

i think i've said enuff. i think i'll go read all ur blogs. bye.