mY BIG toE...

oh no.... my BIG toe... how??

today was such a dumb day.. so sad for me... i had to run 2.4 but... i passed!! zaki din have to cos we were going for nationals... but rozlan look down on me... anyway, with my toe, i dun think i can play already.... sobx... den still had to have training. (the day b4 the match!?) anyway, i got my toe injured, my jaws injured and i had double vision for a moment... haiz... how?? now that my toe is swelling...
muthu play so hard during training dunnoe for wad... shit man... this sux!!!!! bashed me and stepped n my toe and din say sorry.. *crap!*

so frustraing... i hope it heals.. now i am puttng ice while writing this...

"dear God.... pls heal my toe... i have been training so hard....

pls allow me to play tml.. i really want to....

Lord pls bless us tml with good health, let us play our best...

God grant us all save journey mercy to YJ.

Amen."

i really want to play.. sobx.......

anyway, had a bbq... and despite being so pissed, sulinn had to add to my frustration.... she forced me to play games but i'm so tired.... den tell her nicely, she becomes so rude. i hate it. i am really tired even now when i am typin this. actually i dun wan to type. but if i dun type, i cannot vent my frustrations (about my toe) anywhere.. argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUTHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm... but i have my happy moments too... saw lilo quite a lot of times today.. haha...den i passed my 2.4! so the rest no prob liaoz. den can join the rest do the dancin thingy.....

so.. i stop here la. anything else, tml i write. now damn tired...