last day of holiday....

today's the last day of my 1 week hols... haiz.. it past real fast man... i guess it's becos of the camp.. =)

so erm... today's sunday... i love sundays but today i was real tired... i think it's becos of the camp... din want to go for evening service cos i was still half awake.. but i had duty... no choice... i'm not complaining.. i'm kinda fine with it.. it's my job and duty though...

so after evening service, i was going to go home. den ec asked me to go walk walk with her... so we walked to cck mrt.. i guess i still love her alot especially when i am near her.. but whenever the 'hu' comes into my head, my heart becomes very pain.. i dunnoe why.. it is becos of 'hu' that sparked off this mess... i am in one big one now... lilo or ec...

i went to causeway point... den ec asked me to go downstairs.. i was wondering why.. haha... in the end, she juz wanted me to spend more time with her.. so i walked her home.. kinda enjoy this time with her.. can finally talk to her and sort things out...

when i reached her house, i was greeted by her sister.. haha.. she's soo sweet.. kinda miss her a lot too.. those times i used to disturb her at her house... the guy who's gonna have her is real lucky man.. pretty and sweet.. haha...

after everything, i went home... i kept thinking and comparing... my conclusion, i am still confused.. i really hope that i can be at least friends with lilo if u noe( i cant make it).......... she seems to be sucha nice person.. sweet and all yer noe...really like her... ahhhhhhhhhh.. wad am my blabbering abt haha... kinda embarrassing, but i cant keep it in me.. i wanna tell u guys how i feel.. hee.... ;) so juz treat wad i juz said as some dumb stuff i blurted out cos i was drunk.. hehe... cant wait to get back to sch and see her at the bench lol...