18/11/07

and a new week begins!

i wonder why, but i'm starting to find a little trend about sundays. somehow, i tend to feel really empty inside or sometimes, emotionally dry and at other times, i find myself trying so hard to reach a distant god.

well, am still finding answers. but i am motivated and encourage by a lot of other things. i'm running after his glory, to seek his face cos i desire to see the nations run to him as well. it's a desire of my heart, and i hope this dream would never die down.

i finally understand the word spoken to me years ago.

"you have a soft heart. you already know your calling and what you're gonna do is beyond what you can fanthom and if god were to show you, you will burn up."

i'm just living each day to finally see this day come to past. i really pray sooooo hard that i wont slow down in my pursuit of him. i'm afraid i might, but i'm not going to let it happen at all cost!

do keep me in prayer. i wanna do my best for my king, my father and my love.