03/07/08

ok, i've not felt this way in a long time --- having no one to talk to i turn to my blog for refuge.

just by saying that, i realised that i DO have someone to talk to - God. but... i just keep finding myself down every time i climb up to the top, not to jump off and overcome but to fall back WHACK BAM BOOM! hard on my butt.

i've been enjoying the long break from the MSK ops. but it's coming back! a greater test this time. am not looking forward to it starting all over and all too sudden. i don't know how to react and my 2 days off felt like a little..... dot..... on..... the calendar. (haha trying to describe how the 2 days felt like.)

anyways, i guess it's up to myself to keep my morale up! be strong! be strong and courageous! hohoho!