out of place?

i din write an entry yesterday cos nothing much happened yesterday and i din have the time.. after school, had the G.P. lecture thingy den stayed in comp lab till it closed. by the time i reached home it was 7.45 den i went for net.. oh ya.. met esther tan, elvin, caleb and qiu xia at bukit batok too...

so this morning when i woke up, i juz kept wanting to go back to sleep... i juz feel so wierd today when i woke up. i felt as if i dun wanna wake up. juz keep sleeping and stay in my dream cos it's much nicer there... in the end, i still have to wake up.. so i juz turned on the laptop straight away and indulge myself in my games...

after a while, teck seng msged me telling me lilo's in today's paper.. so went out and look for it. haha.. she was at an interview yesterday for some caring teacher thingy i guess... no wonder i did not see her in the hall... wish i could also be someone hu could help make a difference hehe... cool... so anyway, after a while, i went back to my room and chatted on msn..

dunnoe y but today i feel kinda "in the wrong place" i dunnoe how to describe wad i feel.. but all i noe is that i only feel like going down to marina breakwaters and fish. alone... dun want to be disturb juz wanna enjoy the wind and relax. forget about the pple around me... forget about things that has happened. juz enjoy the loneliness while i can... maybe it'll be nice to have someone with me too..

i also juz dun have the "feeling" for ec and lilo. it's like "huh? wad happened" haha... maybe it's juz cos i am not seeing or near them.. wierd.. it's like now i dun have anything. even me and ec has sorted things last night. and she chose a path to forget... i'm fine with it. it is also my indecisiveness that causes her to be sad. i juz wanna be alone... maybe this is juz how i feel now. hope things will change tml haha.....