last days of life...

i really hope i get promoted ar.. when miss lee told us that there's about less than 10 who are gonna retain, i got soooo damn worried.. i am really scared. i dun want to get retained.. it'll be the end of my dreams... but i am gonna trust in the Lord... man i am... thank God for providing too.. haha.. actually today i would not have enough money cos i gave my tithings for the last 2 months kinda drained me dry, but on sunday, my dad gave me 10 dollars extra pocket money. haha cool. God really bless me... *thank u!*

so school was cool today.. real boring in the morning cos i'm not in the study mood. but after i said my first joke, i became real lively. back on my feet. i kept telling myself i have to concentrate, and i kept praying and asking God to help me... i finally woke up from my morning daze and started paying attention haha... the rest of the day was juz very normal. had this card thingy for Home tutors haha.. sianz.. clinton made fun of me ar... haiz.. but nvm la. haha.. den i wrote one for the class and sadiq, kailing and i disturb miyane. haha.. we wrote one card which says from miyane to ts and k haha... oh yea... mdm sham wrote me one too.. wait i go find....
ok found it. here's what it says:

"Dear Gabriel,

Thank you for being such a cheerful student

you made my day when you kept calling

me 'mama'-not that I am old enough

to be your mother."

Regards,

Mdm Shamala.

sam and kira wrote me one too. haha.. thanks guys.. i din write cos i dunnoe wad to say but thank u guys a hell lot for being my friends. i appreciate it a lot!! Thanks for everything!!!! Especially the 7 knights of the round, sam and noodles, KL too... man... u guys are the best. hope next year we'd still be together... we've been through much together this year and u guys are my dearest friends i've ever had except for some others in the past whom i really treasure... especially my pri school and sec school friends. haha.... they've been trough much more with me heh... But still, i love u guys haha! once again, THANK U!

so anyway, after school, i went down to the canteen while the rest were in the comp lab.. listening to this girl play the piano.. forgot her name. but she's real good... she was playing jay chou's song.. ar.... reminds me of stuff...

i went to eat out with the guys den came home... that's about it that happened today. not a very exciting day haha...