juz some stuff..

ok... so i juz came back from dinner.... went out with my mum to pick my dad from the airport, den we wanted to go eat black pepper crab. but i very reluctant to spend such money cos i have to go fever 04, den my dad wants to give my ex-maid some money cos her son got accident. den we juz went for some shark's fins recently at some thai restaurant... haiz.. so much money wasted. so i kinda suggested going for steam boat at marina south cos i kinda miss that time when we went down for dinner.. fun ar..

had quite a nice time there, but i think it would be nicer if i went there with friends.. haha.. i love the beef there and the chicken. haha... since it is a buffet, i ate all i wanted haha! so full!!! but muz make ur 12 bucks worth wad... my family din regret going there cos it is more worth den black pepper crab.

anyway, today was a very relaxed day. juz spent time at home playing comp the whole day. haha... so let's talk about some stuff... i think i've gotta go cut my hair cos it is getting real long. den my damn teeth!! their getting quite out of place cos of my wisdom tooth!! gonna go do something about it soon. guess i've gotta extract.. hope i dun need to wear braces.. gonna be a chore if i have to... hmmm... since there's no maid now, my family kinda seem more like a family. we are much closer working together cleaning up the house.(though my mom and sis does the most work and i juz sit around and chill. hah!) ok, so we are not experienced in house chores. and tt explains for my messy room, ants in the study room. a smelly kitchen cos of trash not taken out by blah blah.. u guys can imagine la.. haha..

today i juz feel so sick.. maybe i ate the wrong stuff or wad the night before... my tummy hurt since morning before i woke up all the way till evening... den i was having a flu.. kept sneezing! i think it's my mom's perfume or wad.. hah.... haiz... i'm growing fatter too i think.. have not been exercising except for trainings... trying to do some weight carrying when ever i'm free..

sooo.... juz wanna say some stuff to esther.... juz now as we left the airport, i kinda heard this song which is on my blog now. kinda made me think of her and some things of the past.. it's been like 4 months since we break? i kinda feel hard for me to love her now.... i tried. bt i really cant. i din mean to hurt u. ut since u left me, many things happened.. i think it feels nice being single... n0w i feel like i'm lilo... haha.. talking like her.. ya... wad lilo said is quite true things are nice when u are single.... i guess i should not use the word lilo too... i think i should juz use her real name.... who wants to have a nick name right? so michelle was kinda right about all those stuff... i juz cant patch with u, esther cos i'll juz suddenly be stressed up and i'll juz keep thinking of a lot of things. i'm worried things won't work out and problems might repeat itself.. u noe i felt real stress today not calling u. cos remember in the past how often we called each other?? yea..i felt so guilty that i actually did call ur house but i guess no one's home. din want to msg cos i wanted to act blur... sorry...

last night i had a lot thought about the patching thingy.. juz cant stop thinking about it. but i was kinda chatting with jess which kind of help me keep my mind off things... she's a really cool person that can make me look damn stupid. haha.. juz fun la. we kinda talked about our problems... so it was quite nice having someone to talk to since now a days i also dun see michelle online. maybe it's cos i'm playing games.. but like i said last time, dun wanna disturb her le.. later cos probs in school...

hmmm... playing maple also quite good la... got some guys there i can talk to also.... play and chat... haha.. fun.... those guys can be real stupid and farny... haha... enjoy playing maple... now like so laggy. so many pple starting new accounts...

i think i'll stop here la. i feel like playing maple now..