chem sucks

dun u think so? i used to love it sooo much, now, i think it sucks so bad. it is so depressing and pressurizing to study chem. dunnoe where to start, wad to study... ur teacher dun make studying chem any fun.

not tt physics is fun. i like that study method. i like knowing what i am doing. while in chem, i have no idea wad i'm doing so i copy answers for tutorial if i can. if i dun do, i juz stand, and standing makes concentration soo difficult, i juz dun bother listening and think i'll go home and study. no i dun.

physics, we do it on the spot, go home, i redo everything. i dun copy cos i more or less have lost all the work i did during lesson and redo the whole thing. after tt i feel like i have done something, the sense of success. it's like i noe how to do and continue doing it. but chem, it's like doing math now, i get stuck, i stop. aint motivated.

thankfully, chem isn't like math. math, numbers and equations wont speak to u, but chem, there's at least some english u can understand. if not, i can probably quit school cos i wont know wad i'm studying fer chem and maths.

anyway, chem sucks. that's the whole idea. (i sound like akira now, dun i.. ha.)

this year, it totally destroyed my passion for studying chem. dunnoe if it's the teacher. cos i prefer mr chen over, miss lee in terms of study wise. but friend friend wise, yea, miss lee over him. but i guess, chem is made too pressurizing.

thank God physics paper came before chem or i will be too pressurized to study anything at all.

ok, i aint gonna go to sleep until some chem gets into my head. cos i'm on the virge of tearing my book and burning my notes. but i know i'll do fine even after doing those stuff.

dun look down on me.