14/09/07

god has been great through this time.

i've decided to let go of many feelings, sadness, loneliness, some others, and hand it to god every night before i sleep. i love the nights just before lights out, i'd chat, laugh then a sudden silence would settle and then, i'd start to turn to the bible, and to god, and i'd feel this great peace in my heart.

i thank god lots, for pulling me through, running, walking enduring with me.

i see his hands on me, the friends, the sergeants, everything!

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today i cooked carbonara, i've gained a new interest in cooking after learning that some of my favourite food can be cooked at home without the need of purchasing them! i learned to cook carbonara from a bunk mate, and now, i'm sooo interested in cooking, i'm gonna learn one new recipe every week! =DD

i just want to change my life, from games, to cooking, doing up paper collage, reading and gaining general knowledge, reading god's word and growing up. haha... went through all my cards, and i see lots of "please grow up gab haha!" hahaha...

i want to start painting a picture of my life, a new one. i look forward to each day, to see my life changed, it feels like my life's suddenly filled with lots of hope. i praise god! he makes me smile, he gives me friends who makes me smile too.

i pray this carries on, and at the end, i'd be a new person. even lay kuen was teasing me, as we went shopping for groceries. hahaha.. i've become.... homely? is there such a word? haha i dunnoe. but tt's what she describes me. haha... i thank god for my friends, pple like her, since yr 2, lay kuen, kailing, kannan, u all have been a blessing in my life.

ok, time for bed, i've got guard duty tmr... there goes sat. ha...