07/12/08

tmr's youth camp! super excited! can't wait to relive those younger times when i was 17/18 yrs old. hahaha! games, and cheers, and all the fun and excitement! haha, can barely contain it! HOHOHOHO!!!

as much as i can't wait to ORD, i'm gonna miss those guys who've spent a yr plus with me. i guess it's a phase everyone goes through. we make new friends, then leave them when the end comes. it's sad ar, but i guess it's just part of our everyday life. to think about someone so close, yet you might nvr speak to him/her again, once they move on, or move away...

anyway, i really want to get back to camp, to finish what i have started! i can't wait, i feel something new in me, a fresh and new desire to live life the way i did. to be called "pastor" in camp, to have pple come to me and talk whenever they need help. i've drifted away too much these past few months, grieved the holy spirit time and again. yet, my God, picks me up when i fall, speaks to me though i sin. He just nvr seem to give up on me when i have already given up on myself.

yet he says, "cast your burdens on me, and i'll exchange them for a renewing of the spirit."

it's so exciting to live for God, to see miracles happen, pple touched by God, even in the midst of guard duty, in the guard room.

i know that You will be with me, till the very end of age. You promised.