wind...

ah.. juz reached home... man.. i juz love the wind.. i love the sea... anything that has to do with water and lots of wind haha... i was at the door step and there's this lil like balcony there, den the wind is like blowing sooo strongly.. ah.. feels real good... it makes me feel like all my stress and worries are blown off... haha....

tml starting school already.. wonder how i'll do this year.. i've forgotten lots of stuff, as u guys noe, i've not been studying... i'm like gonna have to start from scratch.. man.. tt sux... but, it's my fault for not studying haha.. but i'll do my best this year... wanna make my MI life a more fulfilling one compared to my primary and secondary school life... ha...

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haha.. this is a really nice show man.. it's like sooo damn funny but... real sad story... was watching it at dec's house.. it's like the guy (henry) really loves lucy a lot... man.. it's true love... he does not mind making it a point everyday to record the previous day's happening and make it a lil greeting for lucy every morning.. the trouble he goes through everyday... soooo touching man...

it kinda still makes me confused.... i dunnoe wad i feel, how i feel... and i think, i dun feel... dun want to, try not to... God has definitely helped me (<---error, forgot to add in) get over this really bad habit of mine (which is a secret haha) and i am like sooo happy... i wanna start afresh... no more bad habits, no more past hurts.. no more nothing... juz like what meng fei prayed for me.. to continue with God where i left off... man.. i was sooo touched by tt prayer... so meaningful... thanks dude... my life whether i have someone to love and who loves me or not, doesn't really matter cos when i start thinking of it, i get really confuse, and i dunnoe what i want... i'll juz let God give me the perfect one...

seriously, tt show was sooo touching and nice, i'd like watch it a few more times if i had the dvd/vcd/tape/laser disc(what else ar?)... man... it's like how much i used to love her.. it's like.. no matter what obstacle, i'd do my best to continue... guess tt's why we lasted quite long.. she did her part too... i guess it's still my fault... i did not spend enough time with her...

if there's anybody just like lucy in the show, i dun mind trying to get her attention everyday and like make her love me again day after day.. man..i think it's really romantic.. i'd like do almost anything if i lived such a care free life... where studies, cca and everything else dun hinder me from spending time with her.. haha... i'm dreaming *snaps out of it* haha... ok... back to reality... (haha.. reminds me of tt eminem song 'lose urself') haha...

ha.. i guess tt's enuff for today.. though we did lots of stuff.. like i first time spend time with our region youth.. haha.. finally got myself a pair of levi's jeans... cool huh.. cant wait to collect it cos i altered it.. ha... was at JP and stuff.. but i dun want to make this entry too long so i'll stop here..