25/07/06

one more wish...

i wish i had a best friend. as in really BEST friend. the only one.
the last time i had one was in pri school. he was really the BEST!

i wish i had a best friend,
one who would be my companion in my adventures.
share my dreams and aspirations.
be my ears when i need someone to hear me out.
know when i'm miserable and get me out of my house for a drink.
one who would play online games with me,
and we'd own everyone else. HAHA!

i wish i had a best friend,
one like clarence.
he was like my brother, much more of a brother than my sister is a sis. HA!
i wish i had a best friend, one who WOULDN'T steal my girlfriend! AHAHAHA!!!
one who lives just above or below me,
so tt we can go to school together.

ah... i miss clarence... he's prolly in NS now. and we don't talk no more...

hahaha... i was feeling real down, and wierd for no apparent reason i think. i just felt "not in the mood"
i want to cry, i cant cry.
i want to sleep, i cant sleep.
i want to study, but dun feel like it.
i want to maple, but yet i dun feel like.
i want to eat, but i cant find anything nice.
i want to run out, but don't know where to go.
i want to talk. and yes indeed. i just want to talk.

it just makes me feel better in many ways. i'm too much of a dependent person, and now, i'm beginning to hate it. HATE IT!

msged some friends, msn, hp. after a while, we had nothing much to say. (not like it's anything bad k! hahaha) called xw and finally i had good advice which made me feel much better! ha...

and miss lee also went for that adam khoo's course!! hahaha!! i have to blog about the new rules in class one day! it's HILARIOUS! especially when ever i find loop holes in them! HA!

hope she doesn't read this. heh!!