what did i did?

if you trust me and believe i am true,
then i can be trusted and true to every word i say.

if you are serious,
then i would take things seriously.

however someone like me, no matter how pure my sentiments are, it may never seem this way anymore.

i forget that i am growing up. no, a grown up. my every action no matter how much "for fun" it is, to others it means something. it's different when a child does something, and when someone my age do something. a child's innocent, yet a person like me understands. but i do not think tt far...

i am afraid, i am sad.

i do not care about protecting myself but to make sure others around me are accepted. in doing so, do i end up having the same fate as them? did i not accomplish what i wanted to do and instead end up just like them?

to be condemned to accept the condemned.

well.. i have been doing that seen sec school. is that why my life was always like that?

but,
i found friends i trusted,
pple who cared about me.

i wonder what happened in MI. things were so much different yet i could still do what i did - making friends with pple others deemed wierd.

aiya, so many thing's running through my head.

why.