05/01/07

my finger got stuck between the lift door and my skin tore,
reading an article of a shipwreck in which a man's leg got sliced through the shin and left hanging on a tendon, suffers from gangrene and eventually loses his leg.
me slamming the door breaking my sis's thumb which was at the hedge.
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then a chain of thoughts of what ifs.
what if, i slammed the door when i'm mad, and somehow, someone's finger was at the door.
what if, i closed the car door with full force and break someone's finger.
what if, one day i break a bone.

what if.......

this have been driving me crazy lately.

chains of thoughts. neverending. what if......