07/10/07

woke up at 2am plus in the morning to the chorus of this song.

"because you live, and breathe,

because you make me believe in myself,

when nobody else can help.

because you live, girl,

my world, has twice as many stars in the sky."

ha... i love the chorus. bmt first ippt test, sispec, 28km route march. "you made me believe in myself, because you live..."

talking about the 28km route march, i thank god i've never got to do it again haha... imagine signallers and commandos, 72km HA! phew, i could've gotten into signaller.

i'm just so proud that i completed it. also thanks to my commander, who pushed me, taunted me, whatever it was. i remember the feeling of relief the next morning when i was going home, how i could barely walk, blisters on my feet, abrasion on my groin, back, shoulder, legs muscles ached. had to squeeze into the bus with all our barang barang. PASS OUT! wooo... that's the feeling, haha. mixed. excited about going to my unit too. chatting and laughing at each other cos we could barely walk out HAHAHAHA!!!

i remember competing with gab yang haha.. we were like snails walking out. that's the last i saw him.. after 4 months, gone... my bmt buddy.. ha... miss my bmt mates...

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well! i'm a really happy person! =DD i'm just looking forward to every weekend. no matter how tough training may be, the thought of the weekends would pull me through. a reason to live, a reason to push myself, i'm so excited! 6 more weeks to my next promotion! =D

ever as before,

ever a surprise.