25/12/07

for 2 consecutive nights.. i dreamt of u. the dreams just gave me soo much hope. it made me smile in the morning.

dreams are so real to me at times, it really brings out my true thoughts of the person i dream of. both good and bad, the good, just make them look so perfect and the bad, just makes me sad or breaks my heart. but dreams are wonderful still.

i dreamt of you... haha. it felt like we were only 14... but in reality, u grow up so fast... no matter how much i try to catch up i can't. u seem to mature way faster than me, and ur group of friends change faster than i can catch up. u just move higher when i finally reached where u initially were.

i just can't grow up fast enough. everyone calls me a small boy.. even in camp.. haha... oh well.. i'll just have to move on.

i miss you

christmas just don't feel like christmas this yr... i realised that as i grow up, christmas becomes more and more of a birthday. normal, day with pple just wishing you here and there. i miss the celebrations, the mass of people jam packed in a house, the noise, the children messing up the room.

christmas died this year.