18/12/08

i'm sick again. =(

ok, am watching tv now, something random. children laughs 400 times a day on average while adults 15 times a day. that's soooo sad!! i can't believe i laugh only 15 times a day!!! i love to laugh! hahahaha!!

anyway, i am supposed to be the duty sergeant today but somehow, i fell sick and i have 2 days mc. initially, i couldn't find anyone to replace me, so i had to stay overnight though i was feeling lousy. my body's aching so bad, i need panadols to relax my muscles. ha... anyway, thank God for a caring SM, he decided to let me hand over my duty and go home.

i'm really thankful cos with the fever, i thought i had to bathe in camp with cols water, which would really make it hard to shower. thank God! now i get to come home and bathe with warm water... ah.... hahaha...

there's really something growing in me, though i'm not very sure what it is. but there's this new love overflowing from my heart, a new desire to know the joy of living. =) yesterday, i decided to give my mom a huge big hug and tell her i love her, and it felt like the most phenomenal thing! haha... think my mom couldn't sleep also haha... been a long time since i've expressed my love. and i began to understand the joy of living. to me, it's when u put a smile on the faces of people around you. =) sometimes even at the sacrifice of your own benefit. it just seem really meaningful.

it's as simple as sacrificing some time to do something nice for someone. haha.. been a while since i have done that. i can't wait to find these little opportunities to put a smile on my friend's faces! =D