04/10/10

They will never go "Wah! 5 distinctions! well done!"
It's always "Why did you get a B? is it just you or everybody else?"

why bother what other people get. it's comparison that causes us to be in a situation of "you're ok, i'm not ok."
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disappointments aside. well, i dont live or do well for anyone.

these hols have been really meaningful especially with the scholars induction camp. it felt as if i was at some christian seminar. felt God speaking to me in so many ways. found out on the last day, most of the staff were christians. wow.

i guess God had a purpose for "forcing" me to go for it. ha...

greater purity, greater influence.