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ok.. this morning was kinda sucky for me today.. was kinda down about yesterday's and last night stuff... this morning i juz kept thinking of a lot of things and i should not have dwell in them.. but i was finally smiling once when grace gave me the heart thingy juz before srp... she's nice. it's so sweet of her. i guess it was because of yesterday that's why she made that thingy for me. quite a unique way of folding it. that smile din last long even though next period was one of my most favourite periods. haha... i juz kept thinking and thinking... haiz.. i'm so dumb.

the only time when i was really cheered up was when we were having maths.. initially, i isolated myself listen music and study maths. den came vijay and saddiq. we started playing blackjack. man.. vijay poor thing.. lose a lot of money to saddiq.. haha... i dun have debt. i am a good boy haha.. even if he lost money to me, i wont accept. i will feel heart pain for him ar.. haha.. after that, i kept playing with cards.. haha.. i decided to practice throwing em. i still remember sec 4 o's was when i juz came up with my special card throwing technique. 'the boomerang' haha.. it was something cool that took me 2 weeks to master.. i was juz playing with my cards when i suddenly realize my card can fly back to me haha.. i brought cards to school juz to throw and jun yan (S4 guy) saw it and wanted to learn. i remember back then how he tried and tried and den kenna made fun by his sec 5 classmates cos he couldn't do it.. but now, he has improved already. man.. instead of studying before our paper, me and some other guys were throwing cards haha...

so... anyway, i went to study after school.. after about an hour, i was bored. so i decided to go home at 4. but i was lazy to go home cos no one go home with me.. actually i wanted to stay for night study but noodles and sam not staying. den jun jie has to go out... when i went out of the library to warm myself, i saw ibrahim. so i decided to go home with him. when he came down, something struck my mind. where's lilo. haha.. i was afraid of another stalking joke, like when me and ah seng walked out. so i asked bra where she was. he said in class. so i was like ahhh.. safe, faster run out. haha.. den when i reached outside, i tot i saw sandra at the bus stop but i trust bra la.. den when walked nearer, i realize was lilo and sandra. man.. i was so pai seh...

anyway, it was juz a while la so ok.. haha... my bus also came soon after. i love my bus. thanks to hanchin, i only take 15mins to reach home instead of the 45 mins. haha.. 970 goes straight to somewhere near my house. though have to walk a lil more than usual, it is worth it. i reach home faster and i help my mom save money too.. she dun need to pay so much for my bus fare ma..

anyway, the back half of my day was cool.. suppose to go SMU for club training.. but i lazy la.. heard today they are going to play with lanterns. haha... i think i go study chem now. cya!