tml's judgement day results...

cant remember much that happened today.. but it was a fine day. had lotsa fun.. chatting about funny stuff that happened in sch, video duty.. played badminton.... haiya.. a lot of things ar.. haha.. lazy to state..

anyway.. tomorrow's gonna be the results of our promos.. really worried... hope i'd do fine.. man.. gonna miss those pple who are staying back.. especially if their part of the 7 knights of the round.. hah.... i'm gonna leave all up to God and see wad he has installed for me..

oh yea.. have a good news!! my grandma, she.. became a christian today!! great testimony ya! yeah! prayed for her and my grandfather many years ago during youth camp. i remember that after the youth camp, i came home and my mom told me that my grandparents decided to destroy all their budhist idols for no reason! it muz have been God for sure! den soon, my grandpa was leaving for perth. had a heart attack on the airplane. however, my mom prayed for save journey mercies before that and guess wad, the doctors cannot believe my grandpa survived! in perth, they did a bypass for him. they were wondering how he survived. told us he'll live for only half a year. guess wad, my mother prayed for him day and night and he lived 8 years! now he's gone.. but he's the greatest testimony! God is good!

wah.. now my grandma converted.. all because of a small prayer 5 years ago... thank God i went for that camp... changed my whole family's life.. now.. i'm a bad christian... i'm real sorry.. i am trying to change.. gonna be like last time.. wanna be powerful in prayer.. wanna feel the presence of God in my life like that time during encounter.. i felt it move through my body into my hands and into sean... man.. it's good to be used by God... i love Him....

i really want to be like last time.. how i prayed every night for all my friends.. i remember how much i loved the muslims though they hated me talking about God, Jesus, bible... i still loved them.. they are really nice pple. and i want them to have the chance to get ot know God. man.. i used to love the pple around me sooo much.. dunnoe y am i not like that anymore..

anyway, it is gonna take time.. now that i dun have esther anymore, i think i'll be able to concentrate on God. esther, i am not blaming u. but u noe, we spent our time together not as good christians... we should be older and more mature so that we know wad we are doing.. so... i'm gonna continue watching naruto. see u guys! all the best tml!