blur me!

i totally forgot tt i did not blog yesterday!! haha.. i'm soo blur... anyway, tt's my own prob haha... i dunnoe wad to type today la.. juz wanna say thanks to Hazwan for helping me with the chairs thingy during investiture. haha... i totally forgot about him!! thanks dude!

oh yes! fiza too for helping me mobilize the bartly campus pple!! thanks man... i came back on friday and realised everything was packed!! *woot* thanks pple!!!

so.. today i can only remember listening to the i-pod and looking around... everything felt soooo... slow-mo... it's like pple are talking and chatting and smiling and it looks soo... i dunnoe.. it's like i'm watching tv... i'm juz totally blocked out because of the earphones..(u noe those tt goes into the ear.. haha..) it's like juz nice looking at them sooo happy and all... and it's like... though i'm blocked out, i'm enjoying being alone and left out. it sounds wierd i noe.. haha.. but i'm happy everyone's happy..

man.. i'm feeling depressed again.. i'm juz tired of life and all.. though at times i love my life a lot... but when it comes to me thinking about a lot of stuff, life's kinda miserable... but, during edge, i'm sure i've found the 1st step to take. and i'm gonna try my best and pray over it too... so hope i'm right!

anyway, i'm bored and tired... feeling a lil lonely too.. haha... juz dunnoe who to chat with, wad to do... dunnoe la! haha... juz thinking too much again!