17/05/06

alright! had chinese mid year paper today and... i din noe a single thing bout it! hahaha...

soooo... i was on my way home with kira and vicknesh. after i left them and headed to the lrt, i began to think of all those times... haha...

those times where out of a spur of the moment, got mad, and hurt pple... felt sorry.

those times when i acted like a fool, not knowing why, but childish and pure dumb! hahaha... so embarrassing.

those times when i just simply felt so lousy... like towards the end of A'divs... i just did not have the confidence when like it all just began, AC and NY match.. towards the end, i began hating myself for all the mistakes.

those times where i just did silly things and spoke words which came out of no where... so silly and to think of it, i feel dumb! hahaha..

guess i'm growing. haha... i'm still treated like a kid in school though. haha.. i'm not complaining! it's fun! hahaha... i wanna put in effort for this final lap. but i'm worried.

i just cant focus. i must though!