21/07/07

i can't describe what i've gone through this week. it's just been one crazy hell week for me, i really dun feel like going back in.

imagine, hunger, thirst, anger, frustration, heat rash, aches and pain, lack of sleep and maybe a little bit of joy. put all these together and it may just barely describe what the week has been. it's madness.

i tried to keep myself awake today so as to "stretch" my day longer. i booked out at 0615 today, but i ended my day only at 0200 today as well. only about 2 and a half hours sleep before i had to wake up and prepare for book out.

last night was a whole day of trekking in mandai. operation "holland" (lost) hahaha tt's what we name it.

we did quite fine, we manage to find all our day points. but night one was crazy. pple began feeling scared and though we were sooooo near to our point, our group decided to turn back. sad.

we have bashed through almost 1.2km of vegetation and it was really tough man.. u just don't know what would happen at night. then we had to back track all the way back and this time, we prolly walked 2km cos we holland hahahahaha...

overall, life have been really tough... next 2 weeks are gonna just get worse. i'm scared, but i'll just have to go through it.

ok, i shall go rent some vcds..

i cry in secret...