15/10/07

oh my!! i need to find a codd-neck bottle!!

being a sentimental person, i have this sudden need to search for a codd-neck bottle because it brings back memories.. of what, i dunnoe, but there's that feeling of nostalgia and a blurred memory of a codd-neck bottle.

i was watching this really sweet anime called lamune. ha.. too bad i did not really have a childhood like theirs, am a little jealous, though when i used to live in pandan, we were a really small and close community, like tt of a kampong, so me appearing at anyone of my friend's house became so common, it's like walking into ur own home haha.. same goes to my friends, entering my house.

our doors a seldom locked, only at night. the rest of the evening, we'd be at the playground or at someone's house. i really miss those days... it's as if we shared homes. girls and boys mix as if we're of a single gender. we were really close.

my friends from PAP... it's so sad i dun remember a single one of them. i really wonder if there was a way i could find them... any one of em, especially those that sat with me on the same table. though i only remember 2 girls of everyone else HAHA!! one gave me sweets, the other helped me with my work cos i was blind ha... my degree was so high, i could barely see anything on the board, and so, she'd do my work for me once the teacher's not around.

it's just so sweet of her, like that in the anime i'm watching. i only remember girls being so sweet only when i was young... hardly see any girls that way anymore.. heh... =P

i guess doing sweet things for people isn't part of our culture anymore.. cos it just means something else haha... time's changed.

maybe that's why i wish to live in the countryside...