14/01/08

yesterday was awesome! i had a really tiring day/night but i had soooo much time to spend with God!

i managed to do a bible study on ruth and hannah and wow... AWESOME! it spoke to me soo much.

and i realised something i've been depressed! haha... my lack of self-esteem, the tendency to assume all kinds of feelings in which in reality the other person isn't feeling, the loneliness and confusion etc. man... but it's amazing how God still used hannah to be part of the royal bloodline.

God can use human schemes and "accidents" to fulfil his divine purpose!

my man were really obedient too haha and HILARIOUS! they literally do what i tell them to HA! the duty officer and i were laughing because of a turnout HA! i told them to wayang and they wayang a little TOO well HAHAHAHA!!!

but i thank God, warrant kang turned us out twice only. i mean for a guy who holds the record of highest number of turnouts a night! 14 TIMES! can u imagine! no sleep the whole night! and also, because i was reading a christian book, at least i was able to shine even just a little for God.

warrant kang was surprised to find out i was a christian.

well... it was a real torture at night trying to stay awake. my duty was from 2-6am. i did not want my man to do it cos i'm afraid that they'd be too tired for training today and the guard 2i/c had to stand sentry at 7am so... i volunteered ha... I REGRET!

i konked out at 4am head knocked back, mouth prolly wide open, dead asleep HA! thank god no one saw me HEH! maybe the newspaper guy. he must have been laughing. man...

but i just want to thank God for His favour especially in camp. thank you lord. it is really good to walk in the lord and see his blessings everyday! =D