Friday, October 01, 2004

it's time to buck up!

haiz.. i cant sleep... i juz cant stop thinking about stuff.. wad am i gonna do? i really feel like telling lilo sorry if all these had disturbed her. i noe i wrote that i'm gonna give up.. but again, i think i take back wad i juz tagged on my tag board. i really like her... a lot! maybe wad ahwei say is rite.. i should go make friends with her. but.. it wont feel so normal.. haha.. hope i can pretend nothing happened den go make friends ya? i really think it is time for me to make contact with earth hee..

still, i dun wanna end up like alan.. hmm.. i'll think of something.. i guess i really wanna be friends with her.. maybe things wont be so embarrassing. i still have my promos coming.. wanna work hard do my best and get promoted. gonna get A'lvl passes for my physics and chem and hope i really pass my G.P.. yeah.. i'm gonna work hard. really wish someone could teach me maths.. have nic in mind but dunnoe whether erm.. he can teach, but it might feel wierd haha... nvm. i'll do wad eva it takes to buck up. gotta stop pontanging wanderes training too. better go once next week.

i think it is really time for me to change. dun wanna go back to school like today with a sulky face. wanna be the happy me remember? yea... thing's are gonna be like last time. time to wake up gabe! i noe i can do it. gonna do my best now. leave the rest to God. he noe's wad's best!

would like to end with a short prayer for everyone. =)

"dear God,
i would like to pray for everyone in my school.
we are going to have our exams soon,
and i pray that U'll bless all of us with good health,
keep us alert, guide us in our studies.
Lord i juz pray for everyone Lord that u'll juz help us each and everyone of us.
Amen..."
Good nite pple! i'm feeling all happy again.. i think i can sleep now.. but first, i'll go leave lilo a note. hee... =D

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