On my way home...

ok... soo after prayer meeting, yea... as usual, i din want to go home... kinda lonely at home...

after we went our seperate ways, i walked to the lrt station. there, i juz spent time pondering on some stuff. den, i saw this lad that looked like sister louis. we stared at each other for quite some time. den i turned away, thought it was someone else.

anyways, the point is tt, i dreaded going home... but when i reached jelapang and got off, i was sure it was them, so i went down the first flight of steps and waited for them. man.. it felt good. i suddenly did not feel tt loneliness..

u know, to me, whenever u're with God's people, ur troubles seems to fade away. yea... i like tt. as we went on our seperate ways, we said goodbye and all and it felt sooo village like. yea.. reminded me of my first trip to indonesia to help out in the work there...

it was really nice... pulau nias... we'd leave after church service late at night, and then, we'd say our goodbyes and head back to our rooms.. aww... mss those days.. miss my neighbour across the road... i wish to go back there... i want to see them again.. i remember one of the daughters of the pastor. haha.. she was B.E.A...UUUUUUUUUUUTIFUL! haha... and she'd take me on short cycling trips round the town... hahaha... i'd meet many pple on the way and they're super friendly!! i remember not knowing a single person there, but they'll play with me and all... wow... i loved them a lot!

i had my little puppy there too.. i trained it to sit and stand. soo cool. was real easy and it was super obedient. i enjoyed it's company. feels good to have a pet following u round ya?? hahaha...

those days are gone... back to pondering... yea... i really wished i lost all my memories and started all over.... too many things has happened. many things i wanna change. many things learnt. many things i dun wan to know too... if i could forget them all... ha....

ok... bottom line, i should juz be glad la... i din feel coming home a burden in the end.. haha... God has His plans and timing ya... sucha nice time for me to meet louis and timothy... thank u God! =)