23/10/2005

i have really driven myself far from God... i just want to thank Him for my day.

it's by divine appointment that i happen to be on duty today. i know if i'm not on duty, i'd be at home practicing for my OP.

but throughout this day, i have not only enjoyed myself, not only did i feel closer to my friends, not only was i able to help a friend when he was suffering and also witness him rededicate his life, i found Him-God. (ok, this sentence is a little too long to make sense, cut away a few of my examples and go straight to the last part and u'd get what i mean haha...)

thank u God.

many things i have to put behind, i hope you do too..

many things i have to put aside,

many temptations i have to deal with, i will from today onwards.

many times i have put Him aside, i will not from now on.

i will seek His face daily and grow close to Him. i want what was spoken to me to come to past. i am so happy to be at service today. i have recieved from Him and i know what to do...

thank u God.

anyway,

it's gonna be another long week. tmr.... i've got to be prepared for tmr... i juz want the remaining exams, projects to finish up. when holidays come, it'll be fun but... i know this holidays aint gonna be the same... i

know it...

things are gonna change. my friends, my promotion... christmas is not going to be the same. i dunnoe... but i

really hope things will be the same, or rather, more or less the same.

ok, so till next week....

-i'll miss you like the sun misses the flower..

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just watched the show "a knight's tale". love that show, third time i've watched it on tv. very inspiring... man.. i love the spirit the main character william has. i want that spirit. a knight's spirit.

a spirit on fire for God... i need God.