26/10/2005

God's just soooo good. =D

alright! first was cos i did not do well... ha... but that's not the point. i had to see the principal. ha...

i was like scared and a lil sad. ha.. so i juz prayed a really short prayer, like 5 words and i went in.

things were quite calm la... but she seemed a little mad. dunnoe if it's cos josh made her mad or she's juz mad with me hahaha... ok, so we juz chatted. talked a lot about math. den she took out this toy which is all interlinked by many cubes, den it becomes one BIG cube after solving it.

so she told me that "maths is inter-linked with all the other subjects" den she went on fiddling with it, telling me she took real long to learn it from a 14 year old. ha.. kinda put a smile on my face, was quite funny.

i was like feeling sad and a lil disappointed in myself and hoping that i'd advance.

she gave a nod signalling i could go back and all of a sudden she said "here, take this and go figure it out, if u dunnoe, ask the teachers they all should know how to solve it" kinda cos i gave an excuse that i din like looking for teachers whenever i'm stumped with a math question....

but anyway!
the atmosphere juz changed, and i had this movie scene in my head like some wise man telling me "GO! GO and change the world!!!!" hahaha.. i looked at her, and i couldn't control it. i was gonna laugh!! i walked out quickly and after i stepped out, that wide smile juz beamed across my face like i control it. hahahahahaha...

den teachers walked by and i hid that toy cos i was embarrassed. haha.. if they see it, they'd probably know i saw mrs ong and thy'll be like shaking their heads. hahaha..

so, am glad things went fine.

next was my OP rehearsal. hahaha.. i was unprepared!!! i tried to hide it the best i could to decieve mr fung wuahahahaha! dunnoe if i succeeded, but i did not have any bad remarks la. haha.. i was juz on time too !! =D

i juz prayed a super short prayer again even though i was running out of spare time to finish reading my script. heh.. *it was incomplete* hahaha.. so i had to do last minute impromptu speech towards the end of my last few slides. din slip too much heh. thank GOD!!

argh, juz a reflection - i have to grow up!!! hahahaha... man.. mrs kuek pick on me.. but i like being me - stupid! hahahaha...