firstly, i dun see anything wrong in clarifying things i feel is right.
if to u it is saving my pride, to me, it is not. maybe tt's how u view, maybe tt's what u'll do to save ur face but not me.
now i noe why u think i am proud when it is something i have almost never see in me. i dun show off, i always have to be the first to go up and say sorry. wad ever made u think i want to save my face?
guys may have their ego. but since young, i dun have the privilege of having this ego and pride in me since i was constantly being condemned. that has showed me how i much i should not condemn another and much worst, destroy another person's pride.
i know myself i am not like all u other guys. i am different from you. tt's why i nvr understand why i was hated so much by the yr 3 ruggers last time juz because i was potraying my joy of scoring a try.
i din noe tt was being cocky. it did not appear to me tt way. it's more or less my first beautiful try with my team mate. for crying out loud, wont u be excited too!?
if i had pride in me, would i forgive my friends so easily especially when they sell me out juz to gain favour?
wad ever made u think it was pride tt i wanted to clarify myself? even if there may be signs of pride to save myself, it was more of convincing another person that i feel that it is correct because it has happened before and not to put anyone else at shame.
so do get it right. pple may find it irritating, though i dun noe if it's true or not. but i personally dun care what they think as long as i know what i'm doing. pple see things in different ways. some pple may not like it, but to me, i think it's for the better of the team at times.
i juz wanted to know. want to know more. dun bring it too far.
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