21/05/06

ah... today's a really nice day. except when we kenna pang seh(ed).. haha.. hahaha...

couldn't wake up this morning for sunday service cos of yesterday's activities!! haha.. i was soo sleepy and my legs were aching a lil from all the running, walking, standing and playing.

hmmm... sometimes i find myself really wierd. hahahaha... sometimes i cant be myself, and when i try, i become dumb! hahahahaha!!! dunnoe what to say, keep quiet, den become too quiet! hahahaha..

but with my friends, those i know, those i'm close to and like having fun with, i like one crazy other person. but when it comes to erm... some situations, i juz become lost hahahahaha!!! my word.

ok, i'm sooo excited about sleeping, cos i will always dream of the last thing i think of before i sleep. cool huh! there's this dream about this person, i can just never forget... haha.. the smile...

even in dreams, things are so real. when things get hot, u feel hot inside, when things get tough, it's just soo hard to move around, when ur eyes cant open, u really cant see where u're going, when things feel wet, u wake up thinking it's really wet (dun anyhow think here, i was talking about when it rains in the dream.) but in actual fact, everything's dry and fine. wierd.

dreams feel sooo real... what pple do inside, what they say, what they look like... i love to go to sleep now. i can do things i can never imagine myself do in the real world. imagine breathing in water or simply flying! hahahaha... and of course, u get to talk to pple as if nothing's happened, cos dreams brainwashes u somehow. u see pple u miss and u dun realise it till u wake up. u are having sucha a cool time with pple u wish to spend time with in ur dreams, and wake up feeling (aiya! WHY I DID NOT TAKE THE CHANCE TO ..... ask or say, in ur dreams!) hahahahahahaha!!! u juz waking up regretting not saying this, or doing that. hahaha...

i love my dreams... time to go in and see what super hero i'll be tonight! =D