09/09/06

ok, for the past 2 days i've been living alone, and have come to realised that i actually like it. or maybe so that i can study.

when they came home just a moment ago, i find myself stuck, i dunnoe how to explain. when they're not around, i'd study at the dining table. when they come home, i feel like i have to retreat back to my room. though i did not do that.

i kinda like them not around. seriously. i use to think the house was rather lonely and would turn the tv on just for the noise and go do something else, only to find out tt my maid turns it off everytime i walk away. ha...

now, i just like it the way it was the past 2 days. i managed to study SOOOO much more. I REALY MEAN SOOOOOO MUCH MORE!

i think it's cos of the environment. yea... i prefer to be alone, or somewhere quiet where u do ur thing, i do mine and we study. just tt i'd end up starting a conversation everytime i study with my friends haha.. BUT! i still do manage to study. if i study alone, i'd just turn to the comp once i'm bored.

i did think of moving out, but realised that i'm not independent enough. yea... am pampered.. wish i wasnt. ha...

i wish they did not come home... GO AWAY!

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anyway, during the past few days, my mom took away the power cable of the modem so that i wont use it. of course it's impossible to stop me from coming online. i dunnoe why... i guess i'm hooked.

of course i searched for a spare i had for another modem i use to have in my room. so yea, i managed to come on the past few days, BUT I STUDIED K! (though insufficient) i hope i just keep this up, i'd do fine if i do keep it up.

so when my mom returned, i asked her to help me set it up. she say "yea, later" so i waited. i know she did not want to help me cos she did not want me to find out where she hides the power cable. (like i care HAHA!)

so i SAT THERE AND WAITED! till i couldn't stand it, i plug it in myself. AND U KNOW WHAT! the last time i asked her to help me, SHE LIED TO ME!!! CAN U SO DAMN BELIEVE IT! she said she had to call them up to whatever reinstate the line whatsoever crap la. can't believe she lied.... MY MOM! LIED! OMG!

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man.. reading my previous entries, i realised sooooooo many gramatical errors and sentences which do not make sense!! hahaha... edited some, but lazy to edit em all... like what in the world... haha...