Thursday, June 14, 2007

a short note.

after my mom came in and spoke to me, i suddenly became confused.

somehow i wished u did not tell me, but since i already know, it has become a burden i have to bear. it's because of me, that it ended up like tt, and i failed to protect you.

like i've said long ago, girls are special, vulnerable (to me that is) and sometimes they need to be protected. that need and wanting to protect may arise in a guy feeling a certain way for her.

and i just dun want to get confused between my feelings. i dun feel that way for u, yet i want to make u smile and make u happy for these few days at least. it's all i have to offer. but i'm afraid something, somewhere might change and so.... u've got to understand, i'd still protect u, i'd still care for u, but it's not the same.

it's good that u feel safe and protected with me, at least u know that i'd still listen to u. dun keep it to urself, it kills. i understand.

just that this time round, i need a break.

i post it here, cos i dun want to sms, neither do i want to call, i do not want u to read it, yet i hope u know.

so... should i hope that u did not read this? ha...
well, take care.

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