done nothing..

learned nothing... today, i might as well not have gone to school... i dunnoe wad's wrong with me, but something's definitely wrong with me. why cant i have the mindset tt i have to study cos i'm already in school...

all i think of everyday is how to get away from my life. i juz wanna live a life without stress... like in some island where there's no competition for jobs, in fact, no jobs at all! juz get ur catch of the day, eat, sleep, enjoy life, relax by the sea...

i'm soo shit now cos i spent my whole time watching tv i totally forgot about my GP essay... zzzz... gotta go get it done soon.. hmmm... it's not even 10 pm yet. cool! but i'm sooo sleepy already... quite happy tt today passed quite slow.. spent my time watching documentaries on channel 5..

shows like "wish you were there" blah blah.... police and thief and all.. quite relaxing doing tt... haha.. can do it all my life.. maybe i dun have the motivation to study unlike in the past...

i remembered yr 1 like juz yesterday... trying to pop out from a life of rejection to a life of fulfilment. i worked hard during my days in e-club. planning stuf, heading projects, winning awards.. man.. love doing business...

haiz.. i think tt's enuff for now. gonna get started with my GP assignment.. and i still have the dialogue session thing to do.. guess i feel irritated doing all these cos i aint the head.. but also my fault la.. i like to run things myself. like during the publicity com days.... so ya... tt's all!