living in the holidays...

just thinking of you, it inspires me to study...
the time i spent doing nothing,
it all has gone to waste...

my future, my family, my friends, God......

if only i coud be like the rest of you all...
if only i can make my life as fun as it used to be...
if only things aint what it is now...

but there's a time to change,
a time to choose,
a time to become what u've always want to be...

guess now's the time ya?
the time to get through our exams,
the time to get over everything else...

bored....
lonely....
nothing to do....

ha... time to go back to the book!
the boring book, the lonely job...
the time wasted with nothing to do...

this is living in the holidays... the time to start anew... =)