8/11/2005

it was a magnificent reconcilliation.
i cannot forget what happened that sunday at the alter.

it was sooo nice to juz meet with God again. let His love flow through... how magnificent, how real.

i wish i could be used by God like how he uses brother willy (though it's kind of scary...)

brother willy knew where my pain was, no one could have told him before that, he knew my deepest, darkest secret. in which NOBODY knows! except my guardian angel and God. he knew everything.. wow....

God is good... it's kinda scary he knew, i'm embarrassed, but it's god he knows. but i know i'm forgiven and that i feel good cos God filled me with much joy at the alter.

haha.. i was filled with the spirit! flowing, flowing... luahging and den crying, and den laughing again. hahaha.. wierd. only the holy spirit can do that. hahaha...

anyways, i've been praying for my OP and for everyone else. yea.. all u guys out there doing ur A's or like me, OP. ha... all the best!

i'm very prepared. haha.. NO SCRIPT! heh. hope i can pull it through. i've practiced over and over for an hour.. haha.. fun.

soo. nitez pple.. it's soo late...