28/07/06

i just deleted the whole entry.

keep things short. i feel heart pain for my friends/anyone who have dysfunctional families.
abusive parents. my classmate aint the only one.
it's worse if the teacher is insensitive like mine.

i am blessed. and i take things for granted.

condemned teachers just remains condemned, no matter how i try protect them, i end up condemning them at some point too.
i despise him, yet respect him.
i speak up to for him, and i dun expect anything. really. i dun expect anything.
imagine being the common joke among some parents while waiting for their turns. (and i was joining in too! hahaha...)
he's never gonna be respected.

overall, i'm not mad. and after parents' night... i prolly wont have this internet connection anymore. (according to my mom)

i'm just online to be "closer" to my friends. i'm too dependent on them.

i just dun like to be told what to do, cos i'd do it on my own. but i cant justify this because i am not showing results. but i know my limits, they are prolly just too under-achieving.

well, i'll just do all i can and not be disappointed at any results. yep.