It's the little people tt counts

somehow, these days, pple such as clair, the 'stalker' and some others from my school whom it aint so nice to mention, are kinda appearing more somewhere in our lives these days. ha... wad i wanna talk about, is them.

ok... i noe, sometimes pple are juz hard to communicate with. some, juz freaks us out. but it's this pple whom (to me)are the pple we can probably count on. all they need is a friend, someone to talk to. (okok... this is not about clair nor the 'stalker') i mean, all of us needs friends no matter how erm.... disturbing a person we can be ya?

haha... sometimes, it's juz the frequency problem. sometimes, it's the problem, problem. and most of the time, it's juz them. (or maybe us?) making these pple feel neglected and all, we're juz part of the pple being made use by 'u know who' to destroy their lives but we juz dun see it, dun feel it. yea.. maybe some of u have began thinking tt i am thinking too much but i understand how it feels... i understand it all...

may of u might noe... jessie, she noes. yea.. i was one of those type of pple... my only friends, are the wierdest pple in class. pple whom the whole world would make fun of and i'd be the only 'fool' to protect them. now, i know i'm not a fool in protecting them. at least they know they have a friend they can count on.

i experienced this many points in life. condemned during pri 1 and 2. no one would ever speak to me cos my teacher told them not to. -.- barely had friends cos i was nortorious, playful, the 'extra', the 'sheep', wad else? it's a long time and now, i've already been set free from these hurts tt haunted me night and day.

in sec school, i never made the group. always made the 'servant', the suck up? probably? my kind of friends, the odd ones, shan ping, yong hian. they are NOT wierd.

now, there are pple who were once like me in my school, in church, everwhere. even i, i am still left out at some points. i understand it all.. i know wad it feels not to make the gang. i dun mind. =)

the things pple say and do juz to make the gang. yea... i find it bad, but once in a long while, i am guilty of tt too. but i always make it a point not to do it cos i know how it feels... yea.. haha...

oh ya!! btw, i'm writing this not because i am feeling tt way ok!! hahaha... i'm fine. =D was juz thinking of these pple... yea.... and myself when i was young... i love my life now. =) thank God for it! =)

throughout my life time, i realise, these pple are the ones we can count on and trust. haha... i'll nvr forget them especially shan ping. he's like des. hahahaha... (i'm not saying u are wierd) he listens to me even though he doesn't noe wad i'm blabbering. hahaha.. i still remember.

i was talking about final fantasy and i was going like " wah yesterday i play den..... wah!! magic..... powerful... nice sia! blah blah blah" and he'll juz like play along "wah, really ar?? i should play too... blah blah.." not in the sarcastic way la... he's nice.. haha.. keeps me entertained.

okok.. stop already... can go on blabbering. hahaha... nitez..