25/02/08

have the day off today. ha... yet i dun feel happy nor sad about it. as usual, a desire to fulfil something yet with what i've accomplished, i just feel that it's not enough. haha..

ok, i spent most of the morning catching up on bleach then had a nap and decided to cook! haha... went down to the super market got some stuff and cooked spaghetti carbonara and whipped potato. well, the whipped potatoes for the following days inda cooked a bit too much hahaha ONE WHOLE STINKING POT!

oops. XD

changed the way i cooked my carbonara, used a different ingredient and i guess it tastes better. ha... but sinful hohoho!!

my first time making whipped potato. and i had so much fun squishing and stirring haha.. am gonna try making some deserts the next time round. and prolly chicken soup. the name of the recipe caught my eye "hearty chicken soup" hahaha.. sounds warm and loving haha..

k la, i wouldn't have updated if i did not have this much time in hand. haha.. too free.

wanna buy new comp! =D

15/02/08

a week feels like forever.

been very busy, even after taking a day off, i still feel like i am losing time.

i just can't seem to keep that feeling out of my mind, no matter how hard i try. it's been this feeling for so long already and to actually try not to feel this way is just so tough. i wish time would stop at about 2yrs ago, and let me feel the way i feel all my life.

if only we do not have to grow up...

well, once again, get on with it - a daily reminder that seem to have no effect.

04/02/08

hmmm... am just dreaming of things that are deep in my heart.. ha...

things unsaid and unseen. the real truth hidden, self deception.

but it was nice, cos i remember i dreamt of gabriel LOH. haha... i miss him.. and i thought i'd nvr see him again. who knew, his character, the way he looks, were exactly as how it was portrayed in my dream...

dreams are awesome.

then of course, i dreamt of things that deep in my heart i wanted it that way. and also, the reality of things that i do not want happening in the real world. ha... so there's the pros and cons huh. but it gets me mentally prepared.

the wonders of dreams.

03/02/08

wow... it's already feb!! so fast!!! hahaha...

neways, i wanted to blog about yesterday cos it was an awesome day! =D

i enjoyed youth activity cos it's been some time that us youths gather together to have fun, or rather i finally got the chance to hang out with all of them. army's been busy especially the past 2 weeks, it has made me a lil sad in some ways, but i always think that it will eventually pass, so just let it pass and things'll be ok. ha...

i was really tired when i left home cos of the captain's ball.. haha.. quite physical demanding ar... but when i arrived at yishun, man, the joy of the Lord just filled me! i was sooo glad to be there! seeing everyone and finally being in the presence of God after 1 busy week. it felt so refreshing! =DDD

i just got so hooked up in worship that i could feel the spirit move. it was wonderful and the word joy just kept repeating in my heart. thank you lord.

i am really excited in what God is doing, like i've told some of you, God's showing me things even before they're preached and i am doing things even they're preached. i guess it's the reason why i feel that something's different, that God's taking every time and opportunity to speak to me.

yesterdays message really touched my heart. cos i feel called to reach out to the people around me especially the wierd people and to encourage those christians who are shy to shine their light. yesterday, as each point went up on the powerpoint, it reminded me of one person which i've reached out to, be it and outcast, a misunderstood person, a fatherless etc... God reminded me through that message that i have to be faithful!!! i have to keep calling them, and bring them to the edge continually!

i thank God, for He is good. ok, have to get ready to go to church.