Friday, September 30, 2005

it all begins here.. now.

have juz taken my GP paper.. dunnoe how id do.. i had more than sufficient time for my essay but not enough for my paper 2.. ha... i had 40 mins spare after finishing my essay. guess i kinda scribbled through it..

there's nothing on that piece of question paper that tapped into my head.. none of the topics got me started. my mind was blank.

anyway, i wrote an average essay this time.. aint gonna score high but am glad it's all over. (or should i be glad?)

wad if i retain?

this have got me thinking a lot these days... all i know is that throughout tt 40 mins, not only did i sleep through it, i prayed through most of the way.. was really tired..

could not concentrate on passage 2 juz now as i was pretty tired.

guess i was tired because i spent last night figuring out how to do physics. i soo want to tear it up.

i dun noe how to do it. i am sure i know yet the answer, was wrong. i searched the net, drink my coffee, sweared that i'd find it out before i sleep. but to no avail. DAMN!

i'm gonna try it later again. and i'm sooo gonna figure it out. STUPID JCS COMING OUT WITH STUPID FREAKING HARD QUESTIONS!

either that or i'm juz stupid.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

=)

heh... ok, i juz saw the technical demo for FF7 which might be coming out on PS3. hahaha... quite cool cos the visuals are good! close to that of the movie!! haha... cool huh! wish there's some continuation though...

anyway, ha.. was having some thinking time this morning and realise why i thought of vanessa. lols i totally forgot that this song was kinda about her. hahahahaha... lame ya? hahaha... but it was. i suddenly remembered why it's about her, but it's my lil sercret ya? haha...

hmmm... am really trying my best for my promos... dunnoe how i'd do... am getting my maid to make me a cup of coffee.. gonna see if i can last and study with coffee.. haha..

muz really thank my maid... though i'm suppose to be the one looking after the household, and groceries and all, my maid's doing most of the stuff.. she's a nice and honest person. am sooo glad she came to know the Lord. now, she's like a sister in christ to me, probably like a mother.. haha.. a mother that pampers me and my sis.. haha...

miss my parents though.. life's really nice and quiet cos there's no one to nag at me... but when i started thinking "if they died?" i juz stopped that thought abruptly and broke down... guess, i do love em a lot... by the time they come home, i can go to school myslef already... my dad need not fetch me to school... i'm getting used to this life... it's nice.. if only promo's over, than life now would be PERFECT! i'd probably skip school here and there juz to go do some angling.. ha... miss luring at our reservoirs.. though i've barely caught any fishes in our reservoirs, life is nice and quite while i do my casting... ah....

life's peaceful... i love those places.. i'm really alone and all...

ok, back to work already... am gonna miss some people... yea... by the time i finish promos, A's would've probably begun... ha.. NO MATTERS! i'm juz happy to be like i used to. ha.. aint worried about being lonely.. juz hate the boredom! hahahaha....

bb~

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

having lots of memories...

have been thinking back a lot these days...

guess i've got lots of space and time to think about things... juz makes me feel both sad and comforted...

i miss my young days... guess i was too indulged in my games cos i was lonely... i've always wanted to enter the world of each game i play...

but i loved those days... i did not have worries, no troubles, very dependent on my parents... the only time i had a best friend... i miss clarence... we're all so grown up now, i feel wierd saying this but yea.. miss him lots, all the fun things we do and share...

haha... call me naive, but i've never wanted to grow up... guess, that's probably why my face have never changed much over the years... probably in future, i might be dating someone my age, but everyone would think i'm younger hahahaha...

ha... i'm reminded of the first time i ever liked someone and believes that she actually did like me. hahaha... some how, this part of my memory would never be erased.. lols... this part of my memory is when we had our P6 camp... we were in sentosa, erm... i forgot the name of that place... was some village thingy... they had all these rides and all...

haha... was being a "man" and decided to take the viking 5 times and the roller coaster as many times as i could. hahaha... cos it was "admirable". after all the viking rides, and about 1 or 2 coaster ride, i became nausea.. haha.. so weak ya... =P

i remember sitting one side, den i really felt like vommiting, den vanessa came over, it's sooo drama la... i remembered.. haha... it looks like as if she was thinking if she wanted to come over or not, and i kinda noticed her, so i acted like i was VERY sick. hahahaha.....

(so cool remembering.. making feel better amidst this tense period of time.. haha.. making me laugh..)

den she was about to walk over when someone (i apparently forgot who) came over!! ar!! hahahaha... i was like "WHY!!!!" hahaha... den the group of girls, barely remember them lisa, huiwen(or was it wenhui) erm... connie? haha.. yea... they called vaness over for the ride and she's like, dunnoe. haha.. she went over to join them.

anyways, tt linked me with all the memories. haha... i played with her bottle during assembly, and we got caught and scolded. den she was kinda crying... cos the teacher was fierce and she was scolding both of us.. even though it was my fault... den i had to take the blame for it, was my fault after all...

haha... guess, we're close cos we were partners. hahaha.. where ever she went, i'd be next to her lols. hahaha... oh ya!!! so cute la! i thought of something i did which is soo cute haha.. (it's like i'm looking at another kid and commenting lols) i was so scared that she'd go to hell, i told her about Jesus. hahaha... den like, ya, she din really wanna believe in Him and all so i told her about the signs of the last days, warning her hahahaha...

(ha.. not too sure about how she felt last time la.. but this was how i feel... =P)

so funny.... cant believe i did those stuff... things u'd do when u're in primary school. hahaha....

ok, din realise i wrote so much about her lols... anyway, my childhood friends are slowly finding me on friendster.. dunnoe how they found me but it's cool. haha... many dun recognise me... hmmm.. let's see... gerald, swee guan, weiting, desmond, shan ping.. hahaha... they all found me on friendster.. so cool. get to see them. haha... swee guan looks real different. (psst, he even has a girlfriend!!!) it looked soo impossible for him to have one la!! in pri school tt is. hahaha..

gerald... he looks gothic... all black and all.. hahaha...

anyways, it's 9.. i've spent quite a long time on this.. need to go study... =D

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Back to those days...

i juz finished watching "Advent Children".. it's beautiful... very nice show... juz that it lacked story line... i want to noe more about everyone and what happened since i last played the game 6 years back..

i'm soo happy i got to see everyone la!!! thought they're not real, when i was young, guess they felt sooo real to me... it's really like i din want the game to end. it probably have the most impression compared to the rest of the final fantasy editions is cos it was the first FF game i played. loved it A LOT!!!

wow... i've got soooo much to say la!!! vincent's real cool. he's like a modern ninja, instead of shurikens, he uses a gun but jumps about like a ninja. so cool! reminds me of my maple assasin hahaha... we jump about a lot. hahaha...

barret was really cool too, he had this new gun. hahaha... anyway, TIFA'S EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL!!! like in the game she was already hot and now, she's way off the top!!!

yea.. den there's aeris... hahaha... i remember her man... she's like cloud's love in the game.... but she died... i remember everything that happened though it's 6 yrs back...

she was praying and when everyone else found her, sephiroth.... he stabbed her from the back... man.. it was sooo sad, i cried when i watched it... her body was released into the stream by the place she was praying at.. yea.. i remember the white material too... it dropped out of her hair band... i guess the water is purified by the white material and thus was able to cure the genostigma...

aeris is quite beautiful in the show too.. too bad, we dun get to see her fight. haha.. it'll probably look quite cute. YES! MARLENE!! she did not die in midgar!!! 7th heaven was still up and going! wow... i thought the whole sector 7 crashed when cloud was fighting reno above the slums... guess everything has been rebuilt..

yea... nice show... reminds me of my past man.. the best thing given to me this year. hahaha.. thx kida! hahahaha..

most of the map retained... tt was the coolest part. even the road part. guess reno and rude died... sad... cloud and reno were enemies but now they're fighting along side. ha... reno and rude retained their stupidity and their coolness hahaha.. liked tt a lot. in fact, everyone's character was the same except for cloud. he's a lil changed from the game. ha... and he speaks in the show. unlike the game. u'd never see him speak hahaha...

man... miss em sooo much. wanna get the game after promos and play it through once again... the songs and everything retained too.. wow.. i loved the jenova song... haha...

great show... loved the battle when tifa fought.. it's like *stunned!* she fights sooo fast! they were flying all about! too bad only one summon appeared in the whole show.. bahamut zero. i thought it was neo bahamut but when he did the final attack, i realised it was bahamut zero. cool....

anyways, gotta do my chem assignment and start studying! gonna chiong till 7, rest and then chiong all the way till i sleep. =D

loved my day! see everyone tml!

Monday, September 26, 2005

oh no...

woah woah woah... i'm in trouble.. am really tired now... still kinda have my essay to complete.. i realised that i kinda wrote it a little off point... no, maybe way off point...

guess i got a little carried off while writing it. now, i dunnoe wad to do. oh man...

my right eye is kinda starting to swell again... i still hafta go to school tml. need to study. need to do something bout my promos. i still dunnoe where in the world is my lecture notes for period 2...

man... i need to finish it today!! cos mrs ong is coming in for lesson tmr..

argh... juz saw something painful and it's getting to me now.. shall stop here...

AHHH!! *shuts eye*

hate people who tortures others... hate bursting veins!!! ar.. am off!! cant type, hands soft.

i'm ticklish today..

haha.. first day of being a NERD, definitely stirred up some commotion here and there.. hahaha...

dunnoe why, but today's a real funny day. i keep laughing.

first was when i arrived at school. i dunnoe why but i juz felt like laughing hahaha... i suddenly burst out laughing while walking towards my class...

hahahahaha!!! thank goodness no one's around to catch me laughing -- for no reason. haha...

den i finally entered class and i could laugh all i want!!! WUAHAHAHAHA!!!

i guess cos i feel stupid. i came to school on my own for the first time in the morning!!! it's silly la. hahaha.. usually, i'd take the mrt but this time, i thought i'd take a bus down.

so like when i reached, i saw 2 other girls from my school. (i din wan to describe wad happened cos it's embarrassing but anyways....) so i'm like suppose to wait for 970. den suddenly this bus 171 arrived and those 2 girls got on the bus! i was like *!?!?!?*

i juz followed. (i feel so goon la!)

thank God amanda got up the bus or i'd be lost. hahaha... sooo... i was thinking "hmmm.. 171 goes to my school? like since when??"

den out of no where, everyone started getting down in the middle of bukit timah!! shocked, i followed. *baaa baaa*

like a little sheep i juz got off and waited. the best part, i din noe wad bus we're waiting for!!! i knew it was either 173 or like 66 or something. den this bus came by, amanda scooted off and the rest of the millenians were like not budging.

OK! I WAS LOST!

i din noe to follow or not!!! wad if amanda's going somewhere else!!! hahahaha... but again, my sheep instinct urge me to follow. *baa baa*

haha... funny day...

school song
our school song kinda cocked up today. haha.. at some point, it'll juz stop and i'd here students singing it and i cant help but laugh!!! it sounds soo.. funny. cos they dunnoe whether to continue singing or not. it's like a sudden jam break!

the best part, at the end of the song which is the highest key in the whole song, the whole school song went *poof!* hahahahaha... when i heard the school population hitting the note, i burst out laughing and i could not contain it!!!!! HahAhAHHAhAhAHHA!!!!

probably am laughing a lot cos i feel stupid in specs. ha... wierd.

P.E. was quite funny too. we're doing pull ups den it came to aliff's turn. "1....2...." *zooooooop*
ANDY PULLED HIS PANTS DOWN!!!

hahahaahaha... oOo sexy butt? hahahahahahahaha... was sooo stupid la! he's like *gongz*

as he continued, he was like looking out "1....2....3...4........" and he kept a look out all the time and andy kept taunting him hahaha...

fun day la.. until i found out.... TODAY'S THE DEADLINE FOR MY EOM!!!!! WAH!!!!!!!

haha... i completed it quite quick la.. nothing much to do also... so yea... got things done...

haha.. anyway, i've got work to do... (though i am really tired now... woke up at 5.45... tml i'm gonna wake up at 6!)

LOOOOOVED my day.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

titleless again?

i dunnoe wad to say man... too many things juz happened, thank God it did not take the wrong turn...

am lost and confused...

i juz hope i can get it settled as soon as possible... juz glad that things happened at the right time, msgs came at the right time too...

i dunnoe wad would've happened man... the cycle repeating itself?

maybe i'm too soft? haha... probably...

cant wait to go back to school tomorrow, but still, i have loads of work to catch up.. gonna get a scolding of a lifetime tmr... i know that there's gonna be work i cant complete... am trying to rush now... especially chem...

ha... maybe i sign out halfway complaining bout my eyes. hahaha... dunnoe la... cant take advantage la... how could i think of such things!!! but probably i'd do it! =D hahaha....

my eyes are recovering.. only thing that worries me is that i have blurred vision once a while.. it's irritating, one eye clear, the other blur.. probably pus...

anyway, i've made up my mind! i'm gonna study real hard!! said this many times, but i'm gonna take action! since no one's at home, coming home is really sucky.. gonna stay in school til 9pm to study. muz get promoted! =D

there'll be some big changes when i go back to school. it's gonna look really nerdy hahaha... most or even all year ones have never seen me like this. hahahaha... ---> me in my specs.

aint no rugger now and if i dun promote, i'll REALLY be no rugger ha.. so like no training or nothing, no need for my lenses. hahaha.. lenses, the only thing holding me back from night study.. haha.. yea... gonna look wierd. but who cares ya!

i feel good now! so i'm gonna continue with my work! forgot wad i wanted to continue cos i was interupted by es haha.. msn.. kk seeya!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

CRAZY FROG!!!

I'M SOOOOOOO LONELY AND BORED AT HOME!!!



BING BING!! BANG BANG!! HAHAHA.. =D







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BAM BAM!!!







BRRRRRRAAAAAAAAABRRRRAAAAAABABABABABABBAABABAAAAAAAAAABBBEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHH..... BING BING!! BAM BAM!!

so, wad do u want to hear??

good news, bad news??

good news: my eye is starting to recover...
bad news: my other eye has gotten infected...
good news: I found out the right way to use the eye drop medicine. =D
bad news: It's a little too late since my other eye got infected... -_-
good news: I think i can soon step out of my house!!
bad news: I spend 23 hours in my room yesterday... am advised not to have contact with pple cos it's soo contagious...

man.. i cant wait to get out of my house... am soo stuck at home... guess i wont be leaving my room for quite some time... have not seen my sister for almost 24 hours... wonder wad she's up to...

ha... my grandma's going back to hougang, so finally i can go out and walk walk. as in walk round the house. haha... cos it'll be only me at home lols.. ya and my maid.

now tt i noe how to use my medicine, i cant wait to recover!!! i wanna go back school and... PLAY!!! hahahaha.. bet u guys thought for one moment tt i wanted to go back and study. hahahahaha...

man... last night i had the nicest dream in all time though it wasn't really perfect.. haha... but it was nice.... i am kinda living with 2 other friends in this dream. ha.. dun feel like mentioning who they are cos it's kind of embarrassing ha.... but they are definitely friends i treasure a lot and miss the most! (they probably dunnoe who they are though...)=D

man.... guess, i wont get to see them these few days.... i cant wait to recover!!!! =D

Friday, September 23, 2005

hAHahaHaHAhAhaHaHAHaH!!!

hahaha.. i was gonna write something really sad cos my eye is really killing me... and i'm sooo lonely at home... i feel like going over to my grandma's hpuse to stay and never be heard from... hahaha... wan to study there.. no distractions..

anyway, i am feeling all bubbly cos some sent me a smile on msn and guess wad i saw! hahaha...

this --->ATTRACT WOMEN anytime, anywhere without rejection... free tips >


on friendster!?!?!?!? ahahahaha... tt really made me laugh!!!

so ya, wad's a smile on friendster? ha.. sammy sent me one. haha sammy. hahahaha... sounds so sammy. hahaha...

ok am reading throught the attract women thingy. hahaha.. quite hilarious. guess it doesn't apply to me unless i'm like some playboy often found clubbing down in town. hahaha...

okok... enough of tt nonsense.. ha... my eyes..., it's soo uncomfortable... i cant study, cant watch tv... doing anything tt requires my eyes is juz so difficult... SHANAZ!!!! she passed it to me!!!

the doctor told me tt about 5000 pple have been infected this month!! this is worse than the dengue case!!! IT'S AN EPIDEMIC DISASTER!!!!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!!!

hahha... they should like do something about it. ha... not as serious as dengue but it's slow torture!!!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

now i've got a reason =P

hahaha... juz came back from the survey. haha.. am $80 richer!! =PpPpP neways, this money is gonna be used to pay my faith pledge =) haha.. so cool God bless me with a lot of money!! all to give to the missions hahaha. i found another $10 in my chem book. dunnoe where tt came from too la. hahaha...

anyway, i've got a reason for not turning up in school already!! haha.. i got eye infection which is quite uncomfortable.. am suffering man... oh my! did i spell pus as puss juz now!?!?!?!? oh my oh my oh my!!! better go check and change later...

so 2 things tt happened today which made my day a little less dull is tt i when i arrived, (i was like the last to arrive la cos i lost my way hahaha...) i saw ruth! hahahaha... the most shocking thing, my sit was next to hers hahahahaha.... sucha small world and coincidence. ha....

tt survey was quite cool la.. like a board of executives discussing about POSB's new look. u noe something better, a chic was sitting opposite me hahaha.. like those uni students always tell me: uni chic hahahaha.. she looks like sharon. but she's really pretty and friendly, hahaha.. studying pscology. her name's anna. hahaha...

thank God ruth was sitting next to me. haha.. so cool we had our own sits with our names haha... dunnoe how it'll be if ruth did not sit next to me..

argh my eye...

i enjoyed the discussion a lot.. like din really wan to come home cos i'm quite lonely... worse, my uncle and auntie is staying over for the night.. tt suck man... but ar... nvm la...

haiz.. have to rush with my work.. din really make full use of my day as usual. studied a lot but not really absorbed and all.. din get to finish the work i set out to do too... sad... MUZ push myself now so tt i can hand up my work tml...

wanna get through promos....

before i end, juz after i bought optrex for my eye, i met wee. haha.. we use to play wartran together. he's a grown man with a voice girls will say hot. he has this coarse bold voice which would naturally attract girls with his looks, build and status man. haha.. cool guy. everytime i see him, i'm burdened to bring him to church.. cept tt i dunnoe how!!! argh!! i let this chance slip away again!! muz bring him the next time round!

so ya.. nitez... pray for my eye too..

heh.. =D

haha. am gonna leave for my survey soon.. aha... wished i did a little bit more work ha... i did a so-so amount of ork today. hahaha.. need to do MORE!!

since i got ready like 30mins early, thought i'd write an entry for fun. hahaha...

ok i am really sick now!! ha... i wish i had a digi cam... i'll show u why. haha... i got pus oozing out my eye there and then haha... it hurts a lil.. probably an eye infection or an ulcer.. ar.. pain...

today is like the first time i think i look really good. hahahaha... as in, it's quite normal but i look good ha.. juz a shirt, berms and... a new hairstyle which took me MUCH shorter than usual to get it done. (new hair gel tt i found amongst my mom's hair products =D) and perhaps it's because this is the first time i see myself dressed up while wearing specs hahaha... i cant wear my lenses and tt's for sure.. the puss and all...

so i look mature? hahaha... For once!

haha... gonna have my dinner since i'm so early.. den i'll go down.. wish something cool would happen on the way. cos it's a really dull day today.

kk.. shall have my dinner before i go! probably no school tml!! am gonna see doctor!! =PpPpP but i'll still drop by though... got things to do.. i think hahahaha.... shall see how. =)

I skipped school!~!

before i begin, i decided to put on this song hahaha.. it's stinking cute and funny. kept on laughing when i heard it. made my day!! hahaha...

hahahaha.. i skipped school today. cos i figured i had not enough time to do all my work as i am gonna go for a survey at 6.45pm till about 9pm, best part, they are paying me $80!!!! woot~~ money!! heh...

so i have like 4-5 sets of work to do, 4 lecture notes to revise so thought i'd juz stay at home... haha..

wah! hope the lightning dun strike me ar!!!!!

it's raining cats and dogs now, or rather hippo and elephants... but it's nice.. haha... nice cooling day----- AT HOME!!! wuahahahahaha!!

juz finished some work, am bored so i'm here typing this.. couldn't finish my work last night cos i slept at erm... 9pm? hahahaha.. am realy tired.. had nice sweet dreams too hahaha.. but i only remember the one when i woke up at 4 and went back to sleep. haha...

i was at my grandma's house studying (of all things studying haha...) den somehow, des came over, (like i dunnoe how also la.) and we began playing... magic cards? hahaha... of all things to play hahaha. den we heard noises outside the room window so i went to look. (oh ya, in the dream, it was like 4 am in the morning too haha..) den i saw MR SAW and Jason Tan playing table tennis!!!

haha... best part, it's half a table. hahaha... den Mr Saw like pro liddat haha.. so i decided to go downstairs and check em out. when i walked out the room, i saw col studying!?!?! hahahaha... wierd. den i juz appeared in front of the table tennis table. (i dun remember walking down the stairs hahaha)

so i was juz watching em play.. the table was wierd. haha.. den i woke up.

ANYWAYS!
my parents are gonna leave for 2 weeks.. man.. tt's stinking long.. gonna sooo lonely la.... no one to bug me... 2 weeks leh... but it'll be worse for es... 1 yr... tt poor thing, she'll miss her mama...

haiz... hafta go to school myself liaoz.. muz sleep early every night.. need to wake up at 5am. by the time they come back, i can go school myself le... (maybe they were planning tt, to make me and my sis independent.) hahaha...

hmmm... gonna get back to work... muz rush rush rush!! i miss the crumpler bag!!!! MO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Light vs Darkness

dun ask me why i started playing magic cards cos i also dunnoe why... i guess, it's out of boredom and i miss my old deck.

so ya, talking about this game, even the creator, cant defeat his creation... hahaha... i am having soo much problems defeating clinton. i created that deck for him and taught him how to improve it. now, it's a battle between my angels and his nightmares. haha...

it makes the game so much exciting like some kind of story haha.. it's soo cool! our battles last for stinking long and it's soo difficult a battle tt we even need jugdes to help us monitor. hahahaha... we keep losing count of our lives cos it's like we are constantly gaining and losing life. even our judge, kelvin also blur. we had to resort to ------ CALCULATORS! haha...

bet most of u are like going ----> -_- hahahaha...

it's so exciting tt i'm always looking forward to our next battle.

who shall prevail?? we shall see in tml's match hahaha... cant wait.

anyway, i'm real tired now.. shocking ya.... shucha time to be tired... i accidentally drink kiat's water la. i kinda poured a little into my mouth and then someone said, "u forgot kiat yesterday sick ar?" and i spat it all out. haha... maybe i'm gonna be sick.. o.O

i love everyday these days. it's fun cept tt promos coming... need to study.. am really weak in organic chem... practically suck at it.... dunnoe how la! if retain..... i know i'd do much better the next year cos i've got no SC and i'll probably get kicked out of the SC. so sucky ya?

i worked so hard in my CCAs and they scraped PEARLS.. was always first to go up stage recieve prize every year for entreprenuer, but got kicked out by miss tee cos i had other commitments, yet chelvem wants me back. he wants me to talk to mr chee to bring me back in but... it's like so long ago... haha.. i'm juz good at sales pitches and risk taking.. tt's all... i'm more innovative when it comes to entreprenuer... other than tt, i'm quite a dead person.. ha...

ok... shall not go on too much... shall do chem now...

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

juz a title for the titleless

ok, juz had my chem spa today, and i think i did quite fine. =D was easier than i thought but i did not do too well in my conclusion part with all the chem equations.. haha...

nvm, i think i'll get a level 5 at least... probably a 6 or even a 7?? heh...

watched this show 'sepet' today. it's a malay word which means "small eyes". it's a very nice malaysian movie (i think). it has canto and malay mixed. was a very touching love story kind of show.. aw... wanna buy back the vcd the next time i see it. hope it's less than $15... haha... i very stingy with my money heh... =D

i think i am starting to study more, having more time at home to rest and all.. i plan to sleep by 11.30pm. now i'm watching CSI on 5. so ya.... after tt wanna do some packing then read the bible...

sooo, am gonna go back to watching. babyeZzzz =D

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mrs Kuek... Mrs Kuek...

i thought it would be a good day to sign out cos mr chen aint around. tt crappy guy, let everyone else sign out so easily cept me!!! >.<

so i wanted to sign out today, and i went to mrs kuek who asked me to get back to her 40mins later, and when i got back to her, she wasn't around. man... tt kinda sucked... haha...

when i decided to juz drop by the general office to see wad i can do there, mr saw came out of the office and i'm like aww... shucks... cos i dun wan him to think i'm skipping his class.. had no intention to do tt on purpose. it juz so happened tt i want to come home earlier so tt i can sleep and play games so tt i will have time to do my work. haha..

i have to be honest. i'll touch my games almost everyday and so, i juz wanted to have more time at home. so ya, i touched my games already, juz tt i dun have my sleep now... played about 1 hr og games den ate my dinner and watch tv.. gonna start on my work soon...

really wanted more time to do my EoM and study chem. but i decided to study chem and sleep a lil now den wake up later to watch lost, den go back to sleep hahaha... i'll do EoM during my lesson tml or something. no time to do tonight already.. reached home 4 hours later than the time i planned to reach home if i signed out...

yea.. i am the wierdest time planner but i like doing it the way i plan it and i also will enjoy it doing the way i plan it and i really hope tt nothing would spoil it.

k la, this thing din really spoil my day la.. haha... i'll juz do lesser work lor, and i'll have no time to study hahahaha... =P lazy me ya! HAHA...

and i did not lie my way through for my excuses haha. they ARE valid lols. i really have sore throat and tummy ache juz tt they aint so serious la hahaha.. could have went home if aisha din make me laugh. hahaha... and if Mrs kuek was in the office... she told me to look for her and yet she wasnt in...

booo... cheat my feeling, play my heart. =PpPpPp

ok, for those taking ur exams or prelims or wad so ever important exams, do well ya! i'll be praying for u guys. =)

bb, off to study.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

the many things i've learnt today

ISAIAH 13:13
Therefore I will make the heavens tremble;
and the earth will shake from its place
at the wrath of the Lord Almighty,
in the day of his burning anger.
this was the verse given to a pastor in kobe (not sure how it's spelt), Japan, before the kobe earthquake took place the next morning.
kobe, a place filled with gangsters; having one of the gang's headquarters there, a place filled with love hotels and protitutes, gambling, idol worshipping in places of worships and homes and the many sin in which the people of kobe committed. this was also where God showed His awesomeness.
the next morning, the earthquake shook destroying everything, the love hotels, casinos, temples, places of idol worship and guess what was left standing. hospitals, schools and churches.
God did a miracle and this amazed the people of kobe. everywhere was burning and on fire and a church in the middle - untouched. isn't God juz sooo almighty. he stirred the people there and brought revival to the nation - a great news for christians around the world when it was aired.
the mission pastor's house was untouched. only the clock droped. however his neighbours' houses collapsed, homes in which idol worship took place were destroyed.
wow... our God is an awesome God...
so anyway, tt's a story in which i have heard i do remember it on the news though. people were also talking about it.
ok, i really enjoyed my day though it flew by EXTREMELY FAST!!!! i am a happy person today. hahaha.. juz feel good.
had a long talk with janet and i learned a lot of things about seeking God. man... i juz wanna keep burning for God and tell the world that JESUS LIVES!
am real tired now... so gonna do some stuff and go to bed.. nitey!

beware...

"the devil's here to steal and destroy!"

this is something tt i'll not forget from today's sermon. in fact, i still remember the thing about the temptation sermon - "KEEP YOUR HEADS DOWN!"

the devil's here to steal and destroy!

he steals from you, ur happiness, peace, good relations.. do u feel empty at times? are in going through a hard time in life, things are suddenly not going how u want it to, ur family is having some family problem?

let me tell u, the devil has stolen from u!! he's out to destroy ur life!

when jeremy seaward went through those things.. pple juz came through my mind.. different ones whom i know faces all these. let me tell u, u may not believe in God, u may not belive me tt God's real but still i WILL NOT LET DEVIL DESTROY UR LIVES!!! i've been praying for many of u... i dun care if u believe in Jesus or not, all i know is tt, i'm born to fight the devil! and tt's wad i'm gonna do for all my friends!

man.. i really din want to stop praying after he gave the call for those whom the devil has stolen from... i was on fire. i could feel it again after soooooo long... i was incredibly filled. i spoke in the spirit sooo fluently, i felt the spirit all ove me.. wow... it felt.... great! it was soooooo fast like a machine gun. it juz came out sooo fluently. and in fact, the Lord laid something about my friend i prayed for in my heart. if i'm not wrong it's about family... i dunnoe if i am correct, but it was something impressed upon my heart.

anyways, i juz loved tt feeling of being super filled. wanna have it again. hahaha... juz focus on God and start praying. wow.... i cant forget it...

sooo.. am real tired already... so like see u all tml or something...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

freaky friday

dunnoe if u guys have watched this show 'freaky friday' but it's a really nice show!! haha..

i juz finished watching it on disney channel. sucha nice show man... i wanna watch it again. ha...

isn't it nice wehn u understand wad ur parents go through and they understand wad we go through?

i dun think life would be too tough then. hahaha.... man... i nearly cried at the last part.. it was way too sweet. aww....

it's quite a funny show la. hahaha... enjoyed it. too bad no nachos. hahahaha....

anyway! haha.. after 3yrs of quiting 'magic the gathering', i'm back to playing a lil of it. hahah... i should not have sell off all my angels.... went to dig up my old soldier, angel deck. haha.. found most of my soldiers, some rare cards but... only 1 angel!! hahaha... hafta go collect again.. ar... should not have sold them... all my efforts all gone... haha...

yea.. guess, we're bored in school ha... kelvin wanted to play so i also felt like playing. oh ya! hahaha... i created a really powerful deck for clinton la! haha...

on thursday i was soo excited. i was like "clinton! tml bring all ur cards! i got a really powerful deck in mind. stronger than kelvin's and mine, muz bring hor!" hahaha... i juz could not stop thinking of the way i'm gonna form his deck cos i used to have a deck somewhat like his. juz tt mine was mixed white and black.

sooo, it was super powerful!! haha.. i feel like keeping it for myself now.. juz need some small modifications.. hahaha... i'll be going to cck to hunt for cards soon! hahaha... kk... seeya pple!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Last night

hmmm... my day today began at 2.30am haha... last night, i spent my night doing a little bit of physics at 2am. went down to get some cup noodles as iwas hungry.

i like walking out late at night.. it's nice.. not my first time. i like going down at about 1.30am. there's like no one, the whole place's quiet.. i go down to 7-11, get myself a drink and probably a cup noodle, and stroll home haha... nice...

so last night i ate cup noodles... YUMMY! hahaha... den i did a lil more physics and went to bed at 2.30.

i couldn't fall asleep not until about 3... tt's when i had all kinds of dream haha.. was wierd, but nice, forgot wad is was about though.. however, it's wierd. throughout my dream, there was something knocking on my cupboard behind me. or should i say juz above my head against the wall, below the window. i wake up in the middle of the night hearing knoking sounds against it. wierd?

slowly i heard footsteps. heaving ones. and i realised tt the footsteps and knocking were heard at the same time. so like u mean, some one outside my room is walking and it's soo heavy tt my cupboard vibrates? hmmm... tt's wierd.. i wasn't scared though.. have been quite expose to wierd things at night over the recent years...

i know i have Jesus. if anything attacks me, all i say is "I bind u in the name of Jesus!" and it disappears. i was scared when it first happened long time ago. but when i knew tt each time i call upon Jesus, it disappears, i was never scared after tt. haha.. in fact, experiences became more exciting lols.

i would be like, "not u again..." haha... i naturally became more daring. ha....

anyways, i dunnoe wad was behind me. but whatever it was, it kept me up the whole night. it stops and comes...

so it's like 3 and a half hours of sleep and yet i cant get a proper sleep.

however, i woke up this morning never feeling soo refreshed before. yea.. had dark eye rings though. sooo dark it scared me. O.O

but it disappeared once i reached school. haha... thank God for giving me strength. cos i did pray and ask for strength for the morning, juz before i went to bed. =D

sooo.. ya, i juz heard it AGAIN. i think it's the aircon la... ok, it scared me for a moment hahaha... i juz turned on the aircon. last night i used the aircon too.. so probably the cold air is causing some phenomena or something. haha...

kk.. going to finish up my work and go to bed.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

oh... great...

ha.. guess wad, i juz woke up from my long sleep since 7pm... it's 11.30 now...

best part, true, i din get to do any work, best part! i juz bathed hahahahaha...

haiz... still a little irritated la... but not feeling soo bad... cos u see, i have juz started this vicious cycle which wont end till the weekends or till i get to go home early like on friday?

u see, now tt i've juz awaken, HOW AM I GONNA GO BACK TO SLEEP!?!?!?!?!?!?!? -__-

so lie, i'm probably gonna sleep late like 1 am?? like yesterday, and like have 5 hours or 4 and a half hours of sleep again... come home, sleep until late at night, wake up like now, not feeling like doing any work...

seriously, if i brought my work to the meeting, i would have done my work there. on the spot... yea... cos i was sooo eager to do physics hahaha first time sia... but now, am irritated tt i din get to do it in the end... cos i really dun feel like doin it now...

like wad mr fong would say, "do something constructive" which reminded me haha... yesterday, i din do much work la. only like 12 did i decided to do my second draft for EoM. so he asked me wad i've been doing.. i said, "sleep, tv, games." if u remember my previous entry... IF i DID blog it down cos i forgot, =P i went to sleep when i reached home, woke up at 7 for the channel 8 show, and chiong games after tt.. haha

so mr fong said, why din u do something constructive. and so i said, "i DID. i got to catch up with sleep i needed, i am learning chinese when i'm watching the show, (<-----i think i said this) and i am doing some socializing with my friends while playing my onlie games.." =D

like erm, i was chatting with joash and brian? hahahaha....

oh ya! i have to help kai put songs into his mp3 soo ya... i guess, i better DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE...

after tt i'll read the bible... have been learning TONS of things while reading Romans... it's a good book man... though i used to think it was stinking boring!! haha...

just one day... one day!!!

cant i have juz one day in which everything go perfect and i can come home early and sleep! and damn it! i forgot to hand up my EoM.. argh!

man... today was almost a great day. i wanted to blog some really funny and cool stuff tt happened today but on my way home, i got sooo irritated, i juz wanna slam everything i see.

i dunnoe who to blame man... the head, the tail or me for not going home straight after school. definitely not tho cos it was her job. i wasn't pissed back then till i reached the MRT station i looked at the clock. 4.30... the evening rays were partly to be blamed cos i hate that kind of light. it means tt night's coming and i'm not home yet!

i hate i hate it hate it!!!

there was this stinking urgent meeting for us SCs la.. sooo did not want to be there.. neways.... it was long... LONG!

man... coming home early (like befre 3) meant the world to me... why do u think my girlfriend broke up with me? cos i chose going home then spending time with her... i mean, weekends, sometimes during weekdays, 1 hr on the phone everyday, enough right?

argh... i could've reached home by 3.... i could've done my homework... u noe, sometimes u juz get soooo irritated u purposely want to make urself suffer by not eating, not doing ur homework, not bathing yet u feel so uncomfortable? i know i was gonna complete 3 sets of work! i know it! ask aisha. i was soo determined to do it. now, i totally have no mood.

slept at 1.30 last night... woke up at 6... 4 and a half hour sleep... dunnoe why i'm not tired now... i know i usually sleep now, wake up at 7 watch show. i guess, i'm soo irritated i dun wan to catch up on my sleep. I SOOOO DUN HAVE CCA TODAY FOR THE FREAKING FIRST TIME LA!

argh..... i love school but hate coming home late. i'd rather juz skip school.

Monday, September 12, 2005

days like this... headache!!

hahaha.... day's aint too bad la.. at least i'm proud of myself. cos the first thing i did when i reached home, guess?

I DID NOT PLAY GAMES!!!
wuahaha i did my physics tutorial first. hahaha... and i finished it! juz nice it was time to watch the 7 o'clock show and from there... i slacked. BUT! it was a good start! hahaha

the wonders of having a girl friend, who has a boyfriend, who drives. hahaha...
it means i can hitch a ride and get home faster =D hahaha.... all thanks to lay kuen and especially, her BF... thanks man. hahaha... needed tt ride today... help me waste little time. =)

haha... somthing i find freaky today...

early in the morning, mr chen came into class and he said tt he needed to speak to some of us, i knew i was gonna be one of them la!

yes i was. -_-

i know it's something to do with time management and all... yea.. so i went up, he said the usual stuff. and den he said "i know u can do it!"

and he gave this smile --->
with a thumbs up!
oh my oh my!!! freaky!! he did it twice!!! hahaha....

it was sooo cartoon and funny and i sooo wanted to laugh but i was too tired and i din want to make him think tt i was really agreeing with him. actually, i agree with him a lot. he IS a good teacher juz tt some of us dun think so. he's nice to me ya. haha... i'm cool with him.

i din noe ghandi (dunnoe if it's spelt correctly) was a christian. so cool, out of no where during P.E, the teachers decided to make us watch this show of independence and all... (haha.. cant concentrate typing this cos of my headache and tt i'm watching "lost") it's a nice and cool show. in almost every sentence ghandi spoke, there's like a bible verse in it. the way he lived his life, it's sooo... angel-like hahahaha... like some apostle...

anyway, i wanna concentrate on my show.. so like erm... seeya!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

study study study...

study study study!
doesn't sound fun nor funny!
so bored, so boring this can be...

haha.. am really really bored! i am not studying all the time la... i think i spent very little time on it.. probably about an hour or so over the past 3 hours... before tt i was sleeping.. haha... it's only an hour and i cant take it... what's with me?? haha.. anyways... typing this blog has helped me feel better. back to my notes!!!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

It's the little people tt counts

somehow, these days, pple such as clair, the 'stalker' and some others from my school whom it aint so nice to mention, are kinda appearing more somewhere in our lives these days. ha... wad i wanna talk about, is them.

ok... i noe, sometimes pple are juz hard to communicate with. some, juz freaks us out. but it's this pple whom (to me)are the pple we can probably count on. all they need is a friend, someone to talk to. (okok... this is not about clair nor the 'stalker') i mean, all of us needs friends no matter how erm.... disturbing a person we can be ya?

haha... sometimes, it's juz the frequency problem. sometimes, it's the problem, problem. and most of the time, it's juz them. (or maybe us?) making these pple feel neglected and all, we're juz part of the pple being made use by 'u know who' to destroy their lives but we juz dun see it, dun feel it. yea.. maybe some of u have began thinking tt i am thinking too much but i understand how it feels... i understand it all...


may of u might noe... jessie, she noes. yea.. i was one of those type of pple... my only friends, are the wierdest pple in class. pple whom the whole world would make fun of and i'd be the only 'fool' to protect them. now, i know i'm not a fool in protecting them. at least they know they have a friend they can count on.

i experienced this many points in life. condemned during pri 1 and 2. no one would ever speak to me cos my teacher told them not to. -.- barely had friends cos i was nortorious, playful, the 'extra', the 'sheep', wad else? it's a long time and now, i've already been set free from these hurts tt haunted me night and day.

in sec school, i never made the group. always made the 'servant', the suck up? probably? my kind of friends, the odd ones, shan ping, yong hian. they are NOT wierd.

now, there are pple who were once like me in my school, in church, everwhere. even i, i am still left out at some points. i understand it all.. i know wad it feels not to make the gang. i dun mind. =)

the things pple say and do juz to make the gang. yea... i find it bad, but once in a long while, i am guilty of tt too. but i always make it a point not to do it cos i know how it feels... yea.. haha...

oh ya!! btw, i'm writing this not because i am feeling tt way ok!! hahaha... i'm fine. =D was juz thinking of these pple... yea.... and myself when i was young... i love my life now. =) thank God for it! =)

throughout my life time, i realise, these pple are the ones we can count on and trust. haha... i'll nvr forget them especially shan ping. he's like des. hahahaha... (i'm not saying u are wierd) he listens to me even though he doesn't noe wad i'm blabbering. hahaha.. i still remember.

i was talking about final fantasy and i was going like " wah yesterday i play den..... wah!! magic..... powerful... nice sia! blah blah blah" and he'll juz like play along "wah, really ar?? i should play too... blah blah.." not in the sarcastic way la... he's nice.. haha.. keeps me entertained.

okok.. stop already... can go on blabbering. hahaha... nitez..

SC dinner!!

ok, before i start my 3 hour study marathon, i am gonna blog about my dinner last night haha..


ok. so here we are at the MRT station waiting for everyone else to arrive. =D



den us again at some turkish restaurant waiting for everyone else. at the same time, taking photos - as u can see. haha...


dinner was quite fun ya.. =)


the teachers who treated us all!! =D

i have no idea wad i was doing here.



LOOK AT MANNAN (right hand side) dunnoe wad he's doind. as if he wants to pick a fight with basitd. -_-"

so here we are playing pool haha...

this was suppose to be quite an obscene photo but ANYWAYS!
ya.. tt's me and zash. haha... shhh.. those who noe wad i was gonna do, DUN SAY!!! hahaha....
my old captain taught me tt.. hehe..

Friday, September 09, 2005

i cant juz give up!?

warning! long, boring depressing entry =P

man... it's a battle going on each and everyday between my spirit and body. many times, i juz wanna give and follow the crowd but still, i have a future to fight for.

i HATE studying these days, i dunnoe why... i used to find studying fun. but now, even though i sit down and do my work, i only do so little. maybe it's because i dunnoe how to do? I DUNNOE!!! it could be ether im distracted or i juz dunnoe how to do and because i dun have reference, i dump it aside. how!?!?!?

i have done my best since monday.. yea.. i gamed lesser day after day but still... i am not focusing on my work with this extra time i have obtained.

God... i need you... take me away... but again, i want to stay... there's so many things i want to do. i dun dread studying.. i dunnoe how to explain. it's tt reality tt we must pass our exams or we're doomed. i love school. i love staying in class but if only we are allowed to fail and not be doomed to become a failure. cos i want to study yet take my time to learn. i want to embrace failure but in society, i cant.

i really dunnoe how. i am pushing myself the best i can. it's juz like as if it was an hour ago since prayer eeting ended, but in reality, it happened 2 days ago!! oh my... i cant believe it!! i am gonna wake up early everyday cos i wanna have longer days!!!

hmmm... these days, i love sleeping... i keep dreaming till when i wake up, i want to go back to sleep. ended up waking up at 10 when i was wide awak at 7.. haha... i love dreaming... some of the nicest, sweetest things happens there... things that'll probably nvr happen in this lifetime... little secrets buried in my heart.. only ur mind understands and brings u there when u are asleep...

back from dinner. was fun... but it passed soo fast.. actually, i wanted to go out round walking about orchard road... it reminded me of sooo many things each time i go there.. and i'd like to juz walk around... remembering everything... many things tt happened... not only ec la... many things =).... we went to play pool ya. so din get to walk. nvm... i really like looking about this days ar? i juz realise hahaha....

better stop.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

And She was Gone...

ahh... anaged to find the poem in which ginger wrote in the show "as told by ginger". it's a poem of something sounds depressing. but i think it's a nice piece especially how she put it.

Ginger: (Reading her poem)

She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.-

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.-

She longed to be a bird. That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.-

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.-

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone..-

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.-

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...-

And then she was gone.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

living in the holidays...

just thinking of you, it inspires me to study...
the time i spent doing nothing,
it all has gone to waste...

my future, my family, my friends, God......

if only i coud be like the rest of you all...
if only i can make my life as fun as it used to be...
if only things aint what it is now...

but there's a time to change,
a time to choose,
a time to become what u've always want to be...

guess now's the time ya?
the time to get through our exams,
the time to get over everything else...

bored....
lonely....
nothing to do....

ha... time to go back to the book!
the boring book, the lonely job...
the time wasted with nothing to do...

this is living in the holidays... the time to start anew... =)

On my way home...

ok... soo after prayer meeting, yea... as usual, i din want to go home... kinda lonely at home...

after we went our seperate ways, i walked to the lrt station. there, i juz spent time pondering on some stuff. den, i saw this lad that looked like sister louis. we stared at each other for quite some time. den i turned away, thought it was someone else.

anyways, the point is tt, i dreaded going home... but when i reached jelapang and got off, i was sure it was them, so i went down the first flight of steps and waited for them. man.. it felt good. i suddenly did not feel tt loneliness..

u know, to me, whenever u're with God's people, ur troubles seems to fade away. yea... i like tt. as we went on our seperate ways, we said goodbye and all and it felt sooo village like. yea.. reminded me of my first trip to indonesia to help out in the work there...

it was really nice... pulau nias... we'd leave after church service late at night, and then, we'd say our goodbyes and head back to our rooms.. aww... mss those days.. miss my neighbour across the road... i wish to go back there... i want to see them again.. i remember one of the daughters of the pastor. haha.. she was B.E.A...UUUUUUUUUUUTIFUL! haha... and she'd take me on short cycling trips round the town... hahaha... i'd meet many pple on the way and they're super friendly!! i remember not knowing a single person there, but they'll play with me and all... wow... i loved them a lot!

i had my little puppy there too.. i trained it to sit and stand. soo cool. was real easy and it was super obedient. i enjoyed it's company. feels good to have a pet following u round ya?? hahaha...

those days are gone... back to pondering... yea... i really wished i lost all my memories and started all over.... too many things has happened. many things i wanna change. many things learnt. many things i dun wan to know too... if i could forget them all... ha....

ok... bottom line, i should juz be glad la... i din feel coming home a burden in the end.. haha... God has His plans and timing ya... sucha nice time for me to meet louis and timothy... thank u God! =)

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

my wierd day..

haha.. actually it isn't a wierd day la.. probably it's juz because i had a call from clair haha.. maybe also cos i saw mr fung when we got off the bus? ha.. i din see him get up. haha....

ok. so i was at home contemplating on whether i should go to school or stay home... my math test starts at 12.30 and i left home...... 12.20. XD

so.....
ya, when i was at bukit batok, i recieved this call from clair. haha... like out of nowhere kind of thing. ha... it was quite a wierd conversation. i dun really noe wad to say, there'll be this wierd and short periods of total silence and i'd juz go "erm... ya, erm... so ya?" haha...

it's a natural thing that our brains only remembers the first and last thing we see or hear. so i remembered the start and end of the conversation. haha...

it's been only a day since she got my no. and she has already called me twice and both times she'll say "hello, u know..... who am i right?" somehow, each time she says that, i always think tt it's someone who wants to talk to me about enos.. -_- cos it sounds like 'u know'. haha.. i mean, not everyone starts with "hello, u know who am i?" we'd usually go " hello" and get straight to the point haha...

at last, it ended off with her asking me to give joash a hug!?!?!? hahahaha... so i was juz joking with her. i said, " so erm.. u want me to help u give him a hug?" haha...

throughout the conversation with her, u'd see my face going o.O -_- -__-" 0.0??? -o-

ok, like i said, i din see mr fung get up the bus, when he came down, i was like following behind him, planning to sneak up on him. but when it came to the traffic light he turned around!! aww... haha... so we walked up and he's like juz asking me why i needed to come to school and like what time lessons start. so i juz said "i'm 45mins late." so he's like having tt usual sarcastic smile on his face la... tt kind of grin... dunnoe how to describe man. haha.. "so wad are u having?" he asked. "math test" haha... (he's like wah!? in his head. cos he turned away and looked back.) hahaha.. den he said "u seem so calm..." =D hahaha..

ha.. may not seem funny here, cos like all of u noe, i'm bad at being articulate and describing things hahaha... but it was quite funny la...

Sunday, September 04, 2005

The Method to Victory!!!

Janet's temporarily back from Isreal and today, she took over bro anderson as teacher for our class today.

when i went to class, i looked at her and i said
"Hi Janet, are u teaching us today??"

she replied
"can"
"erm, i mean u teaching this class today?"
"can, can"
"huh?? erm... ok...."
and i sat down.

*short pause*
"hahaha... i'm used to saying can. it's 'yes' in Isreali." she said.

-__-" <--- me


anyway!
she taught a wonderful class today! i learn about fighting back the forces of darkness. now i know the secret, i'll definitely have victory in my life!!! woohoo!! wait and see =)

Prayer.
that's the secret.

it's a long logic to how it helps. but before everything, intercede. u'll have victory in studies, in ur area of outreach, in EVERYTHING!!! pray for missionaries too! they need it.

when u pray, heaven's gates are open and angels will fight the devils and pushing them back, suppressing them. so, let's pray before we set ourselves to do God's work ya! i'm waiting for my miracle to happen. gonna pray fervently till the day comes!


we suffer from diseases, addictions, violence, bad habits, sin. but with the power of prayer, we see
miracles, love, peace, raising of the dead, and everything else.

so.... PRAY.



Friday, September 02, 2005

teachers' day

ok, soo teachers' day went quite well yesterday. delayed this entry cos i wanted to post pictures. haha.. or else, my blog will become boring. heh...

ok, so after finishing some final touch ups for the hall deco, we all got changed. guess wad i decided to wear... hahaha....



Me and "wifey"
if u guys are wondering who's the wifey leney's talking about,
her...

soon everything began and things were quite a rush. yea... had to prepare the snacks, (stole a little of the chocolate tarts. they're super yummy!!) drinks and i had to wear my cosage (not sure how it's spelt) which i had lots of problems with haha...



My Cosage ^.^

din get to take pictures of what went on during the celebration which was a major bummer. i forgot bout it. but neways, "Micheal Jackson's" performance was the best!! after the performance, every stood up and cheered for them. it was a beautiful performance, better than last years!! WONDERFUL! MAGNIFICO!

after it all, i finally have the time to take photos and hang around. haha... forgot to mention. michelle looked really beautiful in her dress.. haha.. *wow*



Michelle, Me, Liwin
mafia boss and babes =P

haha... KL at the back there "stupid gabriel, nvr take photo with me!" hahahaha...

haha... jkjk. she juz somehow appeared behind lols!

as i requested to take a picture with "terrence jackson fung" who danced real well, he came back with his hat and i'm like trying to immitate wad he did hahahaha...


testing...... still testing...... *snap!*
And then he tries to set me on fire!!!

he probably thinks i'm hot hahahaha!!!!


okok.. am lazy to continue uploading already haha.. but after the teachers finished their food, we had to go up and clear things up and since i finished my food early, i decided to go up first and stack up the chairs...

but before we began work, i looked at the hall, our hard work has finally gone by and come to an end...


Lastly, i juz wanna wish all teachers...

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!