HOLS!!!

haha... my title has nothing to do with what i wanna blog la actually hahaha... dunnoe what title to use ar tt's why... so anyway, i think i did not blog yesterday sooo ya... shall update.

okok.... yesterday was the first time i brought my lap top out haha.. and man.. ihad lots of fun cos i can finally bring my PC out of the house!!! haha.. i dota with kelvin den mapled a lil den tada! it was 4 o'clock!! time for class.. haha.. before tt, i saw a clip on esther's hp about joy sucking helium hahahahaha!~ sooo funny!! i laugh until i cry!! haha... it was super silly lor!! haha... i also want to try!!

muz show pam! =D

okok.. den after evening went out for dinner with des, col and esther foong at mos burger. haha.. there we juz spend like the whole night chatting and stuff.. den we decided to meet up with our imaginery friend peter lim!! haha... was fun la.. enjoyed myself.. though i feel like our frequencies are quite different hahahaha..

juz realised something... whenever i am with church pple, i cant joke like when i am with school frens haha... dunnoe my mind juz go BLANK! hahaha... but when i'm with school frens, i'd be a silly bum bouncing around the whole campus hahaha!! right guys?? haha... major bouncer!

hahaha... anyway, i am thinking of getting myself some new clothes... i'm like short on t shirts and i think i need one more pair of jeans and cargo pants... actually, i have a cargo pants esther mom gave me.. hmmm.. need to go find liaoz...

ok.. shall go find food.. since morning, i have not eaten a single thing haha.. woke up, maple, work out bathe. haha... talking about work out. haha.. nvm.. it's real dirty as in not horny dirty but dirty, dirty. get it?

ok la.. i'l juz say in case pple around think crooked haha.. soo i was working out after I reached home yesterday.. so the reason i din update was because, before i could go bathe after work out, i accidentally fell asleep on the work out mat.. hahaha!! so i was still sweaty and all la.. but i could not stand it. juz fell asleep haha... woke up to find my dad in the toilet so i din bathe hahaha.. *eee* i noe! so went to maple first. hehe...

kk... i'll go do some other stuff liaoz bye!

Sis Grace's Sermon.... rox!

haha.. today's edge message was not by jeremy. instead, it was by sis grace!! haha... yea.. u guys may think of all the pple... boring... but NO! it was sooo cool... let me tell u why!

ok... sooo jeremy approached sis grace to preach for today. at first, sis grace was like.. NO!!! haha... den jeremy was like trying to tell her that he sense tt there's something tt she wanna preach about and tell us. so she agreed. and definitely, she did not regret it.

it's God's timing.... tt's wad i feel the sermon is about... but also, she added, God is good!

yea.. God is real good.. he brought me to this edge service to listen to this message tt spoke DIRECTLY to me... wah... i really needed it... first she talks about us teens, about where we wanna go in future... which school, wad course blah blah blah.. and seriously, it spoke to me A LOT! cos i am really lost on what to do in future... no maths, no UNI...

but she say... God has a plan for u if u seek Him... he'll guide u to ur path.. so dun worry!!! God is a good God!!! the world's known secret. ---> according to her.

soo... ya.. den she suddenly touched on herself.. haha.. about how her hormones raged when she sees this guy she really like a lot. hahaha... den she's like telling us.. ask God about it... yea.... and when there's silence, it does not mean a consent haha.. soo.. wait and listen till God tells u yes or no... and finally, she told us... God spoke to her during one of her devotions and true enough, she did wad God said... (she din mention.) i noe my entry now very messy haha...

but anyway, i want to say.. i am facing the same thing.. like she said the heart say "yes! go tell go tell!!" and i did.. haha... but den we should wait.. cos God is always on time.. ---> as mentioned by sis grace. she said tt we should talk to our leaders ha.. true.. i think we should. den she mentioned. we dun dare cos we're afraid that we might be stopped. nope! not true! we dun say cos they make a big fuss out of this small problems.... tt's why we dun tell...

but anyway, these are the 2 points she spoke about and they both juz nice fit in to my life at this point of time... ya...

okok... after service, went to eat BK as usual... (dun they ever get sick of it??) but today was real quite la.. anyway, i told my sis to go back with the rest of the cck pple cos i wanted to spend some time outside to get to noe my friends more... desmond and brian haha.... men's fellowship! hahaha.. ya... sooo juz sat around and chat lor...

and i think tt's about it for today la.. except about the neighbour thing which i am too lazy to type haha.. about how smells remind me of my past...

Officially Eighteen!

haha.. i am finally officially 18 now!! it's the 28th may now and i'm think i should write an entry about both sports day and my birthday haha... ok... sooo let's begin with sports day !

actually 27th may felt like the longest day on earth.. haha.. first, i woke up like 5.45 in the morning to get prepared to meet akira and tracy to go to school. so i was like half awake? half dead? both also la.. haha...

soo ya.. met up at about 6.25 den we went on to toa payoh.. haha.. met amanda on the way. so i was not left out! hehe.. on the train, i was looking at the reservoir between khatib and yio chu kang i think. ya.. it's like drained.. muz be the hot weather... tractors there to scoop out weeds.. haha.. one thing good, i'll be able to spot the fishes if i fish there haha...

okok... sooo reached toa payoh den we decided to eat mac.. though we were late.. haha.. amanda figured tt 2/3 of the school's late. 1/2 of the 2/3 are thinking, "since we are late, might as well have some breakfast at mac.." and out of the 1/2 4 of us were "lets stay at mac and not rush." haha..

anyway, tt was where i recieved my first bday gift from KIRA! haha.. naruto headband. haha cool!! sooo.. ya.. i kinda keep forgetting it's my birthday.. like as if today's some normal day... only remembered when my mom wished me happy birthday in the morning. oh ya! i recieved like tons of birthday greetings from everyone at 12 am!! haha.. 1 am also have cool! haha.. even azlina remembered!! LEE MIN TOO!!!! all the way from australia!!! thx min! love ya!!!

man.. thx pple.. gave me a great start for the last day of school haha... sooo.. i was chatting with mr foong and haha.. i was playing with the light sabers gotten from our mascots den i was like "hey mr foong! u noe, akira's name is like all over the star wars movie! haha.."
mr foong ---> "??"
me--->"because the light sabers kept going WONG, WONG!"
hahahaha... den he said something tt made quite a lot of sense -_-" he said, "u seem to be grower older but not growing up.." me---> -_-'''''''''

hahahahahaha!!!

sooo... had loads of fun at the stadium la.. den onyx had this chicken mascot which i sooo wanted to spear it for the fun of it haha.., i was like "hey akira, when the chicken goes to the grass patch, we tackle it k!" haha.... our house is like practically trying to hunt the chicken haha.. KFC..

okok... still got wad ar.. too bad i din see miss how!! i think i did though.. a glimpse or something haha.. den i they were like telling me, she was wearing shorts and all haha.. i not tiko!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u noe, she my eye candy haha.. juz see her smile will put me out.. aww.. haha... sooo i juz want to see her smile k!

oh ya... dont u think it's disgusting when cheer leaders jump all over the place with their mini skirts and best, there's no shorts under it? ha... i think me and ah wei spotted one.

wah!! a lot happened today leh!!! i soo sleepy liaoz!! aha. let me finish off quick and continue the rest ml k! soo ya.. i had thks chimpanzee prezie from andrea, sam and jia lin. haha... it's soo cute lor... when u pull the leg, the hands become shorter and vice versa den like very fun to play!! haha.. den can wear it like a sling over monkey or a tie!! haha.. the hands can stick together so can hang ar haha... thx girls!!!

juz wanna say my final thx before i end.. first, akira for his headband, den the three monkey girls for the chimpanzee (haha tt's for calling me a chimopanzee!!! haha!!!) oh ya.. i'm always having a problem hearing those three girls call me, cos i'm not used to hearing pple call me chimpanzee!!!!! rar!!! hahaha... okok.. shall carry on.. liana and the S2 girls for their muffin cum cake.(dun think dirty hor! cos i got a feeling ah wei will say something!) erm... my mama for her really big cake, fabian for another cake.. ( hehe i got three wishes.. so if i place all three wishes on one wish, the chance it of coming true would be higher... would it?? hee..) and finally esther chiong for the rugby ball!! thx..

WARNING! : all reader's eyes will start to see things after finishing this whole passage.

A Dreamer's Dream

Anonymous

"When you allow angels to be part of your life, miracles truly happen."
A loving angel came to me in dreams.
She showed me life's not always what it seems,
And brought me to a place where sweet dreams live.
She gave to me a gift that I now give,
A Dreamer's Dream.
She whispered, "Take my hand and I will lead you through A place where
only sweet dreams can come true.
Close your eyes and open up your heart,
For then this flight of dreams so sweet can start.
Dream, Dreamer, Dream."
She brought me through the darkness to the Light,
Where colors wrapped around me, such delight.
A patchwork quilt of beauty without seams,
Each color was a rainbow full of dreams.
Dreamer's Dreams.
She led me through a hallway of pure sound,
With doors flung open widely all around.
And from each room a song would gently play.
I wished with all my heart that I could stay,
In this Dreamer's Dream.
But we drifted in the fragrance of the breeze,
To savor all the flowers and the trees.
We tasted all of life that we could see,
And felt it flow as one in harmony.....
We Dreamed this Dreamer's Dream.
Then my angel turned her eyes to me and said,
"You're the Keeper of these Dreams inside your head.
Find sweet Dreamers, who would Dream of Love and Light, These Dreams
will lead them safely through the night.
Help these Dreamers Dream."
And so I am the Keeper of this Dream, it's true,
But I offer all my Dreams to each of you.
May their loving sweetness visit you each night
And fill your soul with Love and Warmth and Light.
Dream, Dreamers, Dream

finally!! hols soon!

yay!! i'm like soo happy tt my GP paper's over yea!! it's as good as holidays already hahahaha!! i cant wait for the hols man.. wanna relax and pia my physics.. gave up on chem.... haha... last minute den chiong chem.. i need A pass for physics first... hee...

anyway, now i also got twice the reason to look forward to camp le haha... dunnoe how camp and things will be but i think it's gonna be quite fun la haha.... also, i'll be like spending 10 days there!! haha... wonder if i'll even miss home... lol.... quite a long time ar..

sooo.. today, i came home first with millie and zhi wei.. haha.. and i heard something i sooo couldnt come up with.. haha.. i was thinking of something to describe why millie looks soo delicious den tee wei said "spare ribs!" hahahahaha!!! y i did not think of it!! haha.. i noe i very bad. sorry millie!!! we still love ya!

den.... tot akira and tracing paper left liaoz. haha... tracing paper.. cool name huh! haha... den suddenly when i going to lrt den boo! i saw akira haha.. no, he saw me haha... so went back together lor.. but i feel a bit wierd la. haha.. juz a bit lol! i was still quite chatty la..

oh ya!! haha.. and the whole of today and yesterday, i sooooo totally forgot about tml lol!!! until pple started reminding me haha.... cant believe i soo blur also... dunnoe if she still remembers... actually.. i kinda feel a lil sad and sorry for her man... but.. it's like all over... seriously over.. i am juz not attracted to the really cute and bubbly laughter, the silly look of tweety bird haha.. and the little tiny stuff... juz aint glued to her anymore... i guess... anyway, it's also time for a new satrt no matter how nice or pain it may be... i juz dun wanna feel wad i felt last time..

okok.. enough! sooo tml's sports day!!! whee!! haha.. i'm sooo sleepy now but typing this has kinda perked me up.. i was like falling asleep playing maple haha.... ok... shall go sleep or maple or tv haha.. bye pple!

New committments..

guess i am gonna try for a new start.. gonna start studying hard.. wanna make a come back for mid years.. hop back on my feet and strive for good results...

haha... i really hope tt i can make myself study... it's really really difficult.. also, rugby committments. now tt i've improved, i'm gonna improve more. i wanna make it somewhere playing my favourite game. gonna work real hard on my tracking and tackling.

btw, i juz saw some photos of myself joshua's friend took.. oOo... i look soooo cool!! hahahaha!! i cant wait to get a hold on those pictures and post it hahaha.. actually, some of the of the other photos, i more like extra haha.. blocking camera lol!!! i only see my no. haha..

anyway, life's already kinda restarted for me.. haha.. i juz hope things'll go well.. juz have a nice new life... wanna work towards a change to make my days i spend meaningful. i juz need this major change in my life.. ha... gonna be a new me! =D

kk.. i juz cant wait for hols, and training and mid yrs when school reopens. however, i am not looking forward to GP exam... haha...

gonna stop here... bb!

dreamy me...

wad i see in front of me seems so dreamy, so foggy...

as if life to me is juz another story...

i love everyone around me,

more than anyone in this world, my family.

a mother who loves me so much,

looks after me, feed me, house me and buy me things and such.

a dad who works all day,

to put food on the table in which we enjoy yet need not pay...

a sister who's always there,

when ever i'm bored or lonely and when no one cared.

life is pain, yet so nice...

i'm enjoying it cos i've not paid the price...

sometimes, life's juz soo nice but in reality, u have juz sooo many problems but u dun wanna face them... sooner or later, u'll have to face them but i, rather run away from them.. sometimes, i juz dun ever want to wake up after i go to bed. my family, especially my mom loves me soo much. yet i feel, i'm gonna let her down... God has blessed me with such a nice family... hope i want disappoint them...

i feel real guilty now... i cant sleep, cant do anything... i feel i dun deserve it, but my mom, she bought me a new laptop... man... i'm really gonna treasure it... sometimes, when i'm lonely at home like juz now, i juz wish my parents are at home. and now tt they are back, my dad watching the tv, my mom also watching the tv but in her room, the house has become nice and noisy... i feel comforted by these sounds.... but.. my school work and all... ar... i think wad i am typing now is like rojak.. make no sense.

wish i had a friend which i could really talk to, enjoy myself and all.. i remember my pri school days.. the only best friend i ever had.... clarence tan... man.. he was the bestest of friends i ever had. the only friend i can trust with my whole heart. nvr let me down, nvr sell me out. his loyalty, is wad makes me proud. now, society is such a painful place, no one u can trust, pple constantly trying to get u down and stuff... makes me feel sorry for those who fall victim to these pple. i know how u feel. cos i was once like u. despised, hated, neglected, rejected. thank God, he is in my life and he has seen my through. those who hated me, are now friends. like i said before, i pray for my enemies. look at them now. we're like buddies. so friends, God is real. he has seen me through all my tough times.

that feeling agian..

ar... juz having that wierd guilty feeling again... lonely and bored at home... once again, like wad jeremy seaward said, us youth like using the internet to relieve stress, boredom, loneliness, sadness etc.. i am one of them.

heh... yea.... i guess i feel guilty cos i have not gotten any work done, am juz bored, sad tt the day is gonna go by... tml school starts... i dunnoe how i'm gonna catch up on my hw... argh!!!!!!!!

i dunoe why i feel like this. only had this after my nap at about 6.. i wouldn't have woken up but i was awaken by the presence of the unwanted. it was holding me to sleep. my dream and room blended into one, keeping me in a semi conscious state. and with tt, i prayed and pulled my lifeless body out of bed.

decided to use the tv to keep me awake, but it was sooo difficult. forced myself till i was wide awake.. sooo now, i'm still tired, but i aint planning to go to bed yet... probably do some praying and stuff first.

man... i juz remember tt part in bed where it's presence was sooo strong and it was holding me to my bed.... but still, God's power is almighty and no evil one is stronger than my God!

anyway, guess i'm suffering the after effect... this wierd feeling... i am juz keeping the house sound noisy by keeping the tv on... the method i always use to keep myself from feeling lonely.. juz realized something... when ever we have problems, we dun turn to God first but alternate ways...

me, when i felt like getting rid of this sick and wierd feeling, first thing i think of, tv, din work, comp, if comp still dun work, her, and if nothing works! i'm doomed! but no! i still have God! i should have placed Him right at the top of the list... haiz... but now, i've carried out the first 2 already.... soooo... i'd better get praying...

addicted??

haha... juz now i had another lesson on addiction.. my oh my... are we tt addicted? haha...

sooo... this time was about the temptation of sex haha... best part, bro stanely teacher!! hahahaha!! he sayed something about boy is boy, girl is girl, there no such think as 'shim' (she him) den he goes on saying, "not hae kia ar." (shrimp) hahaha.. LAME!

den there's another funny thing about elvin breaking his guitar string... his G-STRING! hahaha...

okok.. dun have anymore dumb things to say... sooo after evening service, i walked to the LRT station to go home.. den today, the moon sooo bright and round!! nice...

ha.. sooo.. talking about sick, guess i'm sick too.. haha... not physically la... that doesn't mean i'm sick in my head k! haha... i understand how it feels to be lost, lost in ur emotions. dunnoe wad to do, wad to think, wad to choose... hahaha.... like erm.. arrr.. wad ever jeremy seaward said during service la!! haha.... dun wanna say, cant make myself say it haha...

okok.. i'm crapping now.. haha... zzzzzzz... dun wanna talk too much la.. so i shall go do something else...

Addicted

haha.. today's sermon's something about being addicted to the holy spirit. haha.. juz some stuff i wanna share with u guys which i heard during the sermon...

did u noe, 500,000,000,000 msgs were sent in the year 2004?
out of which, (i forgot how many % hehe..) were used for sending breakup msgs.

did u noe the word "sex" is the mpst common word searched on search engines?
(it out numbered searches such as games, travel, jokes, music, entertainment.... COMBINED!)

cant remember wad else nice he said but anyway, there's this part where jeremy talked about his lifestyle haha.. i am soooo like him when he was young. i am such a silly guy in school, words juz come out from my mouth juz to make myself (and hopefully others) laugh hee.... i'm soo like him cos, i dun juz make fun of small people, but BIG guys too.. especially MO! hahahahahahahaha!!! see, there i go again haha... i love mo, yet, we love making fun of each other. hahahaha!!

dun u guys agree with me? like wad saha said. i'm juz some silly guy tt pops out of no where and i'd most probably cheer everyone up haha... doing silly stuff of course. i'll nvr grow up hahaha.... i am nvr serious, so dun take me seriously k! (actually, there's no need for me to say this cos all of u noe already haha....)

i'll continue cheering u guys up cos it's my hobby. but i shall have to stop those really, erm.. "unholy" ones... hehe.. shanaz.. hehe.... it's juz soo irrisitible when she starts erm.. erm.... ya, u guys noe la. (u noe, lemons and melons hahaha....) i juz have to disturb her. cos it's like, show off!! hahahaha!!! no la.... shanaz. i juz joking k.

okok.. i wanna go back and maple liaoz... so shall stop here....
(really feel like playing rugby now.. haha...)

Season ends!!!

whee!! the rugby season's finally over!! whee!!! can start studying, fishing playing some other friendly matches. but most of all, catch up on my work... ha...

today's the last match. so we had a really close fight with JJC. and... we lost! haha... when the game ended, i was not sad, was not disappointed cos i know we played well. further more, i know i played my best, i amended most of my mistakes. AND I NEARLY scored a try.. ar... i was this close.

JJC
JJC
JJC
v vv
me ----- 5m ------> try line

haha... sooo close.... got takled in the end... haiz.. best part, i made my team kena penalty despite us being sooo close to the try line!! argh!! i went to itchy hand push the ball backwards a lil... haiz... but this is the same idiotic ref tt ref the CJ game. so he's biased against MI! sucker! since this is the end of the season, why din we beat him up!? zzzz... no medals after all, so forfeit also no prob wad! i dun mind!

heh.. being the most improved player, hahaha... i'm damn proud of myself. hehe.. (ego ego) hahahahaha!!!! i am juz satisfied with how i played today tt's why i wasn't flaring or wadever. i played with a smile on my face! haha... i think, i'll juz play winger my whole life. juz love tt position, though to some, it's a sucky position haha...

anyway, i'm looking forward to my next game, National 10s if i'm not wrong.. gonna kick some butts and score TONS of tries! wuahahaha!! aint gonna lose like last yr... man.. we lost EVERYTHING! ha.... got kiat, clinton all, power la. i got confidence.

SA, NY game. i am touched by NY's spirit tt tears nearly rolled down my cheeks. wish MI would have it too! =D

one last thing.. haha.. max's mom!! she's like screaming "GO REDS!! BEAT THEM AND SCORE!!! COME ON!!!!" haha...

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heh.. enough of rugby. now to something tt happened today. haha... besides nachos, gaby here loves to eat milk burfi!! haha.. and indian titbits. man... it's da best! but too much will confirm get diabetes.. haha..

ok, after changing, i went to buy 2 milk burfis haha... den on my way to orchard, i had to stop by dohby ghaut. there, i met this guy, he's definitely a foreigner. haha.. he was kinda lost in the mrt station.. (u noe, the mrt station is like sooo big and linked to the NE line...) ya. so i was trying to guide him but, it was too messy, so i asked him to come with me insted. haha.. he was heading to tampinese.

sooo.. suddenly he asked.

"u play some sport or something?"

"yea rugby... juz had a match juz now." i replied.

"oh......... ok. btw u a christian?" he asked.

"yea... u??" ----->"yea" he replied.

so i was like.. "hmmmm... wad church u from??"

"oh... me, victory family center"

me----> "!!!! ME TOO!!!"

*CooOooL...*

haha... so he continued telling me tt he's doing his theological studies and all and he's currently studying in atcem. he also said tt he thought i wasn't a chritian and like wanted to tell me the gospel.. haha.... sooo cool.. haha... forgot his name though.. *smacks forehead*

it's like God guided me to him haha... so cool right!? help him find his way in singapore's urban maze haha... nice meeting him ar.. he's from the tampinese side though.. so may only see him erm... like NEVER! haha.... nvm la...

so ya.. tt's all la... i saved one more burfi in my bag. hehe.. gonna eat it now!

bored, lonely, bored..

i'm sooo bored.. haha.. juz finished watching chase and joey. haha.... funny shows i like...

anyway, i'm excited about tml's game... gonna do my best once again... and this time, i'd better take down all my men... dunnoe why i juz cant take em down during PJ's match but did them juz fine in AC's match.. wierd...

maybe i juz dun have the feel for it or i was juz pressured... but tml, i'm juz gonna run. run like mad. run as far as i can... most probably, to the try line..

today, i had a real boring day in which i could not wait to get it over with.. i was juz trying to find ways to escape class especially math... haha... at least i have my hp with me, so can listen to mp3 haha...

k la... nothing much to blog so i shall not continue..

i hate time wasting!

ar... today was really silly to go down for sports hits la... dunnoe why they made it compulsory.. it's only hits for crying out loud! it was like a total waste of time! i was feeling so weak, hungry and tired and the only thing that kept me going was playing a fool with the other ruggers. haha.. disturbing our victims! wuahahahaha!!!

ok.. i have no money soo i'm like super hungry.. almost like fasting whole day... only had juice and some other stuff.. for breakfast.. after tt, i did not eat a single thing.. and when i reached home, though i was hungry, i kinda lost my appetite all of a sudden.. haiz... wierd...

anyway, i definitely need to go to an atm fast! cos my wallet's totally empty. ar... sianz... feel soo broke...

ok la.. the worst part was still going home.. i dunnoe, but my tummy felt real tight and i felt like vomiting. like pregnant liddat hahahaha!! juz was soo uncomfortable. den i had to be soo dumb to go with the others and take the train down to marina bay and bounce back. of course i did not follow la.. i was too tired and uncomfortable to spend an hour to go home..

haha... good thing i went the seperate way cos i saw something sooo cool and hilarious!! hahahah! as i was crossing over to the middle train at jurong, i suddenly heard a lady scream and she kept blowing a whistle. haha... so as i was walking to the back, i passed by and i heard her shout "MOLEST!!!!" *wheeeeet!* whistle blows "SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!" no one was running nor anything, OBVIOUSLY, no one molest her! when i looked at her, i was like duh! who would molest u! hahahaha!! u guys should have seen her.. i'm being a bit mean, but she looks like sok leng!! hahahaha.... (sorry ar... juz meant tt tt lady looked like her...) hahaha... oh my gosh... i juz smiled and walked away. hahaha....

soo back home... check all my sms' and all cos i din bring my hp out today... ar... but anyway, i still did fine without my hp... haha...

kk... wanna go do some work before CSI and eye for a guy starts.... haha...

ok, i was kinda like going through corinne's blog and i happen to see this cool thing so i did one myself haha...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

as i continued, i couldn't help but click on all the other links and try em all!!haha... and this one really tells my age!! *OMG*

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

and i think this is SOOOOO TRUE!

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #3 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #4 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #5 Match: ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

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damn it la...

ar... guess we lost our final chance la.. i want to go to PA. not only for my own sake for going there, but fulfilling the yr 3's dreams of playing there...

haiz.. at least we did our best and played like gentlemen... though there's this PJ jerk tt kicked me. he's lucky i din tell ref. was to lazy to go pick a figh, i want to win! all i had in my head was to go forward. so i juz ignored him.

come to think of it, he could've been sent off.. den we might have a higher chance of winning sia... and next year, he will play properly cos i know he's a yr1..

all i can say is tt i was damn disappointed and sad... extremely angry. i know i totally suck at my tackles man.. they were major side steppers but that's no reason for me for not taking their wingers down. i sincerely apologise.

i know tt there was one run which i ran, i know i could out run them but i dunnoe why the heck i stopped! argh!!!!! that was the thing that made me soooo mad! and everyone thought was because we lost and all. yea.. we lost, i'm sad. but i'm disappointed in myself... tt final run which i made, when i think again, and saw saha, i know it was 70% a try! i had to slow down to try sidestep. WT*....

it's only a damn 3 points difference..... so f***ed up.... ar.... sorry for my language.. but it really makes me mad to think.

worst part, was when i saw CJ winger. damn it. he scored in the same way i wanted to. and that was why i broke down half way during the CJ vs JJ game.... cos i lacked the confidence at last minute and i have to admit, i felt really pressured..

i only woke up after 20 mins through second half. and now i noe wad it REALLY means to be fired up. all this while i thought i was, but i was juz playing it easy. next match, i want to play first team again. this time, i know i'm gonna do wadever it takes to score.

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so i'm back home and watching this show, my sassy neighbour or something.. haha.. made me laugh a lil.. feel much better la... juz wanna relax now cos my whole body's burning hot.. and i wanna brush my teeth like never before.. i ate, drank breathed in mud and muddy water. *pui!* hahaha...

so.. ya.. back to watching tv... see u guys soon...

ha...

ok.. i'm kinda watching this korean show.. haha.. it's like about this guy and a girl who kinda decieved each other about their status, but in actual fact, their juz 2 normal person.. haha... and it's quite embarrassing to say this but, it has kinda placed in me this lovey dovey mood.. haha...

first off... haha.. i would like to talk about miss how cos.... i think she's really, really sweet! *aww...* even saha share the same views as me.. best part, i dunnoe if he did it on prupose but he said that she was cute, kinda loud enough for her to hear.. haha...

man... it's like really a dream come true if i was like her age and like we're dating or something lol! haha.. me and my dreams again.. haha... but! now, she's juz eye candy k! NOTHING HOR! dun make me embarrassed in front of her...

hmmm... haha.. i heard something real funny today which made everyone laugh during GP.. and maybe it explains for kelvin and clinton's closeness hahahahaha!! they make a good pair! ok i know this sounds sick so those who dun wanna know, skip it k! hahaha... it goes like this.

Clinton Saw,
Kelvin Wang (read it as a sentence and think crooked hahahahaha!!!)

man.. mr foong was like "huh!? clinton and kelvin w***????!!" hahahahaha!!

soo ya.. it's silly and thanks to miss lee who pronounced it that way...

kk.. morning was raining and it's like the perfect day to stay home and sleep lor!! haiz.... but while i was in the car, den i heard this beetles song which i really like hahaha!! it's called yellow submarine.. haha.. sooo cool... gonna go look for it..

hmmm.. back to the lovey dovey mood... haha... i dunnoe la.. but i have not felt this way for a long long time... the last time was when i first knew esther... but of course it's not miss how la! haha... dunnoe la... maybe i'm juz silly.. or i'm juz scared... have a slight feeling things might repeat itself... sooo.. best is to juz wait. =) haha...

kk... gonna let my mom use the comp liaoz.. wanna focus for tml's game too... very important to me.. to navin, to the rest of the team. i know i'm gonna play my best. now, it's up to everyone else to work as a team and have that team feeling.. soo ya.. bb!

tml's trouble..

haiz.. haven finish all my chem stuff and tml's chem mok spa... man.. i'm in deep trouble... i loved today but now, the day's gonna end... haiz...

haha... anyway, i dun wan to be reminded of my troubles, so lets talk about the nice and fun stuff!! haha... this morning i was sooo tired and i could not wake up.. my mom kept calling me up, soo irritating haha... i juz did things step by step and between every step, my mom will find me fast asleep on my bed! hahaha...

last night was really nice.... first, it was raining with thunder!! oOo... i have always longed for that man... ahhh... haha...

so i was bored.. seriously bored.. same thing, played both maple and dota den sian. so go online haha... i had SOOOOO much fun last night chatting haha... juz wanna say thx (heh.. to the gym leader) for accompanying me last nite! ;D it was much appreciated!! =D

we were like juz chatting den, the emoticons came in which made me soo excited and hyper at 1 am in the morning!! hahaha.... i was like stealing all the cool emoticons! haha..

sooo ya.... went to sleep thinking about all the funny things i wrote hahaha... was quite cool too bad cant post it on blog... haha... unless i can screenshot it or something..

soo erm... church's nice today. enjoyed morning sermon. den i was sooo tired and hungry.. but i had no money la... atm there broke down... zzzzz.. so i juz slept there till class started... was soooo sleepy... haha.... was until the adult band started making noise did i wake up.

class.. was a lil wierd haha.. but nice. dunnoe la... let's skip this part.

evening service!! hahaha.. i enjoyed it totally! though it was suppose to be a boring message, but it was not! haha.. yea.. been a while since i get to worship with the congregation too... loved it..

actually after service, i wanted to take a slow walk to the lrt station back home.. cos there's lots of things i wanna think about so din wan to go back with fab or the rest. sooo as i walked, uncle mun seng juz nice passed by and he insisted to send me home... ha.... no choice la.. so i followed.

juz nice when reach home, my family also juz came back. haha... so went home and eat dinner my mom brought back for me.. guess wad! i juz realised i did not have any food for the whole day except for a cup of fruit juice before i left the house and a waffle i bought with the remaining dollar 50 i had... haha... sooo i did not realise it but i gobbled my dinner like a monster! and i was soo hungry i had to cook another can of clam chowder.. *mmm MM!*

ahh.. now enjoying myself.. later, work work work.... ha... kk typed enough.. bye!

MI I-Day...

today's MI institute day... and i've got a real boring and hot job haha.... carpark duty! haha... but i sneaked in earlier and had a lot of fun chatting with miss soon, miss loke, kira... whoever was there la haha...

dunnoe why but i had to start with the teacher with big eyes small mouth haha... din noe her name at first but now, i know! hahaha... her name's miss hao (dunnoe how to spell.. could be how or something else haha..) she's the teacher always standing in front of the podium with the super fierce face hahaha.. but when she smiles..... *awww....*

haha.. so i was like telling miss soon and the other teachers la. juz wondering who... NOT TT I LIKE HER OR WAD K! ha... so i juz commented.. " i think ar, if she teaches some boy school, and the SCs are like all standing in front facing her, (cos MI SCs stands facing the school) and she smiles, all the SCs in front are gonna tople.." haha...

so now, they say i fantasize (hmmm.. how to spell ar? with an "s" or "z"?) about her! but that word sounds sooo wrong! i was juz commenting that she has a really beautiful smile... =D

so i went on saying if i was gonna make announcement one day, heh... i'm gonna screw it up so tt she'll smile, or better laugh! hahahaha... she'll look soo beautiful...

once again, *awww.....* hahahahahahahaha! i noe u guys reading this muz be going like this ---> -_-" now... haha..

i think i kenna pao tohed by the teachers liao la... now when i stand in front, i can only look down.. hahaha... no face le...

ok! enough of her... juz came back from edge, and i'm like sooo bored... feel like chatting with someone... but like haha... dunnoe la... maybe i'll go play games... but i'm tired now and i'd most probably lose or die or something.. haha..

wad to do? wad to do? wad to do? i'll juz start focusing on my next game.. it's my only chance to stay in the first team, do better, play better, and one day, make it into some good club, or national team or something, which is quite unlikely but it's my vision and i'm gonna play with the passion.. if only pastor jeremy hear me saying this about reaching the lost.. haha....

anyway, shall think of something to do..

SnoreZ SnoreZ... Who's There!?

ME!
sleeping on a tree!!

hahaha! juz couldn't think of a title la.. haha... i'm feeling real sleepy now... but i've still got my PI, my chem and... i want to MAPLE!!!

haiz... the night juz flew by sooo fast... din catch joey, chase and all the other nice shows la.. too lazy.. hurhur....

oh... our rugby game has been post poned to tuesday.. ha.. i really cant wait... dunnoe if i'll make first team this time.. maybe not, but! i'm still looking forward to the game and hopefully play real hard! =D

man... we're in a bad shape, but that's real temporary. cos we're picking ourselves up. we can go to PJ not knowing whether we'll win but we'll look at them, put a smile on our faces and play this gentlemen's game with our WHOLE HEART!

be it win or lose. as long as the game is played according to game plan and with everything we have, we'll go far!

sad tt we've lost some of our best players.. LC, muthu's injured... johnny and vick aint doing too good cos of their ankles... mine aint fully recovered..

nonetheless, we're still gonna make it to the finals by hook or by crook!

I WANT TO PLAY AT THE PA!!!!!

AWOL~

haha.. today i took quite a break from school and the outside world haha... it really felt great to have this break... got like extra 5hrs sleep!! hahaha...

so i got to finish my PI! woot!!! but i still have yet to let mrs chin see it.. hope it'll all turn out fine..

hmmm... i'm still not satisfied with my day cos i have not done my chem practicals and the day's gonna end soon.. haiz..

anyway, today passed not too fast and not too slow haha definitely enjoyed my day. looking forward to PJ's game too!! haha.. i have left behind all the losses and wad so ever and i'm ready to play!

one last thing. the lipton tea comercial, is soooo damn lame!!!! u guys should watch it.. man... it's absolutely DUMB! hahaha...

kk... back to watching how those guys make a fool out of themselves in 'eye for a guy' haha.. bye!

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1 word... no explanation needed.

"COMPLACENCY"

i'm disappointed cos we totally did not play like our other games... best part tt really pissed me off, everyone's giving up. erm.. sorry to bring this up again. i juz want to be reminded of this in my blog. i have already forgiven all u guys k! =)

seriously speaking, i've never ever been disappointed in the other games we lost. u guys may cry, but i'm still smiling. cos i know u guys did ur best. u cry cos of the passion u have for winning.

but today,i looked at the game during the first half and DAMN! i was sooo sad... not cos they score a try but because u guys are not playing ur hearts out like the previous games. it was a damn selfish game. look at sadiq! for an outcenter, he's too clean. why? no one passes the ball to him. or better, the backs din even have the chance to attack! can tell sadiq's dying to win.. (dun be sad k! i'll do my best playing by ur side! u are a good player.)

the only chance i had was the one where the ball was knocked forward by opposition... once again, i took 2 or 3 guys.. too fast to remember. and i pumped my legs!! =D but i was flinged down... actually i saw my support! but CJ guys were hitting me from behind! could not pass.. but clearing was soo fast!! haha!!! nice clearing! i think was sadiq or navin. some skinny guy hehe...

anyway, i'll juz forget wad happened. but i'm going to play with my whole heart. actually i have been. even for this game, but i din dare to put up my hand cos i only attacked once. no need for me to defend too.. never reached my side... unless i played blind..

haiz... i'm like MI's no. one supporter. always there, always happy to see em play. win lose, i am happy cos we played as a team... but today, i cant believe some of us gave up.i only got angry when i heard those words. before tt, i was juz unhappy with the teamwork..

but guys, all of u haven lost ur team. cos i'm still here and part of the team! no matter wad, i'll play like never before. i assure u guys, remember. i'm the support player, or the guy who most probably would score a try, a finisher. so i'm there for a reason. the credit goes to the rest of the team. cos if i din do my job and score, it's me to be blamed. same for all the pther finishers... the playmaker's to do their job in helping finishers score tries. so dun work overtime. do your job and sadiq and kira and all the other finishers will do their jobs. i've seen them do it. =D

heads up! i'm still looking forward to PJ's game! so lets do our best k! actually, tt damn referree was at fault too! argh!! major time waster! and max sooo damn got away scott free with a major blow (from a punch) to one of CJ's poor frontline guy... he bled man! dun do it again! gentlemen, not hooligans!

hope i din offend anyone k.. i dun mean it.. i love all u guys. really, (no matter how much *IF* anyone hates me or wad.) so lets play like we did for the past few games. win, lose. juz play like the past games k! i'll still be smiling as long as u play as a team. =)

forgot to say! ah wei!! B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L tackles! i was sooo damn proud of those tackles man!! major encourager for me!

i'm soooo forgetful!!

argh!!! i think i've got some kind of short term memory or of some sort.. ar!!!! i left my chem notes at the school field and my P.E t-shirt in the canteen!!!! argh!!!!!

now i cannot do my chem assignment and worst! -there goes $7 dollars for my new P.E. t-shirt, unless i can find it tml morning... zzzz...

anyway, today's quite a long day... feel soooo sleepy now...

guess wad!! i decided to check out maple again juz now, and the cool thing, I CAN LOG IN!!!! whee!!! hahaha... played maple a lil den type blog now haha...

so sian.. forget to bring my work home.. haiz... muz pray liaoz.. dun wan this to become a bad habit... i'll get scolded for not doing hw...

and my PI!!! mrs chin nvr come school!! NOW I ONLY HAVE 3 DAYS LEFT TO RUSH MY PI!!!

hai... -_-

things not going my way now...

cant wait for church camp!!! sooo excited cos i get to leave SG!!! hahaha... short break. juza realised common tests are after the HOLS!!! sooo i am sooo looking forward to hols!! it's like only 2 more weeks!!! yay!! haha...

kk... see wad i shall do.. maybe chem pract or something... heh... bb!

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haiz.. i'm like sooo damn bored now, i'm like juz trying to find pple to chat, surfing the net for all sorts of funny stuff, msging pple silly lil things and see wad they reply hahaha... tt's wad boredom can really do to me haha...

sick of maple, sick of dota.. maybe not tt sick of it but currently i am.....zzzzz.... wad to do???

currently: Alone at home..

dunnoe if u guys feel this way, but being alone at home is kinda depressing... dunnoe.. all those really unhappy stuff juz pops all over ur mind..

had a super long nap from 5 - 8+pm.... haha... i think it was cool cos i dun wan the day to past so fast and indeed, my sleep felt forever. hahaha..... was happy to wake up realising it is only 8+ but no one has come home yet.... my dad say eat den come home liaoz... haiz...

had this really bad headache so din go.. actually, it was ok after the sleep. but now pain again... zzzz.... i dun wanna go school...

so juz now had quite some fun in church.. was juz lazing around watching cartoon movies in the multipurpose hall.. but by the time it was nearing the end, there's like not much pple left already.. ha....

was kinda relaxing la.. but time flew real fast...

anyway, i am gonna do something.. dunnoe wad i'm gonna do too la... juz something.. haha.. maybe go shower again and like get some rest or something... haiz... tot i was gonna have a fever at first haha...

OH DAMN! i'm screwed!! i forgot about chem pract!!!! argh!!! gona stand outside class this time....

8/05/05

yesterday i reached home quite late so i din update.. ha... yesterday i was with some of my church friends at mac. den we were like juz having some fun erm.... playing! hahahahaha!!!

soooo ya... was quite funny.. =P

hmmm... juz woke up.. and guess wad... ever since the SA game, i cant stop thinking rugby, dreaming rugby. last night, i saw myself scored 2 tries!! woot! haha.. juz a dream... can u believe it, the dream felt soooo real tt when i woke up, i tot i scored 2 tries during the SA game and i was grinning away in bed. hahahahahaha!!!

but after my past experience, i know i am not gonna go down so easily. i'm gonna pump my legs till i clear 1 22 of the field. muz imbune everything into my head now. so tt when i play, i'll get to perform...

today's suppose to be family day but.. it's raining sooo heavily.. especially with thunder... (my FAVOURITE!!) so i cant help but lay in bed more and force myself to sleep! hahaha... did a short lil prayer cos i want to enjoy family day. so i asked God to stop the rain.... guess it's slowing down now... hope by the time i reach church. it'll a ll be GONE!

kk.. shall do some other stuff now! bye!

Hell i Loved SA's game!!

haha.. i really loved playing SA. it's like our standard kind of game. so exciting and all! haha.. i enjoyed 15 mins of this game more than 1 half of AC's game!

this time idin have much or any injuries... except for my back.. dunnoe whether is bone or muscle... ar... very pain when i rub... den move around alo very uncomfortable.. haha...

anyway, during the game, my favourite parts were going into the rucks!! haha... i would like "raaaaaaaar" den rush in and pluck those guys out from the rucks like leaves!! haha.. tt's how i nearly fought with this guy. i pulled him out of the ruck and he wanted to throw me off but i grabbed hold of his shirt and we both flew. hahaha!!! at least he could not go back to the ruck! then he pinned me down and i would give my usual kind of smile hahaha!!! t least he knew who i was now! ha!

so ya... missed about 2 tackles this time and defending was quite a trouble cos same thing. not stacking out fast and i have to always focus on the back 2 guys... one more thing! not talking!! i would tell zhi wei tt tt guy is his and stuff.. tt kinda helped a little cos at least i know which man i must take.

soo ya.... it was a very fun game.. best i've ever played! maybe cos i got to attack! heee =D!

had a dream juz now during my afternoon nap. i saw our team talking to each other and we're giving AC a hard time on SA's field hahahaha!! we were like telling each other, where we're gonna run, what we're gonna do.... we reacted to last minute shouts for switches... defended like mad. communicated and called out our men... marked them. and my favourite part!! we gave this war cry during kick off!!! saha kicked and we all chased like never before with a loud "ROAAAAAAAR!!!" the opposing team lost concentration and all.. haha..

kk.. gotta go bathe cos i have to go to church! bb!

Our Spirit will never falter...

na-na na--na! na-na na--na! hey-ey-ey MI!!!

place your eyes,

at their thighs.

hit them hard,

hit them nice!

we did well today.
most of us have put our hearts into this game.
pushed as hard as we can,
i ran with my team's vision, did the best i could.

still, i feel very inexperienced... din panic, but i could've done better.
i ran with the confidence (maybe i was overconfident) of scoring a try.
cos i've never felt what it's like to be tackled.
today i got tackled and i still din go down. wonder if i could have run pass if i pumped my legs....

anyway, i'll talk about the game tml.. too tired already. feel like sleeping. ha... i had loads of fun... i noe next time i run blind, i'll score a try. my goal for next game if i play. ---- 1 try when i run blind. i'm sure of it. as long as i run past the forward pack.

dunnoe if i really did play well.. i felt tt i played like everyone else but thanks for the encouragement. will do better! =)

It Hurts...

by May Ann Lopez Gavina

I thought our love was meant to be
and we would never be apart,
but the night you said those words to me
sent a bullet through my heart.

I'm trying to fight these doubts I feel,
whenever you are near,
but how can I win this 'battle of love'
when my side is filled with fear.

I don't know how else to explain all this
so here I am, writing to you,
Please help heal this broken heart
that has been ripped into two.

ha.. i think this is a really nice poem which reminded me of last time.. haha... why din i see this earlier.. could've made a nice post.. haha... in the past tt is..
anyway, this poems means nothing to me now haha.. it juz looks nice.. gonna go look for more =D

school's brightening up a lil now.. i guess i'm still getting punished during chem lessons.. but! i am catching up on my physics!! yipee!! haha...

i was like doing my tutorial while luke chen juz went blabbering.. i know why we are sooo slow, mr chen, takes one period to do qn 7, and i did 1-7 while he was blabbering away. best thing, he din mind me NOT listening to his lesson. hahaha!! *shocking* guess he prefered me to do my own study if it helps eh.. haha..

anyway, it's real late now.. din noticed time flew by sooo fast.. haha.. was doing my PW stuff den played 1 mission of chaos legion on PS2.. haha... so now, gonna take my third shower of the day cos it's REAL HOT! den i'll go to bed. =D

NITEZ!

about the poem

ha.. juz placed tt poem up there... aint really how i feel la.. maybe not now but last time.. had nothig better to do.. so changed some stuff here and there... maybe tml i'll post a poem on how i really feel.. =D

done nothing..

learned nothing... today, i might as well not have gone to school... i dunnoe wad's wrong with me, but something's definitely wrong with me. why cant i have the mindset tt i have to study cos i'm already in school...

all i think of everyday is how to get away from my life. i juz wanna live a life without stress... like in some island where there's no competition for jobs, in fact, no jobs at all! juz get ur catch of the day, eat, sleep, enjoy life, relax by the sea...

i'm soo shit now cos i spent my whole time watching tv i totally forgot about my GP essay... zzzz... gotta go get it done soon.. hmmm... it's not even 10 pm yet. cool! but i'm sooo sleepy already... quite happy tt today passed quite slow.. spent my time watching documentaries on channel 5..

shows like "wish you were there" blah blah.... police and thief and all.. quite relaxing doing tt... haha.. can do it all my life.. maybe i dun have the motivation to study unlike in the past...

i remembered yr 1 like juz yesterday... trying to pop out from a life of rejection to a life of fulfilment. i worked hard during my days in e-club. planning stuf, heading projects, winning awards.. man.. love doing business...

haiz.. i think tt's enuff for now. gonna get started with my GP assignment.. and i still have the dialogue session thing to do.. guess i feel irritated doing all these cos i aint the head.. but also my fault la.. i like to run things myself. like during the publicity com days.... so ya... tt's all!

there goes mayday...

there goes mayday for me.. burned it all away by sleeping! -the dumbest way.. -_-

i tot today was gonna be the nicest and bestest day by the sea, but guess not. my sista had tuition at 2.30 and so we had to head home early... man.. it's been a while since i heard one of my most favourite sound, the sound of the sea... so relaxing...

anyway, i juz hate life in singapore... cant wait to get away from here... go live some simple life...

ha.. on our way back, i made this silly comment abut being a roadsweeper by the beach and guess wad, i had an all-the-way-home carrier talk. haha.... all i wanted is a peaceful life... juz enjoy the earth God created while i'm on it.

feel like quiting school and go down to indo checking out tt place, learn their language and hopefully start a business there. wonder if rental there is low..

also, i've ever thought of juz marrying some rich girl ANY rich girl... i know it kinda seems low but i had it in mind. however, i'd rather marry a poor servant girl whom i love than a rich girl... cos i know myself. i cant live with someone i dun love. even how pretty or rich. it juz dun fit. if like it doesnt work out, i know i wouldnt go for a divorce, unless the girl asks for it. heh.. unless there's some rich girl whom i'd fall in love with hahaha... not fall for, but fall in love. and if she likes me tt is.

i cant wait for the end of may. (i know it's juz the start...) cos june 1st, i'll be leaving this country for a vacation up north. like i said, i cant wait to get away from here.. my mom wanted to bring me up johor today but, my dad figured that traffic would be too heavy considering tt tml's a work day. so come home.

and ya.. talking about burning my hol... actually, i wouldnt consider it burnt cos i think i wasnt able to wake as i was having a sweet dream.. it's about valentines day. but it's sad too... (that was when i woke up) it was me buying my final gift for my ex-love. it was something like whether i should buy flowers or this bear i promised her... ha... wierd... cant remember the whole thing. but i know that it had a great story line behind..

of all things, i saw GUNBOUND MIXED WITH MAPLE! hahahaha!!! it was wierd man.. u guys should have seen what i saw in my dream.

so ya.. it's like 10+ already i still feel tt the day barely passed... it's like within a blink of an eye, tml's coming in 2 hours time. my due GP assaignment which is not done, my PI whcih i still have no idea after my first was rejected and all my damn tests... school's gonna burn me out man..

tml's a holiday!!

hahaha... power ar! tml holiday!! it's also the day my maid's gonna go for her water baptism! yeps! glory to God!

anyway, my ankle's feeling MUCH better thanks to clarence's dad who lent me this magnetic ankle guard. walking has become nothing painful except when my ankles need to bend and all, den it hurts haha.. but i can more or less walk properly! hee!! =D

din do much today except playing table tennis in the prayer hall. had loads of fun trying to do the spin ball thingy haha.. think i should have juz stayed on den go for evening..

hmmm... anyway, gonna go pack my stuff for tml, wanna play touch and go fishing!! hahaha...

oh yes! i missed my chance yesterday to see carrie chong for once!!! she's at LIDO, and i'm at TAKA!!! arrr!!! haha.. nvm.. still have some other time.. i hope.. nitez pple!

life is quite boring..

to me it is.. maybe cos now i'm feeling lonely at home and regret greatly for not going to the edge!

man.. i really should have juz got out of bed and get changed.. lazy me... now, i'm feeling guilty doing nothing cos i left all my work in SCHOOL!!!

so stupid... -_-"

especially GP essay.. i tot it was in my mail!!! ar!!! stupid... it's a typed essay and i tot i've sent it to my email...

anyway, i had a great morning today.. with the touch girls and boys. haha.. i sooo cant play cos of my foot! but i had to, no matter wad. i still played a little haha... scored 1 limping to the try line.. hahahahaha! but tt was juz between my firends la.. i din play in the tounament... ar!!!!

I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!!

no matters... there's still the beach touch end of this yr. once again, all the bikini babes! =D hahahahahaha!

so ya.. gonna go bathe for the third time soon, cos it's soooo hot!! and where are my parents!? i feel so lonely...