As i was blog hopping...

ok.. i have cooled down over the really frustrating stuff.. but anyway, i'd like to write about my opeless future..

haha.. as i was blog hopping (the term corrine always uses), i dropped by colleen's blog and i remembered something.. ha... yea.. my future look real dull.. no maths, no uni... haha...

anyway, yea. for the past 2 weeks.. i've been talking about wad job i'll do in future.. haha.. i've always wanted to be a marine biologist. but tt dream died quite long ago. suddenly, 2 sundays ago, dec and richardson were like talking about diving.. and tt interest suddenly juz came back to me! haha...

but think of it.. how successful could i be being a marine biologist in singapore when u cant even see ur hand under water.. haha... so.. yea... i've gotta go to other countries then.. but i cant bear leave singapore.. cos i love it here.. haha..

ok. so 3 weeks back, we SCs had a seminar at NUS. it was about urban development. some competition thingy tt, if our ideas are good, we get money. haha.. so.. first thing tt came to my mind was definitely east coast! haha.. the sea have become my interest and favourite place ever since i started fishing in pri 6.. i wanted a job tt had to do with the sea and me. navy was ever taken into consideration but again, nah... no freedom...

so.. the thing i really wanted to do was to setup a fishing shop at east coast. haha.. by the sea kind of thing but like... soon.. i felt tt it was too boring.

so finally, i came to the conclusion last sunday, haha.. me desmond and jonathan were like talking about it. cos declan was away diving soo i felt like talking about my future job by the sea.. haha...

my greatest dream is to be like u noe, in shows, those hawaiian 'pops' (that's wad they call the owner of the shop) i'd like to setup some kind of like fast food restaurant by the sea.. some kind of cafe.. those opened air types.. man... it's soo cool cos it's the sea and me.. den i'd sell nachos and all.. hotdogs?? haha.. i dunnoe la... juz these kind of stuff.. den i'l have those regular customers chatting with me and all.. i can go fishing day in day out, play in the sea.. ( tt's why i wanted to get an outfit tht i can go into the water with..) this is also why since young i've always asked my mom why cant we have the earth flooded so tt we have the sea all around our HDBs.. haha.. naive... but i love the sea... also, i wished technology din advance so fast... den it'll really feel like some kind of modern + olden days mix kind of feeling...

and tt's why final fantasy 10 rocks! i want to be IN their world cos it's all water filled! they swim all day.. play blitzball... ah... what a life...

this idea came to me 2 yrs ago as i was watching this chinese show honky serial, like thos mvp. it's called 'yuan wei den xia tian' i thinks this is the name la... too long ago... ah... man.. it's like a family, living by the beach den they own this cafe thingy selling drinks and all, u noe, liquor and stuff... so nice.. den the wind and the sun... aww.. sweet... i love it.. den u wear those comfortable light clothing.. ah... what a life... if i can start such a shop on a beautifl tropical island beach...

anyway, yeah.. wanted to suggest this for the competition but seems like we're not taking part.. sooo.. yea.. my future dream..

sleep sleep sleep

haha.. sorry ar to those of u guys who msged me yesterday night.. haha... i was sleeping ever since i reached home.. which meant tt i din had dinner.. awe.... my tummy soo hungry now... it's like 2.40am on a wednesday morning. haha.. guess wad, no school for us SCs tml!!!! maybe i'll drop by school though.. get tips or wad so ever.. haha..

hope tt this time round can pass la... i am really scared ar... barely studied... somemore i wanted to maple the whole day but ended up sleeping the whole day.. booo... about 7-8 hours sleep haha... how i sleep now!!!

stuck in the middle of the night... or should i say a wednesday morning.. maybe i maple 3hours till 6 den go school le.. haha... kk go play le bye!

TESTIMONY!

ok! i'm damn happy cos i have a testimony! at the same time, i'm damn pissed and mad! cos of someone. coward! want to fight feel free to find me! long time since i've been violent! anyway, back to why i'm happy!

ok thank God for this super wonderful day. ok. i fasted lunch and games today to pray for something. and thank God. my prayer came true at about 12+ in the morning when i recieved a msg telling me erm... erm... my prayer came true la! i cant say la.. cos quite bad... something wrong i did..

i was actually praying for forgiveness..

wanted to show God my sincerity and all and true enough. he came through for me! thank You!! God is good!

so anyway, ya.. juz after tt tremor, cos of a sumatrian earth quake, my prayer was heard. and i thank God... so i feel more relieved now.. damn! stupid things i do! arh! i'l not be naive and silly anymore. thanks...

so anyway, i can finally maple after fasting one whole day. since i cant sleep, i'll maple!! whee!! seeya pple!

Boring, Boredom, Bored, bore bore...

haha... i'm juz bored and i'm like sitting around waiting for carrie to go on air.. sooo bored..

BLEAH~
*sticks out tongue*

okok.. so i was juz looking at this jar of beer on the table, haha.. tiger beer jar some more.. lol! hmmm. dunnoe how it got there, but it was cos i made a comment on 7-up and so my dad poured out one jar of beer.. ha!

7-up, too sweet! egh.. *sticks out toungue again* beer too bitter.

haha.. i'm like soo tempted to drink it off the jar, guess wad, i did!! haha...

beer isnt yummy,
so mix it with 7-up and...
u get shandy!

ahh... tastes better... though i stink of beer now..

does beer make ur tummy grow bigger?? *wonders* i think i feel mine expanding!? oh my oh my!!

crap! i feel gay now. i'm typing like a girl! aha! who cares i dun! i think it feel childish haha..

but seriously, i remember how i use to look at those older than me and think tt they're old. now tt i'm their age i dun feel any older, yet! i'm growing old. haha.. we were juz talking about this in BK. haha.. all of us feel young yet in 1 or 2 yr's time we'll be 20.. my oh my! haha.

can u believe it, i was still playing sicsor, paper, stone in BK and letting pple bet on me and atiqa's result haha..

she'll never win me! wuahahaha.. i look at parterns.. so i keep winning. most pple noe tt. my weakness, u rush me in sicsors paper stone and u'll win.. haha.. i got no time to think lol!

okok.. enough. stop here. carrie's coming on!

OG 9 rocks!~

haha.. man... we rock! dun we!? and it's all because of the hardwork and enthusiasm u guys have put in! i'm very proud of u guys! continue to work hard! tml there's a skit so do well for it!

thanks OG 9 for a damn wonderful day today! haha.. oh ya! i so damn forgot who stephenie was SOOO SORRY! but i noe who la dun worry. heh.. man.. today was fun filled except for some personal trouble i had.. thank God it's all over!

sooo, no gaming for me, decided to make today game free. happy tt i can control myself. tml i'm gonna maple 1 level up! i dun care! ok la.. maybe by end of this week 2 levels at least. wuahahaha!! foght golem and drakes!! wheee!! my first time sia.. soo excited.. heee!!

anyway, i'm glad tt i finally have things sorted out with esther, this'll be the last time. (90% sure of it) feels good tt the troubles are over, maybe except for one..hehe.. i know tt tt problem will sonn be over.. hee.. ihave faith!

okies! nothing to worry now soooo... time to go to sleep and prepare for a great day tml!!! hope we can have a group outing and all k! cos u guys rock!!!

maple freak!

haha.. i think i've become super addicted to maple ar!! haha.. but today at least i stil got study. my mom got me all those study guides and all super useful ar! hope tt it'll be good enough to help me pass...

anyway, today i spent 60% of my day mapling! lol!! soo fun! i level up twice today.. i think i should take some screen shots.. haha.. so cool!! haha... somemore, i found snowball today!! (erm.. u noe, assassins throw throwing stars, knives and all, but maple's cute so we throw snowballs too!) haha.. snowballs are soooo cute!!! haha.. i keep on throwing them for fun juz to see them fly lol!!

each time i shoot, i'll shout "HADUGEN!" (u noe, street fighter..)

haha.... soo cool!! anyway, nothing much la.. juz enjoyed my super slack day and the boring study night. haha...

*wonders*

play in the day, study at night.. no wonder i cant concentrate in school..

OG 9!

ok so my OG is one of the noisiest around. thx for those really active ones like julian, alene, raffi, who else ar, DRAMA QUEEN!!! hahahaha!! oh ya! priscilla, erm.. others, i forgot liaoz but actually, everyone la! even nurus and abidah, or was it adibah hahaha... her name always make me blur. lol!

ok.. more about raffi! haha... he's a damn silly guy la. but he makes my OG laugh. mama's boy!! haha.. no la jkjk.. anyway, he and drama queen make a nice pair. lol! or maybe not, cos he might be gay! hahaha..

(raffi, if u reading dun angry ar!! hahaha.. i noe u wont!! hahahahaha!!)

i really have to thank all those who did up the flag. not forgetting Bryan. ya! forgot about him. haha.. he's enthu in a quiet way lol!~! cool guy la.. our HULK mascot!

here's a small pic of our OG flag. haha..



how? nice right! haha... cool flag ar. i think it's gonna be the best among all!!

oh ya.. today i sick ar.. nvr go church haha... was running a fever... my throat still quite pain ar... hope monday i can go school. dun wan to leave my OG alone..

anyway, nothing much liao la.. i lazy to type le.. haha.. go maple liaoz...

Orientation!!

whee!! OREINTATION!! haha.. i LOVE my OG!! woo!!! OG 9 ROCKS~! yea! we do! i hope tt u guys would meet ur target k? work hard together and show it to the rest of the SCs..

man.. i think i have a really cool OG this time.. spontaneous, participative, very supportive! yea! u guys rock.

ok.. i din update yesterday cos i was sooo tired. could not stand it... i ate dinner, bathed and sleep.. from 9 till 6 am hahaha... zZzZzZzZzZ.... soo nice.. haha...

first day was quite cool la... i din expect them to be soo like erm... how to say ar... i dun need to do ice breakers also they very gum haha... i think cos of tt morning la.. too boring den they start chatting.. i think... haha...

sooo... i think OG 9 was the quickest in everything for the first day. we finished everything neccessary.. ya..

as for today, haha.. i was really OFF the schedule.. LOL! so messed up and blur.. but fortunately nothing was afected too seriously... ha.. .sorry lynette and kim for running round school finding me.. ha... SORRY!!!

okok... after orientation, i had rugby training.. and i'm kinda ill now cos of my sore throat.. i guess i'm gonna have a fever too.. i juz reached home and my body's feeling cold.. my throat hurts real bad now.. and thanks to ATIQA!~ who suggested tt crappy game and made me drink too much, i was suffering all the way home!!! ar.. very uncomfortable.. the puking feeling is like stuck there... and my whole body shivering... sooooo uncomfortable... especially during the LRT ride.. it felt soo like forever! argh!!! should not have played.. crap! see la! kiasu, order sooo much drinks...

ar... guess i shal not maple today.. my body now very weak and it's aching... ar.. kk.. talk more about my OG tml.. i have pic of my OG flag too!! haha.. tml den.. nitez pple....

Dedicated to OTS..

haha.. OTS looks like some optical answer sheet haha... anyway, OTS is non other than our beloved Ong Teck Seng.... man... i cant believe he's going to JJC... gonna miss him a hell lot.... i mean... everyone's gonna miss him...

it felt like yesterday where u were in school for the first day.. haha... guess i was ur very first fren ya?? haha... luke chen like kinda put us together so i could guide u around and stuff.. haha... i din do too much of a good job i guess.. hee... i remember it was u me, and bra haha...

anyway, last year was a nice year with u around.. all the night studies, sentosa trips, all the movie's we've been to... man... losing a classmate feels real sad... i mean.. it's like 1 year we've been together.. ha... 1 friend less now i guess.. even if want to go clementi do some notorious acts, we've got 1 friend less to execute... man.... come to think of it, TS, u're and important part of all of us in 04S3..

man... even rugby... i remember when i pulled u in.. ha... i really had fun training with u and all.. guess i'm gonna miss ya loads...

anyway, i dunnoe if u'll be reading this, but i really hope tt we'll still be friends.... forever... dude.. i'll miss ya... so.... enjoy ur days in JJ.... i'll still be competing with u in A's. ha... maybe i'll see u on the field too if u join rugby. so do play the game k? maybe i'll see u in the upcoming tournaments. hope i'll see u in the 7s....

ok.. this song is specially decdicated to u... so long pal... all the rules breaking haha.... (juz heard it in the song...)

on behalf of 04S3, i...

WISH U ALL THE BEST!!!


i'll be praying for u always...

21/03/05

life can be tiring,

life can be boring.

but life's not painful,

when God see's you through...

hope i can cope with school life...

nothing much...

ha.... dunnoe wad's wrong with me today.. haha.. i juz feel real bored.. maybe i'm dreading cos school's gonna reopen. haha...

anyway, i still cant forget about the planet shakers concert.. i'm still soo excited even though it's like all over haha.. for those who din go, there's a next time! yea!! so dun worry! still can go see em! haha...

man.. those songs are still ringing in my ears especially the pre chorus of 'always and forever' haha.. like wad daniel ong(perfect 10 DJ) said "it's a ear worm and u've got to listen to it on the radio to get it cured" haha.. I WANT IT TO BE ON THE RADIO!!!! haha...

it'll be sooo cool if one day christian songs juz air every frequency.. oOo... cool!! haha... lots of rock songs, P.O.D, switchfoot, all the christian bands, united live, planet shakers.... all of em!!

anyway, i'll go to sleep now... tml's gonna be a long day.. zzzzz...

SynerG!Z 2005!~

man!!! the Planet Shaker's concert was sooo cool!! it rocked man!! super radical!!! i regret not going on thursday and on saturday.. heard thursday's turn out was low.. man.. wad a demoralising turn out. but juz now, we had about 3000 pple! wooohaaa!!!

man.. i was like in the middle of the queue which is like soooo sad lor! i wanna be right in front! so of course i already plan to run in front when the concert begins wuahahahaha!!!

ok so the first song was always and forever. den i was like "jonathan, lets go!!" den jonathan was like

"dunnoe leh..."

"go lah!"

"err... ok lor" * i ran out* chiong ar!!! i went to look for all the VFC pple. tot they would be in front, but.... they were NOT!! argh!! disappointing. nvm at least they were at the sides.....

so i was like right in front and cos it was my first night, i din noe the actions and all.. i reached the front during the 'always and forever' song (which sounds soooooo like simple plan) and they were singing the pre-chorus part and everyone was doing tt super cool pointing action. man.... i'll nvr forget tt picture of that few girls in front of me, wearing the synergize shirt and doing tt really cool action. it was like an army of YOUTHS! GOD'S CHILDREN! man.. it was sooo cool... i'll nvr forget tt image of em... girls, u rock! they look like a super radical bunch.

anyway, i slowly moved to the side to join the rest. too bad, this year i cannot get the chance to be on their DVD, cos I WAS NOT IN FRONT!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!! hahahahaha.... nvm la.. i met up with the rest and i was like totally enjoying myself. wooohaaa!!!!! everyone was like jumping all about and after like 2 or 3 songs, everyone's like perspiring and all. we like soaked! hahah... it was TT cool! man.... it's too cool man... i should brought all the friends i could gather. argh!!!! i din do tt!! i'm always like tt! after enjoying myself like no one's business, den i think of my friends... haha.... but.. dunnoe if they'll go too la.. i really wish tt they'll go and enjoy themselves. NVM! JULY! i WILL REMEMBER!!!

ar..... i'm like so tired of all the jumping... man.. Singapore's most radical concert at D'Marquee. power!!!!!!! i love S.P.(Simple Plan) BUT! i rather spend $5 dollars on a P.S.(Planet Shakers) concert! wheee!!!!! Simple Plan rocks, but Planet Shakers RULEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel sorry for all those who couldn't make it.. haha... TOO BAD! hahahahaha...

Lazy bump!

hahaha.. i am getting soo lazy to blog these days.. haha.. i'm like spending all my time on games rather than on my studies.. man.. i'm woried, but, i cant be bothered too.. haiz.. i got try to study, but very difficult.. sianz...

anyway, i juz wanna talk about yesterday, thursday.. haha.. man.,. yesterday was like the most beautiful day on earth!!! no stress, no worries, no NOTHING! haha.. i like put everything aside, and i was soo relaxed, i din even want to go for training. it's like the life i dream of haha... but i still go for training la.. haha.. u noe, commitment lol! so training was fun and guess wad!? cos of hockey, they had some carnival, we had a really short but fun training!! wheee!~~~ haha...

after tt, i met kai in the canteen and slack there, den the interact club came and passed kai a pizza box, he din wan, den she ask me, so i take lor! haha.. i tot inside 1 piece, end up, 1 FULL PIZZA!!! wuahahahahaha!! chiong and hide ar!! haha... i share with kira actually i also want to save for clinton la.. in the end nvr cos he nvr come school.. den LC poor thing had to see akira eat.. i should have gave LC the last piece man...

anyway, went to clementi for the usual thing. all i can say, clinton is a siao~ kia! fullstop. haha..

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man.. talking about the life i really want to have, i really wish tt i could live a carefree life by the sea or something... u noe, like those hawaii beaches, den they have all those small lil cafe's i want to own one of those cafe's by the beach.. aww.. life would be juz sooo peaceful. haha.. i'd sell nachos, burgers, fries... bla bla.. wad ever i can think of... man... i can go fishing, if i'm married and have kids, we can spend our time at the beach, u noe, with music and all.. at night, it'll be like real romantic cos it's like soo dark den can see the stars.. den can bring the kids go swimming or fishing... have bbqs.. ah.... what a life...

man.. i really feel like suggesting haha... i went for some seminar today about urban planning. they want our ideas. like exploiting us for good ideas man.. crap.. these pple these days... thinking of earning big only... want to develope Singapore, built something morally upright la! a casino.. wad in the world... hope the tt the casino thingy won't work out. honest living would lead to prosperity. pple these days.... haiz... they'll probably cause the downfall of our country.. though it's true tt places like hor pa villa would one day become obselete cos of modern technology to travel and tt pple stop liking static objects. but, where is Singapore's culture going? our identity? getting rid of them to become a world class city... ar... i love it the way it is! there's like NO votes on the "if Singapore needs improvement" but most votes were on "does Singapore have the potential". haiya.. dunnoe wad i talking also la... i juz hope dumb things wont come out.

anyway, if the beaches were really remodeled, man.. the sunny beaches of Singapore would become the next attraction. rowdy, packed, pple juz walking along the coastlines, walking through streets of shop houses, man.. it'll be so nice.

one problem : not so clear waters haha...

Banner again!

haha.. ok.. sooo today had to go to school damn early like say 8am for a meeting and guess wad! haha... soo litlle pple! we could not start till 8.30... crap! should have juz went at 8.30 den haha... had a super long discussion ar. finally it ended and we still have loads to work on!! ha..

so back to our banners! hmmm.. compared to yesterday, our banner's looking pretty wonderful thanks to kira and all of us. haha... maybe not all but most of us! haha... ( cos i'm still unhappy with tt guy who rebuttle us to suck up to the teacher but does NOTHING! XP)

our banner!

ok.. after doing some painting, i became quite tired.. guess it was cos of my heavy lunch hehe... so i went back to the den, lay on the....... so.....fa.......... and.................... fell.... asleeeeeep.............. haha... i was super tired k! but those lil noises kept me a lil awake and i dun blame them la haha.. so it was like a 30 min nap or something? ha...

ah.... after i woke up, time to tie banners! man.. i was kinda sleepy but after some time, i was super awake!! haha.. i juz could not stop crapping and that kiddy side of me was juz playing a fool!! haha... i'll nvr grow up *telling myself and shakes head* haha.... so i had lots of fun disturbing and pranking pple haha,, there's this roll of masking tape which kira found and it was like all stuck together, so it wont fall of so i used tt idea to go disturb the netball girls haha... like a lot of my classmates in netball ar.... haha.. so go there prank prank. first one was joanne!! haha.. biggest reaction lol! soooo fun! in the end, the thing broke soooo, no more pranking! haha...

also, was disturbing basitd cos u noe, shana'z haha... den ended up talking about drowning in silicon and how to prevent bursting LOL!

ok la.. quite a fun but.. LONG day ar... zzzzzz.. so, back to sleep!

banners for orientation '05

haha.. today i had quite a lot of fun painting banner man.. haha.. quite tiring too.. i was like very sleepy.. but i enjoyed it man.. haha.. hope it will turn out nice..all the SCs put in a lot of effort man..

however, work got started real slowly.. lack of planning and too lil man power i think.. wish i got the photos of the banner den can post haha.. got the 2 flowers drawn by both grace and hazwan very nice! haha.. den still got the big butterfly. very nice too!! haha.. cant wait to complete it.

anyway, tml got school again.. so sian haha... like no time to study de.. haiz.. my dad is making noise now. sooo have to stop here, i go listen radio and study le cya pple!

Chem pract at SP!

whee!! hahahaha.. today damn fun ar! and kelvin, once again, u missed all the action!! come back school la!! haha... so today, i reached SP at about 1 den met with the rest and headed for the Lab.

ok so nothing much to say la except tt it was super fun. but got pics la haha...
professor Gabriel Low and Lab technician Clinton Saw. hahahahahaha!!!

he'll kill me if he knew i demoted him ahahahaha!!
The team of professors, professor wannabes Lab techs and Students!! hahaha crap!

i'm still the professor there haha!!

actually, still got more pics la.. post it another time.. k back to mapling and studies haha...

today's sermon

haha.. i'm kinda happy tt i listened to today's sermon.. it's like God's speaking to me... the message was about offence... being offended.. how being offended can spoil ur day, wad God has in and other pple's day. it's true, especially when i think back to my past how i spoil everything whenever i felt offended.. haha.. but thank God, all's changed..

so yea.. juz tt friday, i was offended. i was juz concerned about our back line having to switch so much.. i felt tt they might be tired and all, so i juz asked if we could do less switches and the kind of reply i got, really sucked.. man... i really din expect it ar... i was really angry and mad... i juz cant stand such an attitude especially from a captain. no motivation, demoralisation.

man... i was like so angry tt i really could not hold it. my tears juz came out whenever tt anger surged in me.. i thank God for it too... imagine wad would have happened if i went round trashing about venting my anger. bet i'll be a laughing stock when school reopens. as i packed my bag, each time i felt like screaming or doing something, a tear juz stops me from everything... it's like some kind of seal man.. it's juz better to have it though..

think about some others who juz vent their anger and show them out, to me, they become a source of entertainment and i definitely dun wan tt to happen. think of how pple will look at u in future. it's better to juz let it go but not in a violent way.

juz as pastor Gospel said, "don't curse those who offend u but instead, pray for ur enemies. pray tt God'll bless them..." and surprisingly, tt was exactly what i did when i was in the lift. i prayed tt God'll bless him i know it sounds dumb. but i've been doing this since sec 4... everyone who offended me, i prayed for them and sometimes, i really DO see a change in their attitudes towards me...

anyway, i'll juz do wad i want to and feel i should do. i'll juz train my best. if things still dun turn out fine, i guess, it's better not to get involved ya? so anyway, back to studying for me.. see u pple tml i think.. ha...

Buliding Our Millennia Walkathon 2005

haha.. ok this entry was supposed to be for yesterday but i was too tired and lazy to do it. anyway, yesterday was a SUPERB day!!! man.. all those tt missed it, missed a hell lot of FUN!! haha... and yes, yesterday was a very nice day cos there was no distraction haha... how to say ar... the day went on fine lor... i din get disturbed or made fun of, no noise, no nothing! cos those "distractions" weren't there ahahahahahaha!!! yay!!! the most beautiful day of 2005! yeah!! haha...

so the day began with me trying to find our new campus site which is an empty piece of land haha... i was like next to it, and i din even noe lol!! haha... reach le, have to wait for the rest. so waited a while, den all the others arrived. we did set up and all lor.. haha... very fun ar, cos after we set up everything, we got to play with the paint!! haha.. so we were the first to put our prints on the banner!! den we did palm prints on each other's shirt too. (cos the shirt very plain and it costs $10!!!)

ok.. soon the advance team arrived, den after half an hour!! the rest came.. haha.. the first batch of students were welcomed with lots of cheering hahah... cool! den we had lots of free milo too!! free flow!! hahaha.... so shiok ar...

so when the students arrived and had to do their palm prints, i was in charge of one of the paint caoting stations la, den rachel (from volleyball) was stationed near me. haha.. so it wasnt too boring cos the other 2 volleyball gals came and play too ahha... got the glynis and start with H one and she got my face all coated with paint!! haha... but nvm la. cos the paint of my hair looked cool. lol! so we were juz playing around and i was playing pranks by rubbing the clean sponge on pple. den they'll all go "WTF!!!" haha.... so fun!!

okok some pics..

picture of me with adlina, shantini, clinton, grace, two yr3 guy's and someone's hand print haha.. forgot who.

den the front with grace's print once again right in the middle and lynn's print at the bottom.. haha.. lynn's print was quite nice ha.. clinton one also!!

and finally one tt looks like a traffic light.. haha...

juz found the winter sonata cd my mom bought last time.. ha... bring back a lot of memories... though i lost the cd she gave me, i still have my mom's one haha.... so i also gave her a call... juz u noe, check out how she's doing and all... been quite a while since we've spoken... ha...

so for today, luke chen really called my mom.. haha... i knew it. have to do something also la... my test all fail.. haiz.. now my parents are asking me to quit either rugby or SC... but how is it possible to quit SC?? haha.. maybe if i get sacked.. lol... i really love playing rugby so of course i wont quit. in fact i've told all the teachers whom have talked to me about my work before tt rugby's always first. so dun worry. i wont find excuse to pon for no reason. these few days is really work. i dun care whether the yr 3s believe it or not la. if they dun need me, i'll feel free to leave. den i'll have more time to do work and will be able to go home early...

i have so much more better things to do than to get insulted by tt guy lor. but for now, guess i'll stay... saha's been a great motivator and i really appreciate it. thanks. =) seriously la.. if he really have something against me, i really dunoe wad to do sia. when did i offend him. think about it lor. would u prefer ur player to miss 2 trainings or permantly lose him as a player. not say i good or wad la. but in terms of no.s if u like to keep saying my hands sux even when i did not drop ball today, i only missed that kick, i am like almost useless in this case right? so wad for need me damn it!

seriously la. as a captain why do u attack ur own team mates? y u dun give encouragement? dun u think it's better to say tt ur handshave improved and this would serve as a motivation, or would u like him to tell u tt u better f****** practice hard on ur hands and improve? it's soo different lor. i dun care wad u guys say la. i'll juz still train as hard. i'm already trying my best.

school sux...

man... talking about coming home late.. really realise tt i dun get to tok to my mom much now.. cos i go home, eat bathe sleep. wake up in the morning, mother still sleeping. get ready, go school. repeat.

now even school's discouraging family bonding! it sucks! i dunnoe wad to do now.. i like have no confidence in A's anymore... it's a total waste of 3 yrs... i'm gonna be a road sweeper... dun u think? hah... maybe i can get a degree in sweeping roads...

sian ar.. i go do my stuff le... to much ACTION today.. haha... cya pple!

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oh ya! i dunnoe if u are reading this, but it's to liyu. eh. haha.... sorry ar. i cant really remember wad u look like ar sooo... haha... hey erm. i mean i do remember, but i not sure.. cos u keep changing uniform!! haha... so i dunnoe u bukit panjang high one or the brown uniform one.. pai seh ar...

oh ya. and i dun mind being frens. yea. juz approach me some day k? oh ya.. in case she nvr read, guys hu noe her, help me tell her k! bryan or whoever.. dun wan to make pple erm.. sad or wad la.. haha... anyway, ya, thx for everything. i appreciate it la.. =D

work work and still more work!!

zzz... i'm sooo afradi i wont promote this year.. i really cannot cope.. i think i should quit 1 of my ccas but i like all 3... how... sianz.....

yesterday i din blog again cos i was too tired.. slept at 9.35 an woke up 5.35 today haha.. exactly 8 hrs! yay!! haha... still abit sleepy now though. haha....

so ok... i still haven finish up my physics notes cos yesterday had to help miss lee buy bamboo poles for walkathon.. haiz.. wanted to chiong finish all cos i like already skipped training... argh!! nvm.. i only have thursdays to do my chem assignment BUT! today got SC meeting... argh!!! now no time le!!

muz really find time liaoz...i really too tired with school and all... guess saturday's the best... but not this saturday and the up coming ones!! i'm fully booked! walkathon, meetings.... argh!!! hack la! muz retain den retain la!

but wait! cannot ar... i retain means no points for SC... somehow now, i dun mind getting kicked out of all 3 ccas if they dun need me.. haha... look at kiat, clinton and all... haiz... all the time in the world.. haha.. POWER!

anyway, back to printing my stuff and GP project. i din bring home my AQ.... sianz...

Nothing much... (edited)

these days, there seems to be nothing much to blog about leh. haha.. i know now my blog like a bit boring la hor sam! haha.... but i'll think of nice stuff to blog k! like wad u guys like me to blog???

anyway, i'm juz very busy.. trying my very best to complete my tutorials, homeworks and all... especcially my notes.. they are sooo incomplete!! haha...

so... i'm trying to work hard.. hope school end early these days cos i juz realise my optimal study period is from about 5.30pm to 8pm.. haha...

now, carrie chong would be on too haha.. so i guess i'll go catch some shut eye for now.. ( still have chem and GP to complete... zzz... maybe later den do, rest a bit first.. haha...)

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oh yea... juz one last thing!! haha... juz wanna say thanks to akira for going down with me to clementi.. haha.. thanks man. and also, i want to buy tt shoe le! haha.. and yea, thanks for the takoyaki!! haha.. nitez pple... (12.51am...)

GP Lesson

haha... ok.. so for GP lesson today, i learn about the mass media and how it is affecting all the young ones. hmm.. i totally have to agree that now, women are often potrayed as sexual objects in advertistments, mags and all... this is affecting our younger generation greatly as it results to sexual abuse and potraying the wrong image in many teens.

i feel females should deserve a bit more repect and potrayed in the right manner. beauty is not all about the outward appearance (as the debate we had today states) it also invovles the inward beauty. yes! AISHA!! haha... u are one of the most beautiful ladies on earth! no joke! u have the most wonderful character and personality. dun be bothered about looks and all. to me, u are beautiful and i adore u for tt. right mo! haha... euphemia, u too k!

the inward personality is wad makes a women beautiful not too much of the looks. (to me tt is) aisha's character is attractive. (serious!!) except girls for who they are... to me, girls are one of the sweetest spieces on earth.. ( ok some, most, i dunnoe!! haha) i'd definitely would like a girl i can show my love and care to, u know some really sweet ones hahaha.... kk. enough. hahaha.. i feel silly saying this.

but anyway, juz to sum up, beauty does not juz mean physcal apperance, it includes a girl's personality too! and advertistments should give females more respect than juz sexual objects to appeal to the young generation. innocence in lingerie advertistments potray the innocence but yet of sexual appeal. this should be taken into great consideration as the next generation would one day be our leaders. the inflence brought forth by advertistment to bring forth their point of beauty in their products are unacceptable. someone should make this change.

blur me!

i totally forgot tt i did not blog yesterday!! haha.. i'm soo blur... anyway, tt's my own prob haha... i dunnoe wad to type today la.. juz wanna say thanks to Hazwan for helping me with the chairs thingy during investiture. haha... i totally forgot about him!! thanks dude!

oh yes! fiza too for helping me mobilize the bartly campus pple!! thanks man... i came back on friday and realised everything was packed!! *woot* thanks pple!!!

so.. today i can only remember listening to the i-pod and looking around... everything felt soooo... slow-mo... it's like pple are talking and chatting and smiling and it looks soo... i dunnoe.. it's like i'm watching tv... i'm juz totally blocked out because of the earphones..(u noe those tt goes into the ear.. haha..) it's like juz nice looking at them sooo happy and all... and it's like... though i'm blocked out, i'm enjoying being alone and left out. it sounds wierd i noe.. haha.. but i'm happy everyone's happy..

man.. i'm feeling depressed again.. i'm juz tired of life and all.. though at times i love my life a lot... but when it comes to me thinking about a lot of stuff, life's kinda miserable... but, during edge, i'm sure i've found the 1st step to take. and i'm gonna try my best and pray over it too... so hope i'm right!

anyway, i'm bored and tired... feeling a lil lonely too.. haha... juz dunnoe who to chat with, wad to do... dunnoe la! haha... juz thinking too much again!

argh!!! i'm sooo tired!! ha... training nearly kill me! ar!! haha.... i'm like sooo tired even after the first touch game.. haiz.. have not been training on my stamina and all...

anyway, i pushed myself cos, haiya... no point explaining. so i juz pushed through but by the second touch game, i was a lil more energetic!! yea!

ok... had about 4 hrs of sunshine. so i'm burnt!! haha.. should have used miyane's tanning lotion. lol!! but anyway, LC says i'm darker le!! hahaha...

anyway, i really had fun today still hahaha... in the morning, it was my first time and the second person up on the platform to call the school down for assembly!! whee!!! hahaha.... i was supposed to be the first though!! but.. i din go school yesterday.. haiz... zzzz.... haha...

at night, dropped by west mall and hahahaha... there's this really... hahha... SECRET! hahahaha... oOo... hee! aww.. *regrets..* heh!

tt's all la.. maybe i'll take tee wei's advise and rest!

Investiture!!

haha.. this entry was suppose to be done yesterday but i was super tired and i slept from 8.30 till 9 this morning.. haha.. today i din go school cos i not feeling well ar... after the investiture and all i was super tired.. headaches and all.. haha... so had lots of sleep today!! more than 15hrs!! hahahahaha... pig! oink oink! ha! i noe!

i was tuning in to 98.7 this morning and guess wad! i think daniel ong's cool! haha.. i couldn't sleep properly cos his korny jokes kept making me laugh in bed! ahahahaha!!! but he can be quite mean and sacarstic too.. haha...

ok.. getting on with pictures of the investiture!!

While waiting for our turns...


wuahaha... back to our jap school mafia pose and ACT CUTE POSE!! hahahahahaha!!!

ok... investiture was super fun la. after the investiture, we had a reception thingy with all the food!! haha.. sooo... i was sitting on the benches when euphemia came by and said, "the caterers are like soo stingy cos there's very little filling." so i was like thinking of some korny idea to make it look funnier so i too the bread, and squashed it till it looked like this... and i said "actually, they are more stingy than u think they are. they juz make the bread look puffed, big and yummy. but in actual fact, u are eating air!" hahahaha..

ok.. i took more pics too...

In the canteen...
= (<--- hehe.. looks like tt right?? wuaahahahahahahaha!!! jkjk...)
juz a closeup---> A really cool friend (yr 1) of mine who keeps calling me smurf. charmaine!! a.k.a charmander! *char char!!*

after tt, we had a video and cake too!! oOo... the cake was sooo yummy!! i kept asking atiqah for the coner slice with the most chocolate icing!! hahahaha....

so after the whole thing, we had to pack up.. sianz! haha.... i have to keep the chairs in the hall!!! thank God we had the bartly campus people help us. =D things was like clearing super fast!!

Thank You!! all u guys especially Seng Kiat who really helped me ALOT one of the most. not forgetting the rest of u guys including toh tuck campus ones..
i remember who are u guys though i nvr write down k! can test me too!! haha.. too many to write la but i remember!!

last but not least! not forgetting this lil prezzie gracie gave me after the investiture... how nice of her... thank you!!!
SEE!

During rehearsal...


haha... juz some pics during our rehearsal when we are like sooo bored waiting for our turn hee... =D things u do when u are bored man.. haha....

work work work!

damn it. being an SC is a super tough job. even after putting in our 100%, we are soo not appreciated, and expected to do more! damn it! i already did my best today. damn teachers who dun trust us... u make me soo mad!

anyway, mdm M called me juz now about 10pm... so we had a good nice talk. i mean it is like soo unreasonable of the teachers to make us work sooo hard. they know we need helpers, so go get it for us! wad!? u mean we also have to do tt ourselves?? ok lor... do ourselves. but who come and help!? and if it is something important, we'd do our 100% right? so i was telling her la... is like we planned to complete half, but we took the initiative to complete more than 3 quarters lor! it was definitely my/our max cos look at the hall, almost more than half is brought out by me. i had to carry them out. and those damn teachers thought wad 3 chairs at a time!? ya right! i carried them pile by pile! pile of 10 up to 15 chairs per pile! u think wad!? my fingers made of metal ar!? not pain ar!? i was like tottaly dirty, breathing in bacteria and dust. even now my throat feels uncomfortable and i have a constant craving for water.

and it's like there only about 5 of us doing up the chairs. u want us to arrange about 700 chairs in a day!? we like did more than half den mr cheng come in ask us to do finish. even after i've bathed and plan to go home! damn it! imagine wad happen if i went for physics review and debate, i'd never get to finish! and mr cheng and luke chen still dare come to me tell me not to excuse myself!? luke chen even talked to me after tt, asking me to write a letter. of cos i was soooo pissed, i couldn't help but shouted back and tell him to talk about it tml cos i was damn angry already. i want to say sorry la of course cos he's quite poor thing la.. though he can be quite a jerk at times. ask kira haha.... always hitting him hard.. haha.... ha... i'm laughing now.. haha.. gues i not angry liaoz...

the power of blogging. hahaha!!

also she was angry at me before we left remember? cos she wanted me to come earlier and stuff to do printing. but how long could printing a few pieces of paper be... i mean.. i know what i'm doing. trust me to do it. the only urgent thing i needed to print was the sitting arrangement which kum was gonna bring early tml. so why force me to come early! at least she said sorry for that. so i'm like ok... in my mind was like, u are forgiven. haha... i'm not angry anymore. dun worry k cher. i noe wad i'm doing juz trust us all to do it.

ok at least i got it settled with mdm M. at least she knows tt both she and cheng has gone a lil too far. so it's settled. they know wad to do in future. juz trust us. i even told her. i worked with my e-club members and i barely have teachers interupting which kinda of allow us to achieve yer noe. i like to work with others to produce results. tt's why i joined the SC for a greater and constant challenge. (tt's wad i actually said in the interview hahahaha..)

so.. i shall try to forget wad happened today and start again.

P.S. thanks to all that helped shantini, hazwan, adlina, syazana, taufiq. thx.. and the rest too k.