19/08/07

just 1 and a half more weeks...

gonna be tough, but i'll get by. =)

12/08/07

once again, just a short thought of u, ur deterination, ur accomplishments, pushed me on once again. though i dun feel any attachment to my friends anymore, i still need them.

it has both pros and cons, now i'm more focused in the army and booking in is not so tough, however, i dunnoe who i can talk to anymore, i'd just randomly find someone to sms. the only pple able to push me on are my platoon mates.

suddenly i began to wonder... all these while... going to church, for God or for my friends? my daily relationship and dependence of God has not change, but the desire to go to his house, to spend time with him has slowly dissipated.

i still need my God, but i dun want to be where his people are. confusing huh.

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i miss timor... miss those times sooo much.

07/08/07

hohoho!!! 3 more weeks!!! my invisible corporal rank hooohooo!!!

neways, i suddenly wished we're in field camp, how wierd! hahaha.. training's so tough all of a sudden, and last time i wished i was doing training WTH! the grass is always greener on the other side. =P

i've been enjoying myself, tt's for sure. i really hope tt days would continue to be this fun. or rather i guess it's my mentality. =D

btw, i am having my nights out! =D hurray!! going back at 10pm though haha...

i hope everyone comes home soon. off!

05/08/07

today's a great day. it's just perfect, the way i wanted to spend my weekends.

after church, we went to my uncles place for lunch, i managed to convince my parents to explore the quieter parts of singapore which turned out real fun and adventurous. have not done tt in some time.

then since we were nearby another uncle's place, i thought why not visit! =P

though i had many things i wanted to do, i am proud that today i managed to decide between what i should do and what i need to.

rushing off! so lacking details. book out on national day!!!

04/08/07

this week passed by real fast. i enjoyed almost everyday of it haha... was fun outfield, like i get to know the others more too. and we did stinking well for ex wanderer. we found ALL check points! walked more than 20km..

AND! OCTs are pathetic! us specialist are better trained than the cadets la! if i get into ocs, i'd aim to be company best hohohoho! look at them la! contacted they prone, one cluster ON THE ROAD! HAHAHAHAHA! i couldn't help but laugh at them cos their commander scolded them in a really funny way hahahaha... just one HE and i'd blow em all up hahahaha..

i can't wait, end of course in 4 weeks! time sure fly here.. bmt felt like forever. haha....