24/09/08

woah, there's just this wave of emptiness sweeping through me, eating it's way out to the surface.
i'm just sooo tired and i need a break. yet when i have a break i realise how empty and a waste of time it is. like a day's being wasted away.

Lord, i need your rest once again. come and refresh me.

whoever you may be, take me away.

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25/09/08

wow! wanna know what's God's reply to this post?

"your heart is filled with things other than Myself. For i have created you to have a relationship with Me, and until you have refocused yourself, then will you move on once again from the desert place."

God was slowing me down to help me realise how much my day was spent wasted on things other than God. i mean, TOO much time spent on other things. He's not mad at me. He just wanted me to realise that He should be the priority in my life.

Thank you for speaking to me Lord.

19/09/08

ok i felt that i could've been more specific today in sharing. i did not write points out cos halfway through i realised that i had probably hours of things to share HAHAHA!!

but some things i want to add is that...
God wants to do miracles at where u are. pray for/with the people whenever u have the opportunity. i know sharing is hard enough, but if you managed to share, why not try to throw in a prayer too! even i forget this a lot of times.

minister to their needs with what the word of God says. people want to know how their problem can be solved. they are sick of hearing the standard, generic answers. give them a Godly that would leave them convicted. try to gauge and not go overboard. remember, it is suppose to be a word of encouragement, not an opportunity for you to shoot back at him/her what you do not like about that person.

do not be afraid to admit that you are human and you make mistakes instead of trying to defend urself. people will judge you, but if u a willing to change, make the effort. in fact many times when i am caught doing what i'm not supposed to, instead of getting judge, my friends would pull me away and tell me not to do it. and these are the people who really care for you, care for your well being.

speak life into them. tt's all.
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Distraction Needs
85

You have strong distraction needs. Distraction entails Pleasure, Joking and Change. Those who score high on these needs are happy-go-lucky and fun seeking, but also careless. Since pleasure is their predominant quest, they don't believe that life should be taken too seriously. To them, every day should be a holiday. They much prefer play to work and consider weekends and vacation time as the ultimate rewards. They are funny and enjoy laughing at their own practical jokes and clownish shows, especially at parties where they can entertain cheerful guests. These individuals need to break monotony by switching to new activities, such as weekend escapades or stimulating trips that will bring them new sensations and a change of scenery. They enjoy living one day at a time without bothering about tomorrow. They need fun, laughter and distraction.

12/09/08

Broken
Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

keep forgetting it's september.

06/09/08

Jack : He did not mean it you know?
Kate : *clueless face* What?
Jack : Soyer. When he said he didn't want you to go with him, he didn't mean it.
Kate : He didn't mean it, why he say it?
Jack : Trying to protect you. --- That's why i asked you not to come back for me.

Kate : *shoots back* Hey! Why are you sticking up for Soyer? He'd never do it for you.
Jack : *long pause, smiles back* Because I love you.

-it does not really matter, you know.