16/03/08

i just see God in every area of my life.. it's like no matter how much i say, "God where are you, why this/that happened to me." yet, i see his hands upon me at the very end.

it's like a love story of falling in love over and over again. each time i quarrel with Him, he did not bother to reason with me, but allow me the time to notice His love by His grace and own timing.

many times, i just couldn't understand why it happens or what's going on, but he sends different ones, he reveals different stories that touches my heart and open my eyes to what's going on. i have to admit, even though on many occasions i say "God why aren't you speaking to me?" He's actually been talking to me all this while, if only i'd open my heart to listen.

the holy spirit... my comforter and friend, sent to be with me after christ was crucified. i thank you lord for dying on the cross for me.

13/03/08

the tears that you make when you are in love,
you musn't swallow them.
the tears will freeze, and then freeze your heart as well.
so... so you can cry, with all your heart...

loving someone's so painful huh..
but life has to continue. =)