28/11/07

NOOOOOOOO!!!! WHY MUST SHE DIE!!!!!

just watched bridge to terabithia. why did leslie burks die!!! ah!!! it just shattered my heart...

watching the show, seeing their friendship grow and leslie's cheerfulness, i just can't helped but get absorbed by the show. it's sucha wonderful show... gonna watch it like 10 times over la!

annasophia robb, she's lovely. she reminds me of kiera knightly! haha.. after watching love actually, i can't help but think of kiera in almost anything that reminds me of her hahaha.. annasophia's gonna be the next kiera knightly when she grows up! =D love her huge eyes! haha..

ANDRE!! why u tell me about this show, now i can't sleep cos LESLIE DIED! NOOOOOOOO!!!!

26/11/07

woohoohooooo! it sure feels good to have the power! HOHOHO!!! it's so easy to get work done for me now. heh! just "hey u go do this, u, do that." hahahaha!!!

this week's gonna be fun and slack. but it wont last long... next week it's gonna be back to stay in days. i'm a little worried about who my bunk mates will be and if i'll get to clique with em. i really hope things go fine. haha.. i'm always worrying about this, but things always turn out fine.

i want to start all over again and do my best. =)

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why no one's picking my call!!! ha... act cute *pouts* hohohoho!

24/11/07

today's gotta be one of the best days of my life! haha!! i loved my day.

my one and only, young time bext friend was at church with me, and the performances and dances were superb!

i could sense the presence of God so strongly in that place. He was just sweeping through, up and down. it just felt so good to be there. i dunnoe what to say. it was awesome. today was awesome! =D

23/11/07

TAO POK!

haha.. wait till i get the pictures! hahaha!! it's ultimate man! we had one whole night of non-stop tao pok, so much a war broke out and bunk doors were lock, bunk mates left stranded outside the bunks were left to........ die.

HAHAHAHA!!! we tao poked 3 of our sergeants. the first was funny, i locked him in the bunk and the rest just pounced on him, it's like in those movie scenes where my sergeant is thrown into a cage of carnivorous zombies! HAHAHA!! i remember how he stretched his hand out desperately for the door as i was closing it.

what was ultimate were the looks on sergeant marcus and chua's face when they got tao poked. it's a nvr-seen-before face on marcus (why am i still calling him sergeant? WUAHAHAHA!!) he was like all... BLUR! hahaha.. sergeant waheed had to help him up while i spread the toothpaste all over his face hahahaha!!

sergeant chua was tao poked, striped and had powder and cold water thrown on him hahaha!! and it was soooo funny! after we were done, all of us scrambled back into the bunks and DISAPPEARED! HAHAHA!! he din know what hit him HA! ultimate! WOOOOO!!!

today's just awesome yet tiring. there are soo many things that we did JUST BECAUSE WE CAN! HOHOHOHO!!! we walked into the orderly room without asking permission for fun, some went to the canteen to eat even though we were served food at the cook house and a lot of other dumb stuff haha..

ah well, it feels somewhat good la. looking forward to a fun week next week. i'm not yet moving to my new unit but gonna participate in the games day as a mascot HA!

18/11/07

and a new week begins!

i wonder why, but i'm starting to find a little trend about sundays. somehow, i tend to feel really empty inside or sometimes, emotionally dry and at other times, i find myself trying so hard to reach a distant god.

well, am still finding answers. but i am motivated and encourage by a lot of other things. i'm running after his glory, to seek his face cos i desire to see the nations run to him as well. it's a desire of my heart, and i hope this dream would never die down.

i finally understand the word spoken to me years ago.

"you have a soft heart. you already know your calling and what you're gonna do is beyond what you can fanthom and if god were to show you, you will burn up."

i'm just living each day to finally see this day come to past. i really pray sooooo hard that i wont slow down in my pursuit of him. i'm afraid i might, but i'm not going to let it happen at all cost!

do keep me in prayer. i wanna do my best for my king, my father and my love.

17/11/07

why is it that the setting of every movie i'm watching is like the near christmas period? (been renting movies the past 2 weekends.) hahaha.. what are the chances!

maybe i DO need a holiday away from all these. heh, it's not about army but some other stuff. maybe it'll be a great adventure. but guess i'm stuck in the army huh. =P

ok, what shall i do tmr!

16/11/07

for your joy is so abundant and so is your love.
how i long for you every single day.
how i long to see your glory and see your face.
put to death more of me! so that your glory may manifest through me!

how great is our god! =D

i've hit my personal best just this thurs 10.16 for 2.4km!!! =DDD but still... no gold!! ARGH!!!
gold = $200
silver = $100

ok la, 100's enough. and i cant wait to get my new uniform sewed!!! my new rank, my badges WHOO!!! exciting!!! =DDD

i'm looking forward to next week! u'll all get to see my one and only best friend. though now, we're like long lost friend. he's my only best friend i've ever had. one i trusted, one who'd never betray, who would take the blame for me, one who would protect me, and more than a brother, i'd stand up and fight for him. =D my best friend. 1996 - 1999.

10/11/07

why do you grow up so fast... please don't... please...

"he has a mysterious power, he makes others want to bet their hopes on him."

just help me go on...

08/11/07

greytigerwithblackstripes.carryingmeonit'sback.tpjc-toapayohjc!?HAHAHA!.pamlee.missfoong.alltherandomchurchpeople.chubee?.lolbeeleng.istilllovethetigerride.

all in a dream.

07/11/07

wow wee! i love pistols! they're so much more fun to fire with compared to rifles! rifles are BORING!

well... today's simply horrible yet enjoyable! it did not really affected me in a big way or what, but i just couldn't wait to get out of camp.

and now, i'm at a lost at what to do... i've got to stinking sign extra this sunday for getting my rifle stolen by a sergeant last week... man.. real sad...

oh well... but last night was awesome! our first worship/cell group meeting! exciting! we used the malay prayer room HOHOHO! and guess who would suggest such a thing - the most defiant, daring one HA! ME! =P

haha.. somehow i amaze the sergeants cos they think i'm like real daring la, HAHA smiling in the face of danger, do i even fear? HA! whatever la! now i've got the whole pack of sergeants getting me for every single thing! ha.. but i enjoy they're company and attention at times la HEH! they're real nice, but sgt chua!! argh! he can be real nice or extremely bad to me la! sign extra... sob... and i can't stand it when they all laugh at me! ARH!!!!!! my SUNDAY!!!!

"gabriel, why you do right, do wrong also smile one ah?"

-sgt marcus

HA!

04/11/07

talking about the holy spirit. man that encouraged me! remember one of my previous entries? i dun care how much i've failed, but with the holy spirit in me, i can accomplish even greater things!

i loved my night. i can't wait to meet God, to feel Him once again, to know His plans, to feel His love - to be in His presence once again.

how wonderful u are Lord. i love you.