haiz.. wad to do??

haiya. i dunnoe wad to do ar.. esther nowadays like treat me quite cold. maybe we were really not meant to be together ar.. dunnoe why sometimes i still think about her so much.. today met her at northpoint with dec, they go swimming. haiz.. can say i lil jealous la. but heck la. made me think about bad stuff of the past... esther's juz like that, she like sometimes nvr really cared about whether i existed or not. is like even though i am there, she like let guys play with her, den always like make me jealous ar... other girls who like really care about their boyfriend would like to juz stay with their bf, or like tell the other guys dun disturb. but esther like diff sia.. though i around, she like dun tell me things, let guys like touch her or wad... haiz.. last time ever got problem cos of these stuff...

den juz now, i was thinking of her again, i was thinking of the song "As The Deer" den my heart suddenly juz ached.. it hurts.. but as i think of those stuff it's like my heart keeps saying yes, but my head kept saying no. or is it the other way? i dunnoe la. is like today, she also dun dare look at me, dun wan to talk to me... haiz... den if we are back together, she will say she feel strange when we go out.. i really felt taken for granted, yet the blame was all placed on me for talking about breaking... i could sense it u noe... i've been with her for so long, i can tell whether she's interested in me or not. but during that time, i can tell she was not. so i asked her if she wanted to break.. haiz...

anyway, edge was nice today real nice. den i also say kay... she looks so pretty now... haha.. a lil vain lah but really pretty with her hair all done up, with a lil makeup, and the skirt made her look real hot. haha... wonder why esther not like her sis but it's fine with me la.. haha... used to it. wah.. imagine have such a chio bu for gf, all the other guys confirm jealous sia! hahhahaha... k la, better stop talking cock. haha... actually, i din really mind how esther dresses herself la... as long as it looked fine.. and she has to practice standing straight more often if she wants to attract other guys.. dun look so slouchy... not nice.

haiya... dunnoe wad to do about all these stuff.. wished i could juz be single and forever 'try' to jio girls haha.. it's much more nicer thinking of them and missing them rather than knowing them and knowing wad a pain both of us could be to each other.. haha.. dumb.. haha...but i definitely would like to have someone who would care for me.. it's real nice when u have a bf or gf.. like when there's no one to turn to, u can always go to them.. when the whole world hates u, u can depend on them to love u... ah.... that's real nice...

also dunnoe wadz my prob la.. always talking about such stuff... i think it's because ever since we broke up, i missed those times i guess.. wish i could re-live those times with her or someone else. haha... but she.... dunnoe la.. i think i've gotten over her for real this time.. 99% chance there wont be an ec and gabe... 1% chance, i pass it to fate.

Sentosa!!!!! (last night)

haha.. today was a really cool day! i met them like 1 hour late haha.. cos had to bathe and the usual stuff and i was told late! josh din call me back to tell me time so i was still eating breakfast! but anyway, they were ok with it la.. juz had to carry stuff... haha.. my punishment.

so got onto the shuttle bus and made our way there. reach real fast. den we went down to the beach looking for a spot. finally found one near the voleyball net. hah.. so i got changed and we played touch. quite fun la, juz that running very uncomfortable and cannot side step haha.. got so many scratches on my feet.. haiz... after that, we went for a swim. haha.. very fun ar.. swim to the float and sit on top. den swim back to shore, the waves push me. so nice.. haha.. like move very fast haha..

ok.. it started drizzling so had to pack and run to shade den there, we had some sandwiches, rested... den when ok liaoz, we saw the bunch of girls playing volleyball earlier on standing near us. den they like bathe liaoz. den stop raining. so muz be thinking whether to stay or go. thank goodness they stayed! haha.. got to play with them. hah! they like cool and calm sia. they stand still while we are like running all over the place haha...

when i went away and came back, they were 3 more girls that joined in. wah! cool! haha.. so we played for quite a long time. den it was so funny cos kai a bit like gay gay one when we play haha.. josh too! when guys play volleyball, we kinda tend to look a lil gay lol! muz be becos of iron ladies.. haha... we talked to them, got to know them and stuff.. the guys still wondering wad is their cca. lol. they nvr pay attention listen, after i found out wad cca, the guys still guessing. anyway, they are from tennis. and jessica is a ballerina!? hah! no wonder when i said ballet, they start laughing. haha...

ok. so we stopped playing cos kai ask us check hp. den we wanted to go for a swim. i din go la.. i was too engross looking at the girls play the silliest but cutest games haha.. actually, i din want to go back in cos i felt good being dry. den kelvin and kai were like 'want to go take picture with em?' at first i like dun wan la. den i changed my mind haha.. today feeling daring. so went over, took a pic with em. den kelvin tried to ask for no. or wad but fail la... cos the girls aso very bad.

soon, it was evening. we wanted to play volleyball again. den these guys wanted to play too. so we ask em to join us. played together. quite fun. haha..suddenly, i saw jessica sitting alone so i decided to ask for e-mail. haha.. not number la. cos like as if want to jio her. haha.. juz make friends. anyway, we had a dare that each one of us guys muz ask a girl for their no. so i tot ok la. i juz try. haha.. so ask email.

only 4 out of six passed. kira and seng FAIL! haha..... oh ya. in the end, kelvin also managed to get the email. hah. den i had to help kai get one of those girl's email. haha.. so i did and now, he owes me one! haha... quite fun ar today.. but very tiring.. feet sooo sore..





haha.. see our chio bu kai.. hahahaha...

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haha.. ok.. last night.. last night was sooo damn cool! haha.. was playing MS till lilo came in chatted with her for quite a long time.. very fun ar.. so nice chatting with her.. hahaha.. funny brain... hahaha... den somemore she gave me a challenge to count the numbers of 'haha' haha.. so many ar! over 300!! hahaha.... den stopped about 12 midnight..

continued playing with saw. haha... stupid, make me play the quest ar, dunnoe make me laugh or cry ar! haha.. funny is because, we had to climb this really high thingy and like climb halfway, i suddenly see clinton drop down from very high. hahaha.. efforts all wasted have to start over den i keep laughing. laugh until i also drop den he laugh at me. so dumb! juz to get something, it took me 1 and a half hours to complete the first round. second time, i did it in 20 mins. haha.. so funny ar.. we play until 3 am ar! i sooooo tired haha....

so, that's all. cant wait for monday ar... see u guys den.... bye!

teck way, teck way, teck way...

haha... that teck way ar.. everytime i see him, i muz get kicked by him once. today chinese period, we went to the library den i was trying to persuade chen lao shi let me write 3 little pigs for our holiday assignment. haha... so she say it will be published on chinese tys if i ever did it lol! haha... den went to sit down with pam, teck way and theresa... haha.. they were wondering how i could stand him even without flaring.. haha.. flaring aint me. depends la. i dun get angry so easily. high tolerance level haha... even yesmeen thinks i got high tolerance level. haha.. i dun get irritated so easily. maybe that's why i go around irritating others hah!

so anyway, today was ok la... not much of a fun day. din pon any class haha... actually they want to pon chinese but i dun wan to make teacher kena stroke again hahaha.... maths class i was sooo damn bored. so i decided to play teacher. haha.. i go to the OHP pretend to teach the class haha.. mr saw juz pass me the transparancy den i repeat wad he said before putting it on.. haha.. den i juz copy wad he does in the previous transparencys. haha.. he likes to say " muz use the fomula for this equason" haha.... ok... i a bit bad la.. but he dun mind so play play la.

den chinese, once again, i cant sit still so we were playing the riddles again. i went up to the board take a marker and start guessing haha... nobody in class one.. anyway, i remember one mi yu sea cucumber in chinese haha.. forgot wad was it. suppose to guess a english word. there's the 'er' word. in english means son. den teacher keep telling us guys should noe blah blah blah.. have got to do with boys. so i keep guessing lor... sea-boy, sea-bird, sea-.............. den sam they all start laughing. haha... muz be something funny. anyway, the answer was sea-son, season haha.... so i went back to sit. guess wad, sam told me why they were laughing cos they guess the word is sea-men. haha... got it? hahahahaha.... guys should noe one.. lol! haha...

k la.. i think i like write until so messy. u all slowly try to figure out wad i'm writing hahaha!

Deepavali celebration... today!?

haha.. today's HT period was deepavali celebration.. i tot deepavali was still a long way.. haha.. anyway, it was quite cool and funny. haha.. when the first dance started, everyone started noticing mr sengu... haha... he was watching the dance with his mouth open.. haha... imagine him drooling.. haha... the dance was quite nice la... they were like tap dancing.. lol.. den there's a lady doing the beat thingy.. haha sounds funny.. "dae da di da di da di da..." wad eva.. haha....

it's real cool.. haha... enjoyed myself.. today was quite a normal. day.. haha.. kinda ran away from maths lesson.. me and the other guys went to the comp lab to play games.. hope no teachers read my blog or we'd be soo screwed.. haha..

nothing much happened today la.. haha... oh ya. break.. hah.. din see lilo around initially, but when we were leaving, i saw her with my class girls. ah.. good chance but, i din dare to go talk to them... haha... i was thinking whether i should turn back and talk or go find my leaders for the walkathon money thingy... so i decided to go find the leaders.. as i walked up the stairs, i cant bear to go up haha.... anyway, i went round school collecting the details.. when i went to S1, they were so.... erm.... or should i say i felt unwelcomed... wah.. i was looking for junjie... but one of them was like "go close the door." wah.... so cold sia... but nvm la.. went down and found him in A4.. tot he would be there.. haha... so checked with him who were the other 2 leaders.. haha.. i noe i very not responsible ah.. dun even noe hu my leaders are.. hee..

haiz.. still need to do the words thingy for hui wen.. sianz.. i dunnoe how to use microsoft word ar.... but i have to try.. bo pian.... so gtg liaoz see ya!

eh.. wad the heck am i doing!?

haha.. sianz.. today actually had the chance to maybe say hi or wad, i also din seize that chance... i dunnoe.. i think our eyes juz cant catch each other at the right time... haha.. nvm.. still got... erm... 2 years! haha.. i hope we get to do a project work or something like that together.. man.. confirm get to talk. hah.

anyway, my day was another great day! haha..it started off with G.P. i did not have any lessons.. spent time in the LT watching this show called dangerous minds it's a real nice show.. very touching too.. haha... cool... after that was P.E. played softball as usual.. it was really fun haha...

soon, the period ended. we went for break. i din eat cos no appetite. as usual.. so went back up, bathe and got ready for physics.. during physics, we went through our physics paper. haha.. i got 12 upon 20 for the mcq.. haha.. like shit ar.. nvm la.. over liaoz...

did nothing much today, except chinese was real fun and funny. haha.. kailing kept helping me with the answers. lol.. teacher was kinda impressed with my chinese 'knowledge' ahah..

dunnoe wad to write la.. this is one of my most boring entry ever! haha... go play games liao la... cya pple!

juz a short update...

sooo... i was juz chatting with lilo... but i kinda told her that i'll go to sleep... i din really go offline.. i juz appeared offline. cant bear to go offline yer noe.. being 'near' her no matter physically or online seems sooo comforting... it was really a big blow for me when me and ec broke up... i'm juz soo torn... for a friend i juz knew, lilo's real nice... she can be real caring.. real......... sweet. it juz kinda touch my heart so deep... she's juz the sweetest.... haiz... i'm really sad now haha... think too much liaoz...

lilo.... she's got a really strong stand on not having a boyfriend. hah.... she's real cool. i'll never noe when is the time she'd be open to guys.. but i'm really conteneted being her friend.. is like.. i dun need someone to love me cos i already have sucha nice friend whom i can talk to and cares.... somehow, my heart's kinda aching.. i dunnoe y.. is it ec? or is it lilo.... i have no idea.. i'm sooo fickle minded. hate myself for that. but i've gotten over esther... looking forward to what lies ahead... i'm enjoying life now no stress and all... but there's this small lil heart aches which i still have to deal with...

haiz... what can i do? i feel sooo lost. i am gonna put my faith in God and believe in him for what's best. but i too know roughly wad is the outcome... that's the small problem.. the 'gap'... dun want to say out what it is.. cos if i say out, things wont go in it's 'natural' way... yea.... i guess i can stop writing already. i'm feeling better now... so good nite pple...

last days of life...

i really hope i get promoted ar.. when miss lee told us that there's about less than 10 who are gonna retain, i got soooo damn worried.. i am really scared. i dun want to get retained.. it'll be the end of my dreams... but i am gonna trust in the Lord... man i am... thank God for providing too.. haha.. actually today i would not have enough money cos i gave my tithings for the last 2 months kinda drained me dry, but on sunday, my dad gave me 10 dollars extra pocket money. haha cool. God really bless me... *thank u!*

so school was cool today.. real boring in the morning cos i'm not in the study mood. but after i said my first joke, i became real lively. back on my feet. i kept telling myself i have to concentrate, and i kept praying and asking God to help me... i finally woke up from my morning daze and started paying attention haha... the rest of the day was juz very normal. had this card thingy for Home tutors haha.. sianz.. clinton made fun of me ar... haiz.. but nvm la. haha.. den i wrote one for the class and sadiq, kailing and i disturb miyane. haha.. we wrote one card which says from miyane to ts and k haha... oh yea... mdm sham wrote me one too.. wait i go find....
ok found it. here's what it says:

"Dear Gabriel,

Thank you for being such a cheerful student

you made my day when you kept calling

me 'mama'-not that I am old enough

to be your mother."

Regards,

Mdm Shamala.

sam and kira wrote me one too. haha.. thanks guys.. i din write cos i dunnoe wad to say but thank u guys a hell lot for being my friends. i appreciate it a lot!! Thanks for everything!!!! Especially the 7 knights of the round, sam and noodles, KL too... man... u guys are the best. hope next year we'd still be together... we've been through much together this year and u guys are my dearest friends i've ever had except for some others in the past whom i really treasure... especially my pri school and sec school friends. haha.... they've been trough much more with me heh... But still, i love u guys haha! once again, THANK U!

so anyway, after school, i went down to the canteen while the rest were in the comp lab.. listening to this girl play the piano.. forgot her name. but she's real good... she was playing jay chou's song.. ar.... reminds me of stuff...

i went to eat out with the guys den came home... that's about it that happened today. not a very exciting day haha...

Last night and today...

haha... last night... was kind of a sad night for me... i was juz feeling down all night.. regretted not going to the airport with the other guys. i was having headaches the whole night had sleeping disorders.. haiz.. however, it was quite a good thing that i din go out with the guys. haha.. i was down and suddenly pearlynn started chatting with me so i chatted with her.. kinda made me feel a lil better... when u are sad, u should drink. hah. it's crap i think but i juz believed it and had a few cups of wine.. haha... haha... pearlynn tot i was a heavy drinker lol! do i look like one? i had about 3 cups... finished the bottle last night. but i've been drinking that 750ml bottle for about 4 days already... oh ya. and i dun drink often la. so happened i found it in the fridge so opened it and drink...

when i was juz about to go to my room for some games, lilo came online!! wah... i was sooo happy... haha.. even she could tell.. lol.. man.. she juz made my night a beautiful one.. could not sleep after that.. haha... i really enjoy chatting with her.. she's soo nice... i guess i'm gonna try to talk to her when school begins on mon... spent a lot of time thinking of it.. making me really nervous.. haha.. i dunnoe how to say hi... to her... i'm gonna try.. a smile or something like that is fine too. haha...

so anyway, i din regret staying at home cos if i was with the guys, i'd miss my chatting opportunity..

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ok. about today. sunday went as usual.. duties and all. went out with dec and jon after church. go buy shoe at golden mile (i call it beach road garden haha). had a hard time chosing cos there were 2 designs in which i kinda like a lot.. but in the end, i bought the cheaper one... heart pain ar, my parents muz pay so much... it was kinda big so i had it chaged o half size smaller.. dunnoe wadz with me.. i'm always buying shoes that are juz too big and then regretting them later. but this time, ok la. the shoe dun look too big. juz a lil funny haha..

den i went to queensway walk walk with them. ate our tang yuans.. den walk somemore den they go home, and i go my grandma house.. have not been there for a long time... they are juz so happy to see me, especially my cousins.. haha... i love my cousins a lot. they are like my little brother and sister... one is 8, the other 6 and the youngest 4 i think... ah.. remember how i used to carry them around and when i'm tired, they wont let me put them down... haha..

came home after dinner there... den nothing much la... if got anything i'll update. cant remember wad happened today. muz be all the headaches causing me to become forgetful.. argh!!

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ok, i juz remembered. on our way to beach road garden, we went down to jurong, passed lake side.. my mom had to do something with her client. some documents.. so me and the other guys were really bored. decided to take pictures. haha...

haiz.. lack of sleep ar...

*yawn!* ah.. juz woke up from my long slumber haha... tonight will be the same as yesterday liaoz.. confirm cannot sleep... man.. life has suddenly turned torturous for me.. why.... i suddenly hate studying 10 times more. hate opening my mouth. having headaches. feel wierd all day. juz feel like spending time alone at the beach blowing wind... no, spending that time together with someone.. man... i'm so jealous of joel.. haha... his girlfriend loves him a hell lot... they see each other in school all day... i wish it was like that for esther...

i think things between me and ec would have been much better if my parents knew about her.... we'd be spending time together, she'd nvr feel neglected... and man... if only i could have put in the extra effort like joel to love her... now, she takes up this small portion of my heart, the rest, is with lilo... but... lilo... i dunnoe if things would work out for us.. if it really did, there's still this small little matter in which my parents would take into big considerations... but let's not talk about that little thing in my blog. hah.. those who know, keep it a secret. i really hope that i can be talking friends with lilo.. juz that i dun dare cos of how pple might look at me.. it's wierd yer noe... like if i talk to her, den pple start staring... i juz hope i got a chance to go talk to her. really muz pluck up my courage. at least now, i dun feel so wierd around her..

haiz... i juz kept thinking of them last night... couldn't sleep till about 2. i kinda miss lilo a hell lot... din get to chat with her these few days... thought about ec a lil too.. thought about how things would be different if we were able to spend more time together but it's impossible.. rugby and school commitments come before her.. like she said, if we get back together, things will repeat itself and i really think it will. so no point patching.

ok. about my day. today was ok... wasn't really myself. tried hard to be normal but it's really difficult. din go for edge. instead, i ended up sleeping for hours.... was too tired.. slept 3 hours... my headaches and everyday pain makes sleeping the most comforting thing... "dream, dream, dream....... dream....." lalala~ "i love you..."

went out with the guys a lil today. should have juz went with them and not came home. the most tired juz sleep outside, better than being alone... the problem is, why at changi!!! ar!! if not wouldn't have felt so lonely.. haha.. anyway, i'm gonna help a friend is is love life hehe.. it's gonna be a problem cos this girl i noe, i noe her very well. she needs some convincing and i'm gonna try convincing her about something. haha.. dun worry. not help her make decision but juz convinve her over something she says about herself.. hah.. secret.

so i came home and watched dodge ball haha... damn funny ar... borrowed the dvd from kira.. Mr White Goodman.. haha... loser... hmmm... whenever he snaps his finger, michelle would appear. haha... den kate, she's really damn pretty!! especially when she ties her hair back in a bundle. hah.. i think all girls look pretty when they do that. haha... that show kinda made me forget about my current life. haha.. i juz enjoyed it so much. now i juz want to watch white chicks. heh..

ok.. so i wanted to go buy shoe. but my father damn lazy ar... nvr bring me. ok.. so stop here la. gonna go relax my brain.. having headache again....

wad a damn lac day!

haha ok.. today's friday. one of my most favourite days. haha... its so damn relaxing. haha.first up was P.E. as usual, we played softball. haha.. i looooove softball (but i still love rugby more). haha.. dun feel like changing games the next time round haha.. ok.. so my team lost. but nvm. at least we noe we played hard, played fair and that we had team spirit. we din lose our cool haha... it's damn fun to work as a team. everyone happy happy. especially me and yi chuan. cheering each other on. today i also suddenly can bat properly!! haha... *shocked!* man.. so fun... i feel like playing it now.. haha.

ok. after that, i was break. after bathing, my body was hot and cold... haha.. i became very very very tired... felt like going home. so sleepy. and my neck is somehow contributing to a headache. haizx... so anyway, there was no G.P. cos mdm shamala not around. kelvin, kira and i went down to the comp lab.. man.. cant really use it. cos pre u 2s needed it for project work..

ok. soon it was chem. chem was quite ok la.. juz copy answers for promo paper... man.. i made quite a few mistakes.. haiz.. i hope i can pass.. miss lee say i did quite ok. i hope it is and A pass... haha... i used smiley face to rate my marks.. if not, i wont have the slightest idea how i did... but i got a feeling i'd be advanced.. i need to sooooo hell pass my chinese and G.P. i think that's the hint she gave.. argh.. i so scared... somemore kai and clinton nvr come school. funny idea of going and pray in temple. haiz... like that only make teacher think they trying to escape class.. judgement day sure kena one..

so... school ended. had an entreprenuer meeting. so i guess it's juz the E-club members going for the competition.. cannot have others cos fees are very expensive... haiz.. still tot can work with jun jie, bra and kira.. haha... nvm.. so anyway, i kena pang seh.... so got stuck in school... juz went around schoool, waiting for rain to stop... went up to hall to chit chat and watch em play badminton and volley ball.. haha.. volley ball got one girl quite pretty ar.. haha... anyway, i was juz talking to jj.. he showed me something.. make me did a lot of thinking hah.... so he din wan to tell me other things but i juz went home cos rain stopped.

nothing much la.. juz met up woth grace and we took the same bus cos she going to bukit panjang... den reach home, i sleep from 3 plus all the way to 7. haha... now typing this. soon, i have to go for net.. wanted to go fishing today but nvr plan properly.. haiz... kk... go eat dinner. babye!

juz a thursday..

ok. so today is juz another great day for me.. haha.. morning was my favourite chem lecture. den had a break. where we kinda juz sat down and chatted and den we went to the comp lab. soon bell rang but we were lazy to go up. it was maths lesson anyway.. so heck la. haha.. when we were about to go back, i met pam.....

ok. so pam wanted to tell me about wad she had been doing. haha.. it was real mean but... i like it haha! so i shant talk about it cos i'm lazy to list the details. i'm juz the kind of person hu doesn't like to talk about these stuff unless they are really necessary haha... ok. so i was a bad boy. kinda instigated the quarrel between sam an miyane... it was all about friends and trust.. haiz.. my fault la. haha.. pai seh.. juz wanted to make miyane guilty. heh. anyway, things turned out fine. pam also managed to solve her problem.

so chinese period was different today cos my teacher's sick. joined the other chubby chubby, cute cute teacher haha.. the one with a very loud voice. she went through our chinese exam paper. that's all... after that was G.P. mdm sham said she wanted to give us some free time so i was sooo damn happy cos i was planning to sleep during her period. so i said that i wanted to give her a hug wuahahahahaha!!! anyway, i din. juz becos she said she's givin us free time, most of us took this advantage to run away. haha.. kira or dunnoe hu say do chem project in the lab. den all say the same and ran away... haha...

we were walking out and i was kinda reluctant to... lilo haven finish school ma.. haha... but i cannot pang seh them. so i went with them. walked to the bus stop liaoz den sam called kira ask if we want to eat cake. lol.. of all the things to do... anyway, i had no money so i din go. kira din go too... we went home.

came home, bathed and spent most of my time sleeping.. haha... was soo tired.. den i woke up eat dinner and watched naruto... oh yea.. haz called me. she wanted to tell me how proud she was of me.. haha... guess i've really improved in rugby.(really have to thank her for bringing me into wanderers...) i'm gonna work harder! juz like naruto. a loser... but he change. he works real hard. and that's wad i'm gonna do. gonna work together with the rest and come back after A div with something! i'm gonna practice and practice. shan't play a fool during training too.. haha.. but i think i'll die if i become too serious. haha..



oh yea.. juz now.. chatting with lilo.. den aiya.. my mom want to use comp.we were doing some birthday thingy which seemed fun... mdm goh taught her class that thing. anyway, nvm la. tml i can still chat with her... kk. so i stop here. nitez everyone!

shabby day turned great!

ok.. this morning i woke up late again!! last night slept late la.. i din wan to go sleep for some reasons. hehe... woke up at 6.45... den i fell asleep again haha... woke up at 7 i had to rush! BRUSHED my teeth and put on my lenses.. din get to wash face, shave and bathe... haha.... so i juz waxed my hair and left.

reach school, i was kinda pai seh to look at pple. cos i look like begger changed into uniform, use mucus to gel hair and chiong to school hahahahaha! anyway, the day started off with boring chinese... was sooo tired, i kept falling asleep. kinda disturbed millie till she sen wo the qi haha...

den go back class for boring maths.. was asleep once again.. maybe that's why i'll never improve... haiz... so.. finally break. we went down to the canteen and for once, lilo's sitting at our area. haha.. cool.. but we din want to squeeze there so went behind and sit haha... i finished my meal fast went up to comp lab but it was full. came back down saw kai and kelvin persuading miss lee tell them their marks.. kai was sooo persistent... pushed miss lee all the way to the library. haha.. i juz sat there. cos i din want to go up for lecture so early...

went up for lecture... boring lesson again.. i listened to mp3 and juz copied wadeva was flashed on the screen... it finally ended... and it was time for home tutors... damn boring.. i was damn hyper by then cos i had sooo much sleep... haha..

after HT, had to stay back cos got rugby. sat down with josh sagnita and yesmeen... den that yesmeen.. forever nothing better to do, disturb me.. end up disturbing each other non stop till i had to leave for training.. today training physical sai.. but it was much more fun than i expected. haha... we like ran round, up and down the schol block. wasn't that tiring. den did sprinting upslope at the backgate. i was sooo shocked cos when i reached the top, i wasn't tired till i did the jumping jacks la.. haha...

so went to the gym to do weight lifting... ar.. made my hands all soft but for a while only la... den came my favourite part. playing touch!! yay! i tot we weren't gonna play. kept checking with johnny. cos i'm really determined to score try today hah! i have been working on my plan for some 2 weeks already and i finally get to try it out haha! at first i was disappointed cos i could only do that trick with kira. but we different team. but while we were playing, i had this chance to score a try when i side stepped alan. but ONE of my feet went out. damn! den another chance was when i looped ah seng. but he nvr pass me the ball. haha.. their winger kena sucked in.. that one i confirm score one. even ah fek noticed. but he say i never say where to pass the ball haiz..

finally, we got to play on the field! i was sooo damn happy cos it was yr 1 vs yr 2. me and kira same team!! the prob. they won't put 2 noobs together. but zhi wei let.. i really look up to him for that decision. cos if we were really playing like noobs, the yr 2s would have scored tons of tries against us. i seriously think that i have so damn improved on my defence. the yr 2s din score one try against me. hanchin dived, i catch. navin dived, i catch. navin scissorsed me i catch. johnny also scissors me and i caught him.. i am really happy.. wanderers have taught me well.. i am gonna work harder though! i wanna be as good as the rest some day...

so me and kira were waiting for opportunity to do our DS move haha.. i finally saw the moment and shouted "now!" man. we made it! kira dummy. i dum half. i broke through catching the winger and out center offsite! ahahaha!! man.. when i ran pass them, and was looking back, i saw the yr 2s juz stun there haha.. kira was like desperate for the ball.. so passed to him, score try! woohaa! me and kira's special move! i was kinda arrogant... but i din mean it that way when i shouted wanderers training rocks.. din mean to show off that i was in wanderers. rather, i was trying to say that wanderers has taught me well! yeah! kira joined too. and that is why we could execute that move.i hope that more school team will join wanderer's training. it's real good.

i am soo happy that we could work as a team! i kinda shoot navin a lil cos i din like his attitude, but i apologiesed. seriously, we're playing as a team. i dun wan to have fights or disputes with anyone. i should start talking to LC and alan too. their not too bad. alan was nice praising me there and then. i kinda worked fine with LC. man.. good game today!

ok. so that's all la. dun want to make my entry so loh soh. haha...

A blessing in disguise?

ok.. so my day started off bad... woke up late in the morning and yet i was falling back in bed and sleeping haha... so had to rush last minute... my eye kinda ached.. dunnoe why. i think it is a pimple... man... a pimple of all places.. argh! so reached school on time *thank God* one good thing. next nice thing was seeing lilo... ah..... makes my day.. haha...

ok... back to my day starting off bad. after assembly, kinda had my name called out together with kira, seng and some others... tot it was some briefing or wad. guess not. mr chee wants to scold us for not attending a workshop... haiz... so i was like trying to tell him that it aint our fault. i din noe the msg's for me cos carolin juz asked me to pass to teck seng and kira. i tot if it was a msg involving me, she'd tell me herself. haiz.. guess she din do it. i'm not blaming her though. so we juz sat there till kira cant take it and starts arguing back. man. control ur temper. not that wad u did was bad.

so mr chee let us off earlier cos it was due to miscommunication. we went up to the hall where we were suppose to complete our 'master pieces'.. i did some of those bubbles.. quite fun. halfway finishing a bubble, mr chee came up and called me. he ask me to get teck seng and kira so i called them too.so he started his apology saying that he should not blame us and all and guess wad, he added that he wants to nominate us for the sc! wow. cool. he was impressed that we were indifferent.(dunnoe if i used the right word) he was happy to noe that we were unhappy cos he said we were irresponsible and all. most thanks goes to kira too who hit Mr Chee real damn hard.

i went back, sat down with danny asked her about this morning's briefing. she said that we've got to stay back this afternoon for our student facilitator's meeting. den we were talking about how boring her 2 and a half hours were in the workshop ts kira and i skipped. (lol... we were playing pool.)

ok din do anything much after that. had to go to LT for the workshop.. it was a 3 hour workshop. but our teacher/instructor/wadeva u call him, was real good at hanging on to our attention. haha... kinda enjoyed it... oh yea.. i played the scissors paper stone game and kinda became the king eagle lol.. guess millie's the queen eagle. hah! cant belive i won her.. i was like haiz.. lose liaoz.. den i suddenly win hahaha... i guess asking her to put the scissors thingy was a good idea. it lowered my options... haha...

break..... nothing much happened la. juz that we went back for the school song thingy which was real damn fun hahah! i asked my whole row together sing low pitch and high pitch haha... fun! sounded silly. but we made pple laugh hahaha!!!

ok. after everything. i was like YAY! GO HOME! and guess wad. thank goodness i saw teck way. he reminded me of our meeting.. haiz... so millie wanted to see me too to psyco me help her sis in her business. when i heard the description, i knew it was MLM.... bunch of exploiters... cheat customers and workers.. stupid. business's all about cheating. yea.. din accept it.

meeting started once miss lee came. after she briefed us about making the board thingy, she brought me aside to tell me something. she said because of some reason, mannan's no more the publicity i.c. and since i was second i.c., i was gonna take over his place. hah.... cool. so i'm gonna have my secretary soon. hehe... i think he had problem with Mr Chee this morning during our 'scolding'... have to see wad miss lee says.. she say she'd tell us some time soon...

ok.. so aint it a blessing in disguise? i went to play pool and got myself into trouble which causes me to get nominated for the sc, allows me to miss 2 and a half hours of the workshop and allows me to take over my department... cool.... ok so stop here.... babye.

days after promos...

i'm enjoying everyday now.. it's juz sooo. cool.. cant stand it. haha.. i hope that there'll still be tests and all or i'll forget everything i've studied. haha.. definitely cant wait to get back my papers. hope i can get promoted... *prays hard*

so... today was a real fun day. no classes no nothing. we had games in the morning which was quite fun. i played floorball. den after that, had a money talk thingy... it was quite cool.. nothing nice except for the aircon. the funny jokes they could come up with. haha.. den it was break. wasn't hungry except that i was feeling cold.. den i was disturbing kannan. so played with his bag trying to act like a nerd. arh!! they keep saying i trying to attract lilo's attention. if i wanted to, i'd go in front. haha... i juz wanted to play a fool. even if lilo not there, i wanted to disturb kannan haha...

after everyone finished their food, i suddenly came up with this dare thingy. which in the end, i kenna it myself. haha... den after that, akira did the next 2 and finally kannan's which was the funniest! haha.. clinton came up with the 'pick-a-boo' i came up with 'pica.....choo!' haha.. so kannan's dare was to go up to shamala and scare her with the 'picachoo!' haha... he went up and did it. man it was soooooo damn loud hahaha.... ivan lim was behind him LOL! haha....

ok break's over. went up for the art thingy. haha.. fun. i had to cut some foam thingy.and i did like only 10 circles. den i spent the rest of my time with kira, clinton and kelvin play 'frisbee' we used the styrofoam to play haha... den pretended we were some naruto ninjas. haha.. the nicest one was when i threw many circles of styrofoam at one shot and it flew in all directions soooo cool! haha...

den after some time, i saw this paper thingy and decided to use it as a bat. so we played softball there. haha.. kira, mark and i. haha... very fun ar. i remember got 1 time i hit the ball liaoz. den trying to go for home run, kira wanted to get me out so pass a fast ball to mark. guess mark din dare to catch. cos hand will pain ar.. den it hit the window pane! hahahahaha!!! the whole thing fell off... so we had to go down and retrieve it.

ok... after that, i was showing sulfie and mark some of the breakdance move i could do. or should i say 2 of em.. haha.... so i was trying to ask them to teach me new ways of doing it... guess the other ways are hard.. they ask me try for hand stand. but i no balance haha.... den.. i went to play with the pen knives.. haha.. did some silly thing with it. dunnoe how to describe la. but i got myself cut in the process of playing with it haha.. but the cut doesn'y hurt at all haha... cool.

so after that had this boring principal's talk. den we were dismissed from there. yay! so i went out with the guys play pool. i think i need to save money liaoz... haiz... ok. den came home watch naruto again. den play comp and stuff... boring ar... can't wait for this friday. should be going down to the beach haha.... gonna be fun man...

ok stop here for today... nitez pple.

my first, nice sunday in a long time... (edited)

ah.. today's a real nice day... finally.. i have enjoyed a sunday.. today morning was on video duty, so i did listen to much of the sermon. it was quite interesting and quite applicable for me. after my shift, i went up to the video room. den esther and joy who were on GP duty suddenly start talking about that stuff haha.. i remember one of em. "what is a bomb in a bra?" answer is titbits. hahahaha.. got it? tit-bits LOL! man.. was funny... oh yea. i remember another. esther foong made fun of joy. den joy like want to wack her. den brian said " becareful later burst den the silicon will flood us!" haha... esther foong like nothing like that. guess she juz accepts the fact. haha cool.... den esther ask joy to drink. maybe will grow haha.. so bad...

so after service, went down to lot 1 with dec and jon. went up to the arcade and wanted to try out the initial D thingy. i din play cos i left my tapz at home.. so maybe next time. it kinda looked real fun. saw dec and jon play. not bad.. haha... hope if i play, i won't get addicted. lol...

so after that, we went to eat long john. that was when jon left us. haha.. he din want to be tempted by the food i guess.. haha.. i bought combo 1, double fries with the hershley's cos it costed only a dollar! man.. i have learnt my lesson. NEVER to double fries again.. haha.. i was soooo full haha.. i loved the chocolate pie.. ah..... heavenly.. ok, after eating, went up to get dec's lava lamp. i want to buy too.. but i no money... haiz... so after buying it, we walked out thinking whether we should go back to cck building or go dec's house. we could not decide. walk out halfway, i told dec "ok let's go play with the lava lamp!" so we ended up going to his house

there, i juz slept and slept while he stare at his lamp waiting for the wax to melt.. haha.. i remember, it was a small blob at the bottom. when i went to the toilet and came back, it became like a strand of...... SHIT! ahahahaha! i had photos but can't get them yet. if not can show u guys haha... it ended up like that cos the air con cooled the wax once it reached the top.. so dec lowered the aircon... thank goodness.. i was freezing inside.. i was sleeping.. sooo nice... he got a real nice bedroom he can see the stars at night.. cool...

it was soon time to go back to cck building cos i had evening service duty.. so kinda reached late. was playing his comp.. jeremy seaward's real good at worship.. man.. it was sooo nice.. the songs were cool and all... i juz enjoyed myself worshipping God.. hah.. elvin was on the electric. it was not bad la.. made the backbone of most songs.. cool!

so i had to do duty... was sooo tired. thank goodness brian was gonna take over me or i'd die.. haha... after service, ec asked go home with her cos she want to talk... had a lil talk time with her... now i'm real messed up... haiz.. wad should i do.. i really dunnoe.. now she loves me a lot. but i.................. i mean.... i totally gave up once she told me that the past would repeat, we are not meant to be, he's the one.. i noe i should not be typing this in my blog again but wad can i do.. i want to talk it out.. but the person i really wish to talk to now isn't online.... wish i had her no... but i'd be like a pest to her do u think? dun want to end up like that guy hahaha...

oh yea!~ i have a new maid for my grandma. she worked in taiwan for 3 years so she can speak chinese haha cool! maybe she can teach me to speak proper chinese. lol... indonesian teaching me chinese ahahahaha! guess my old maid is gonna leave soon.( the one that does house chores. yea.. i noe like very pampered got 2 maids haha.. but i hardly depend on them. it's my sis that pushes em around and i dun like it..) gonna miss her.. she's like part of my family... den gonna look for another maid again.. haiz..{4.53p.m. 18 Oct}

now i juz wish she'd come online... i juz reached home.. i think i'm gonna bathe now. see u guys tml....

peaceful saturday...

wah.... such a nice day.. after promos, life is sooooo relaxed... so woke up real late in the morning cos i slept late last night.. haha... den i played comp watch tv and all.. suppose to go help make sandwiches for tonight's edge, but i din want to go to desmond's house.. wanted to go straight to yishun and help out. in the end aso nvr go.. cos dunnoe wad to do la..

left the house at 4.45 p.m. took the church bus down. stupid bus soo bumpy today. can't sleep... haha... soon, we reached yishun building.. man.. the rooms and all changed quite a lot.. it looked a lil more spacious. and also, it looks real nice.. finally a place where the edge can call home.. haha..

Me and my church guys!

so.. started off with worship. kinda felt the front was too empty. so called to the rest to join and go to the front. i signalled over to R1 guys they say ok. so it was like who's gonna take the first step. haha.. i was also scared la. but in the end, i juz heck and went out. so the rest juz joined me. ok.. it's been a while since i've really worshipped God. it was nice.

so today was gonna be like some house warming party. i knew that there won't be any sermon.. that's why i wanted to ask akira come. tried kelvin too but we kept going online at different times. haha.. so i heck la. anyway, it started off with this game which lasted half an hour.. we were suppose to built wad we want to see in future in the youth center using things like bred, carrot, luncheon meat, celery... some other stuff too... so me and some other guys decided to build the pool table. it looked damn cool and i believe, the best among all haha! show u guys the pics.

so we won! haha.. we had the most votes. actually region E was winning. den the rest of all 7 votes were region F. my region! haha.. yay! we had chocolates and some kind of box thingy for prizes.. kinda lame but better than nothing haha.. man it was soooooo fun! edge rocks! after all the games, was refreshment time.. so i got to get a bite of the bread jonathan made. haha.. din really eat anything much.. too lazy go get food. went out juz to get drinks den started talking to kay kay.. man... she's grown to become sooo beautiful haha... especially after cutting her hair.. now she also look so much like esther. haha...

pretty hor? i should take a photo with her, den all u guys jealous wahahahaha!

ok.. i went down to lot 1 after that. i played wartran. and i suck! argh!! so long nvr play liaoz, now play like shit.. stupid... waste my money training last time.. haha... but nvm la.. last time i can 1 person complete. now 2 person, i still keep dying.. haha.. maybe i must start with 4 person together play den can train. haha..

waited for fabian who die die want to win that guy in initial D. take sooo long hah.. so me and dec wanted to go see bags so went down first. but shop close liaoz.. so we saw the lava lamp thingy.. i want to buy. but no money.. cos i juz remember tml need to give tithes.. haiz..

went to eat the ball thingy... den i come home. fabian's dad drive.. actually i want to say a lot of things.. but too lazy to type. now so late liaoz.. wanted to talk about getting new clothes haha.. den also i'm feeling love sick cos of blah blah blah today.. but i think i dun feel like writing about such stuff so dun write haha...

Last PAPER!!!!!!

soooo.... today is my LAST PAPER!~! woooooooooohaaaaaaaaaaa!~ physics kinda went quite ok.. dunnoe how i'd do.. i had problems with kinematics. but after miss lee came to me and looked at my paper, i was motivated to fill up wad ever i could! THANKS MISS LEE!! haha.. when i finally could fill up something logical, i looked up at her and realise she was looking at me trying to fill in the blanks. i smiled at her. she gave me that really sweet smile no guy could resist falling in love haha.. i was too embarrass to look up after that, so i juz concentrated on filling the rest up haha.. oh yea.. i had a good sitting position today haha.. i could see lilo from where i was. nice and clear haha.. but i din really had time to look at her.. but i did get some glances though... she seemed so concentrated on her work.. haha.. kinda motivated me to stay foused. so i did... haha..

anyway, after the paper, had to rush home cos those guys want to catch the 3 o'clock show for 'white chicks'..so had to reach there by 2. but kira wanted to meet me at 1 at jurong. so i had to rush man.. walked out to the main road to catch my bus.. as we approached the bus stop, we saw pearlyNN suddenly, me and kira had the same thing in mind. we din tell each other wad to do, but we ended up doing the same thing ---- scaring her. haha... gave her a shock when we bang the glass panel behind her ahahahaa!!! my bus came real fast i bathed and got changed immediately once i reached home... soon, i left the house..

cant get a nice photo of it.. best i could do!


reached jurong at about 1.05 pm. haha.. kira was wearing the ' I am a VIRGIN ' T-shirt. haha.. it kinda looked small on him lol! it kinda attracted quite a lot of attention; the bright red T; the porn like thingy at the back.. haha... so... reached there real early.. din have anything to do so played at the arcade.it was fun. we play world combat. long time since i last played.. finally got to play it.. so fun.. both of us kinda reached quite far.. haha..

after that went to meet the rest. have to wait for clinton and kai! two very ai swee one haha.. they come lioaz kira was like 'wah!!!' haha.. kai wearing white shirt with jeans and sunglasses too! kinda disturbed him about the sunglasses.. i kinda said that i felt sorry for him cos there's no sun. haha.. he looked like some actor. hah! oh yea. kelvin was today's man in black haha.. it looked kinda cool. lastest ah beng style LOL! den me, i am today's man in blue hahahaha..

so we went up to meet sam and miyane.. went to que for tickets and guess wad!? sold out!! darn! so bo pian lor... all of us went down to bk to eat.. sam and miyane today damn wierd. dunnoe wad's wrong with them. but heck la. we guys had lots of fun. and i really mean LOTS! haha.. dropped by paradigm hoping that we were able to play pool. waited very long time ar.. so we played, talk cock. talk about how to get girls no. took some photos too haha..



after we got bored waiting, we went out to play some arcade games outside. we played the spot the difference game. accept this one is different from the lot 1 machine haha.. lot 1 machine is all those skimply dressed girls pic and differences there is harder to spot. but this one at paradigm, is cartoon one. a bit easier to see haha.. we played til about lvl 7, den kira killed us! haha.. he kept pressing at the wrong spot den we ran out of time, died. haha..

ok we left. decided that going out trying to get girls no. was more exciting. haha.. i din really like the challenge but i juz played along haha. in the end aso nvr do anything. so as we walked down to far east, we met jasmine(S1) haha.. i guess she's with her friend. so we juz walked and walked till kai decided to bring us somewhere else to play pool. it was sooooo odamn fun! haha.. especially the table where 4 person were playing. when clinton play ar, extremely funny sia... haha..den that stupid josh kept talking about which girl pretty, which girl hot.. but they all with the bengs. den he like wanna bustard one of the beng cos he got broken arm. den josh want me to tell him how to say broken arm in hokkien. stupid guy. when i dun want to tell him, he ask clinton. heng clinton nvr say out loud. if not surely got problem one.. haha.. but even if got problem, we got 7 guys! while they got 3 only. haha..



soooooo.. after playing, i kinda had to go.. cos of net group... i had to go for net.. it's more important.. but i really feel like staying with the rest. it was soo fun.. i even forgot that i had a paper this morning.. haha.. so came home, go for net, come home. typing this now. that's all!

quiet, comfy day... (updated...)

hah.. today i'm spending the day as if promos are over.. haha.. i studied a lil here and there.. now i am having a headache... gonna work hard on electricity later... wanna do well in electricity.. dunnoe wad is coming out, but i hope more dynamics and electricity..

so i'm real bored now... feel like chatting with lilo. but i'm afraid i'd disturb her.. haha... it's really nice chatting with her.. she a real nice person.. nicer than i tot... i juz enjoy chatting with her.. is like though we have juz became friends, it's easy to talk to her about anything, everything.. hah... i guess, it's cos she's open ya? i dunnoe... but chatting with her helps me forget about this torturous world haha... it's like another dimension. lol... like i am chatting with someone i dunnoe yet, it feels like a long lost friend haha.... wierd..

ok... so today i din go with the rest to sam's house to study. i bet gabe's really looking forward to me going down (i think).. i cant study much with friends.. my bad habit.. cant stand them studying so hard and not enjoying life haha... that's how i feel.. to them it might juz be thier job to study as a student.. juz that i find studying torturous... i'm wierd haha...

was watching naruto juz now.. haha.. so damn funny. but the show like damn loh soh.. not enough action for 1 episode.. i think they should like combine 2 episodes together.. haha...

i think i'll get back to studying.. so see u pple tmr ya? all the best for tmr's paper!

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ok.. juz updating cos i feel lonely.. haha... i kinda miss lilo now... or do i miss the other? i dunnoe... i miss having someone who would love me i guess... i juz feel lonely... no one to talk to, no one to help me forget about the present promos and whether i'd be promoted or not... haiz... used to talk on the phone with her a lot.. now it juz feels different. but it's my choice that we're separated now. i am happy being single, but i do miss those times a lil... i dunnoe if i'd have the chance with lilo.. it's all about time now.. i am happy being friends with her.. at least MI life wouldn't be so boring anymore.. hah....

i juz feel like quiting school.. spend my life in some fishing village, a kelong perhaps? catch fish, eat fish, sell fish... boring quiet life... but life is not all about being alone.. it depends on who u spend ur life with... i dun mind the lonely village life.. if i have some i could spend those time with.. away from all these urban terrors... the world is juz advancing too fast... the final days are coming... how long more will humanity continue on? i want to live life to it's fullest before i perish...

man.. it's sad knowing that someday u'll have to die.. but i've told myself time and again not to fear death.. it comes to all.. and by the time i am in heaven, i'd be enjoying life more with the one who created me... but do i deserve it? wad have i done for Him in return for His Son who died for me? i know that there's still someone up there who loves me though i am suffering down here on earth...

so anyway, gonna stop here. dun wanna write too much crap haha...

(8.03p.m.)

Maths... let's not talk abut it...

ok.. so today's my maths paper.. and i dun want to tell u guys about how i had 2 and a half hours of free time... man... i wish i would run out of time doing the paper.. i'd be soooo much happier...

so anyway, today after school, walked out with the guys.. den me and kira decided to go home so we separated from the rest. when on the mrt, we decided to go down to JP, and since it was still damn early, i went. so we ate long john there..then we went to sportslink renovation sale. (like there's a sale like that) ha! nothing much inside.. so went to the comic shop kira wanted to go and buy his comics.. now i noe where his money go to.. haha...

i came home, halfway on the lrt, i saw my sis and her friend. they both boarded the lrt. so i din approach her. she din see me either haha... so until we got off then i went up to her.. blur girl haha... at home, i juz played games after games.. gonna study physics tonight and tml...

yay! tml no school! no paper... can't wait for exams to past.. i want to enjoy myself during the post promos! we'd be like watching tons of movies, go down to the beaches and chill.. man.. it's gonna be soooo cool! looking forward to ice-skating too.. it's been a while since i skated.. wonder if i still can do some of those moves....

so yea.. that's about it for today... hungry now.. so gonna go get dinner soon.. babye!

Chinese Paper

heh.. sorry ah hui jiun... dunnoe wad title to put so have to talk about my promos again haha... so erm.. chinese paper today was quite slack and relax.. if i pass, it'll be a miracle from God! haha... i had lots of sleeping time...

haiz.. tml maths..and all i noe now is a lil bit of log and A.P. haiz... hope to get about 10 marks.. lol... so anyway, after school today, we went to bukit batok to eat KFC.. haha.. kai ar kai... keep looking at girls lol.. den everyone else joined him. haha... after eating, we went down to sam's house.

at sam's house, we started off watching the ending of pokemon movie with her bro, gabe (too)... so there was quite a problem cos when they call gabriel, both of us will turn haha.. i din do anything much. the rest kept playing tai dee as if there was no paper tml.. i dunnoe how to play so juz walked around.. talk to sam in her room.. talked a lil with gabe.. played his digi-vice.. man.. have not touch something like that for a long time haha....

soon it was time to go. so i left with kira.. went separate ways.. took 985 back home.. oh ya! N-GAGE QD now 98 bucks!!!! with 4 free games!!!! woah!!!! i want to buy of course! but my mom like usual, half ok, half not ok. haha.... i think i can psyco her to buy it for me. but i'll feel real guilty... so i think i'll juz remind her here and there.. see if she wants to buy for me or not. haha..

ok.. so i haven studied for maths.. maybe i'll go do some revision now.. see u pple tml!

Chem Paper.. UPDATED (muz read!)

ok today's chem paper was ok.. not so difficult and not so easy.. man.. everyone said lots of question came out from TYS... i din study my TYS properly.. haiz.... hope i can pass.

so after the paper, i walked down with the rest. they were gonna eat and i was going to follow them. i kinda changed my mind cos i was not hungry. i wanted to cut my hair real badly haha... so i walked out to the bus stop with them. met liana and eva. chatted with em a while till they left. den i was all alone.. after some time, jj and zhida with S1 guys walked down. and after they walked past, jah jah a.k.a faizah came down a bus and i din notice. haha.. so she came over and chatted with me. we were like not making sense to each other which kinda made me the silly and blur one. haha... we were chatting about lots of stuff.. geog, jiajia liang teh(which sounds like her name jah jah) haha... had a lot of fun.. haha.. girls juz loved to be cheered up ya? haha..

so soon, my stinking bus, after so damn long came and guess wad, at the wrong time! haha... stupid bus.. when my bus came, i saw lilo at the traffic light.. couldn't the bus wait.. argh!! but at least i got to see her la... so happy i am back in school..

anyway, i am gonna go do some stuff, bathe, den go cut hair and bathe again. haha... need to cut my hair in order to save time in the morning.. this morning my hair kinda sucked. took me less than 5 mins to do it. juz made a mess out of it.. hah.. kk should get going already..

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ok. so i am back from the salon and guess wad!? i have NEVER felt SOOOOOOOOOOO damn pampered in my whole life before!! wuahahahaha!!! man.. it was freaking cool! haha.. she cuts my hair and when she finished, i tot it was time to go but guess wad, she asks me to go down to the showering thingy and wash my hair! haha.. not all... she ties the towel round my head like a turburn den ask me go back seat. den she dries my hair for me!!! ahahahahahaha!!!! man.... it was way cool. when do u get a girl touching ur head for so long? heee! =D it was sweeeet! hah! man... den she gels my hair for me with some sweet smelling strawberry flavoured gel.... awww..... nice... and my hair kinda looked cool! hahahaha.. but a bit wierd la. i dunnoe how to make my hair like she does.. too bad cant take any pics... dad overseas... tml morning muz do experimenting with my wax, clay, spray EVERYTHING! haha....kk that's enough. later all u guys want me to bring u to that salon. (oh ya.. i din mention. my har dresser's kinda good looking too. say.. 24 yrs old? hee...)

i dun want this day to past..

haiz... i dun want this day to past.. cos if today pasts, it means exams tml... i really want to see everyone but i fear the exam.. i dunnoe how i'll fare... haiz.. i am so worried.. i really want to pass... i really need to get promoted.. i really want to be with everyone else...

anyway, my day after my previous entry was really dull.. din do anything much. studied a lil though.. juz finish watching Zhang Wuji.. nice ending... i think i am gonna do some workout den i go bathe and study.

so i'll stop here... juz want to say all the best for tml's paper..

Have i Drifted away?? (Kim Possible)

hmmm.. i really wonder at times, have i drifted away from God? hmmm.. i really dun want that to happen but u should noe how powerful the human brain can be.. it is really hard to keep in track. hah! maybe cos i am more caught up in school with my school friends than with church peeps.

i juz came back from church and it kinda felt wierd being back in that building haha.. maybe it's becos i din go to church last week. it was really nice studying at bukit batok mac last week. church today was like usual. but everything felt foreign. the pple, the way they look at me.. haha.. wierd...

so i've gotta go study soon... i really really wish to go back to school... miss everyone.. cos maybe i'm feeling lonely haha... so i think i'll update again later..

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was watching Kim Possible this morning. haha.. wanted to show those people who do not noe who she is. HOT aint she? haha...

i am sooo distracted...

man.. i am so distracted now... i dun feel like studying i juz feel like doing nothing and start thinking... argh... haiz... i really miss lilo a lot now.. wish i am in school.. feel like talking to her... feel like noeing her.. haiz... i feel so bored now.. i cant stand it. wad can i do?

tml got church.. after that, i think i'm coming home to study. finish up last minute revision... hope monday's chem paper would go well.. i want to pass it soooo badly but i am not studying very hard... wad am i gonna do.. wish that there was someone to push me.. constantly questioning me.. if only miss lee was my sister or mother at home.. hahaha.... she will juz keep questioning me the whole day, making sure i noe chem inside out. haha...

i think i should go do wad i feel like doing most now den go to sleep... i really hope to see lilo soon.. miss her... nite pple...

My G.P. Paper!!

ok.. today had my G.P. paper. i think it went quite fine.. i really hope that i can do well this time... for my essay, i did the one on 'Should Singapore import foreign talents for sports' i had to do quite a lot of brainstorming cos i had very lil points initially... in the end, i manage to finish with 524 words. quite ok la.. should have wrote a lil more...

so my compre... i think i ws ok only la... my summary might get very lil marks i think. application question, i hope i can get at least a 4.. the compre wasn't too difficult i think. i juz hope that i would have sufficient language marks to pull up my grades.

anyway, after the paper, everyone was going down to sam's house to study but i wasn't. i feel that i won't be able to study so i went home... too bad lilo din walk down.. if not can see her a lil more.. hehe... oh ya. i think i am really a bad bad person.. this morning, when everyone was outside the hall preparing to go in, i kinda walked past lilo... i juz kinda walked past her like i din see her like that.. haiz...very bad ar? i think i should have said hi or wad.. i dunnoe why but i juz can't look her in the face.. no guts... man...... that was really bad...maybe if next time i have the chance, i'd say something..

ok. i came home and the first thing was watching tv and having my lunch.i was sooooo hungry.. i did not eat my breakfast.. haha.. after that, i went to sleep hehe... when i woke up, i decided to go bathe.. talking about bathing, this morning was soooooooo damn cold ar! after my shower in the morning, i came out and i was freezing. i din close my window too. then the cold breeze kept blowing my wet body argh!!! freezy.......haha...

i woke up, studied a lil, played D2 for quite some time, studied a lil more and now, typing this. i think today went on quite fine.. except that i missed the chance to chat with lilo, cos msn got prob. haiz.. i noe she came online cos i visited her friendster hehe... man... wasted.. today is gonna be a nice day though.. there's gonna be the Zhang Wuji show later. wanna watch..

see u guys on monday and all the best for chem paper k! dun over stress urselves! babye...

A really HOT day!

wah.. today really damn hot ar!!! P.E. we like nvr do anything, i was perspiring so much. haha... den some more today nvr bring towel for showering haiz...

ok my day kind of started off bad. first i remembered that there's P.E but i din bring my attire haha... so i got a new set since i wanted to get one new t-shirt for quite some time. man.. both the T and the shorts costs $7 each.. make me broke haha.. but i can go claim from my mom. hee...

P.E. was quite fuin haha.. could not play in the field, so we played in the tennis court. we played criket at first. but it din turn out well so we played rounders. haha.. quite fun la.. i remembered my first opportunity for batting during rounders, i picked up one of the poles (which was tinner than the cricket bat and softball bat) and wanted to use it as a bat for fun. guess wad, i hit the ball!!! wah!! hahahahaha... man it was so cool. rozlan was like "gabriel, dun play a fool la." den i say nvm, try. hahaha i hit!! woohaa!!! kira tried and rozlan aso same thing, he came over tell me and dunnoe hu. say later kira malu.. haha.. he din make it though but he was damn close to hitting the ball. juz a lil too low. oh ya.. i think it was kai and kira hu hit the ball off the court and i had to climb over the fence to retrieve em haha.... i like to see the ball curve out of the fence.. looks damn cool. haha..

ok, enough of P.E. so break was nice... lilo's nearby hee... den went up for maths, stayed there till mr saw finished his lesson, den me and kira slipped off to the comp lab. haha.. kinda felt guilty, but it would be a waste of time staying there since it was self study. after that period, shamala came in. i tot we were so damn screwed. but guess wad, teck seng help us. say we're in the toilet. hahaha...

so chem lesson, self study again. and i kept drifting off to the corridor alone. miss lee tot i have a lot of xing shi but dun have la... i juz wanted to be alone to think about promos and stuff... u noe, talking to God and all haha... guess she noes about all my probs and all the silly happenings. cos she ask me hu's that girl and from which class haha... but it is not all those la... i juz dun feel like studying and feel like thinking that's all...

after chem class, decided to go hall and help arrange the tables and chairs. kinda felt that i should help and not let juz S2 do all the job so i heck care the rest of my class and went down alone to help em. it was quite easy and fun. got danny and tee wei wad.. haha...so got it done in no time den decided to go home. but i had some questions so went to look for chem teachers.. had lots of questions!! den ask Dr Chia until he like want to die. haha..

i went back to classs after that to get my P.E. attire.. when i reached the class, i saw sandra with sam they all playing cards.. so i took my stuff but i was too lazy to leave... i was cooling down in class... it is so hot out there.. so i rest on the tables with the t-shirt covering my face... so sandra start talking a lil about lilo stuff and i juz listen.. couldn' catch everything as they were speaking in chinese. den i also cant tell if she was talking to me or to the rest.. was kinda pai seh around her.. haha... i think she did talk to me some times but i din realise. haha.... i blur la.. haha...

after all those questions and stuff, i came home.. man.. the weather's so hot. in the bus, the air con was like blowing gently on my hair, my head's bowed and i was falling asleep. it felt sooooooo good.... i could juz sit there and sleep the whole day. haha..

ok, i gotta go bathe now so see u guys tml and all the best for promos!!!~

Back From Wanderers training..

man.. i'm soo tired. i had soooo much fun playing touch juz now. it was real cool.. cant believe they still remember my name and i have forgotten theirs.. lol... so i kinda have this blister on my foot now which hurts and my knee got problems again... haiz....

wah.. after trainig, me and kira went to bathe. ah... i love to bathe after P.E or a game.. it feels so.... heavenly.. the water and all... cool..... after bathing went out to wait for my dad. he's coming to pick us. heng ar... i tot i had to go home myself haha... so haz and kira tagged along. sent em home...

oh ya.. i juz want to say this... seriously, our school could have beaten combined ITE for M1 touch tournament. we should break the mindset of a stiff formation and damnit we should! oh ya. dunking the ball is also damn good! gonna prepare one move with dunking and try it out tml. i am sure our school team can be first in our next touch tournament. gonna prove it to the rest that wanderers training do pay off.. juz have to be more alert hee..

anyway, juz wanna talk about some stuff that happened juz now. after school, i was with kira at comp lab. about 3.30, i went to look for miss lee to tell her i need help. went back to get book and juz nice, bell rang. this means lilo finish school. tot i would see her on my way out, but i din. so i juz made my way up to the LT and guess wad, she's there! cool! haha.. one thing i've realised is that i dun feel that nervous around her now only when someone disturb either one of us den i'll feel a bit embarrassed haha..

ok now i noe how to form equations lioa yay!! dunnoe whether still got any problems.. haiz... i muz get promoted... oh yea.. mary came in!!! haha! it's cool to see her around. damn fun to joke with her. she's damn blur and so disturbing her is fun. mary is a real lazy girl but she's nice hahaha....always dun clean up PE room haha...

ok after the Q n A thingy, i went back to look for akira and continued with MU till the lab closed. tanh's a real nice guy..no reason. juz nice haha. man.. i really enjoyed myself today... especially consultation.. can see lilo sooo much haha... kk i go sleep tml got P.E!!!

2 more days to PROMOS!!!

sianzzzz 2 more days and my worries begin... man.. i am so afraid i wont get promoted ar... my mom is even thinking of transferring me to poly if i cant make it... i also might not be able to get into a university course if i fail maths.. but i am not worrying much about it.. i juz want to be promoted or else, all i ever dreamed of will be destroyed.. haiz....

so my day today was nice like every other day. haha... first was chem lect which was quite fun but i felt that it wasn't that enriching.. after that, was break. haha... we din want to go back to class till the second period cos it was maths.. but seng la.. want to take attendance den me and kira bo pian go back... on our way up, i kept talking about y they want to go back class and stuff like that. mdm goh (S1 HT) was there too... so we kinda walked together all the way up and suddenly, she walked into the class!! aaaaa!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha... so i guess she knew our plan. lol.. stupid seng. he wasn't even in class for maths lesson though he was the first one to run up... he see mr saw not there den run away...

S1's really lucky to have her as their maths teacher if i am not wrong. she is a really good teacher who despite her soft voice could attract our attention. haha.. i was talking about how mr saw and her are the same but the noise level different haha.. if i had her as my maths teacher, i might not have ended up like this now.. haha.

so she left after 1 period. cool! this meant that we can run out of class. haha... so we went to the lab to meet seng, clinton and kelvin. den wanted to play MU. but all those stupid comps all spoilt. cannot play, accept for seng's.. argh!!!! wad de heck!

soon was chinese.. sianz... we took our own sweet time to go up.. haha.. den we met mdm goh! oops! haha.. but she din say anything. she only ask which side i walking cos erm.. dun wan to bang onto each other ma.. den i din get wad she was trying to tell me. haha...

chinese passed damn slow.. i was gonna die waiting for the bell.. haha.. den when she finished teaching, we had our free time. i was so bored i walked around class trying to beg her to let me out for a short walk haha.. in the end she let me out. hahahaha.. den walked around the corridor after a while i went back and i was so restless that i think i was scaring her. haha... i din understand wad she was saying in chinese la.. but it sounded like i was scaring her. lol!

after chinese, wanted to go down for a snack before we returned to class but akira wanted to see 'u noe hu' so din want to go down with us. but i wanted him to go with us so i came up with this idea juz for fun. i said ok let's go towards her (akira one) class den walk down the stairs maybe can see lilo. yi ju liang de haha.. so he agreed. haha.. i have good negotiating skills dun u pple think? hee.. when we walked down, guess wad, we really saw lilo! haha.. i was like usual, nervous and all haha... i dunnoe why i like that also..

ok so after G.P, which was quite fun, me and kira went to the lab where i am typing this now. so stop here already. my essay damn long liaoz haha... later got club training... so see u guys tml!

i love my blog!!

man.. i juz love my blog a lot... everyday after school, i'd juz look at my blog read my stuff and juz feel comfortable.. my blog kinda allows me to relief stress haha... nice place to be after school.. haha... wierd ya?

anyway, today had not much happening accept that i broke down for some reason. miss lee kinda freaked out i guess hahaha... actually i'm juz fine.. nothing much happened. she din have to come console me.. kinda make my heart more pain haha... before that, i was juz tearing cos i couldnt hold back those tears.. dunnoe why haha... i was really ok. juz wanted to be alone that's all.. raynuka cried too... nobody knew until after class.. i guess she was too tense and stressed... now i noe why miss lee was so worried... 2 break downs in 2 periods haha...

so erm.. everything was back to normal after i had my own time during maths.. we had a test. and i was comforting myself solving the functions questions. hahaha... cool. i manage to solve 1 on my own. once again, i got 6 marks. yay!!

so my day was quite enjoyable especially after physics lecture which passed by real fast... akira rushed off to the comp lab to book comps where we would spend the rest of our days with the others playing MU. haha... but before i went up, i wanted to go look for lilo... juz felt like seeing her after all that has happened. i guess i missed her.. spent some time in the canteen but din get to see her so i went up cos i a lil scared la.. haha... also later kira say i pang seh him... haha...

ok we played till night study. den went for dinner.... blah blah blah.. the usual stuff happens... den now i am at home. so gonna go get ready for bed cos i want to shower in the morning. if not like today, nvr wash hair den my hair cannot wax properly. behind kept standing hahaha...

4 more days to promos!

hello ppleZ!!!! wondering how's everyone coping with their studies. haha.. i'm still erm.. studying (like real) haha.. i think i should start to stress myself haha.. i am not feeling stressed though i am studying.. i scared i cannot get promoted ar... hmm.. i muz get 2 A lvl passes and 1 AO pass in order to be satisfied. haha.. gonna do my best. i hope.. hehe...

oh ya! want to thank u guys for all those hugs haha... i still remember.. how pathetic it started off.. no one gave me hugs haha... now i am eating icy cold watermelons and typing this... man.. cold watermelons... my favourite... gonna go get some chocolates too. haha..

so i had fun today... in the morning, i was playing with the guitar and i suddenly found a cool jazz tune. man it rocked haha.. cool! and the best part, i can make it sound like my blog song. haha... the first 2 periods were so boring haha... when i the bell rang, i was like YAY!! P.E!!! i got changed and went to practice my jazz thingy haha.. den we quickly rushed down as we din want to be late.

so i had a game of softball as usual. haha.. i guess our team din need akira nor josh to win lol. i felt we did well on our own. haha..as usual, me and bra together. haha.. man we rock! i pitch he catch. in the first 2 game, we beat them 4 to 9 wuahahaha!!!i juz kept cheering my team mates all.. everyone was juz chilling and enjoying that beautiful game. haha.. this time i was a bit ambitious haha.. after i tapped the ball with the bat, i decided to run 2 bases.nearly failed man.. haha.. kelvin slided as usual but i was faster wuahaha... SAFE!! man.. my team rocked! everyone did really well!

so after that i was going back to class den we saw miss lee. haha... as usual, made fun of her a lil. den suddenly lilo walked by. haha.. i got my tongue tied and i lost my words haha... so paiseh haha... but it is nice seeing her. it's been a while since i've really seen her. i dun even have the guts to look at her. hee...

anyway, the rest of the day was boring. after school was throwing cards with kelvin haha... had fun.. den went down with akira and kelv. wanted to go lab. den saw my IBU! haha... so played with her touch ball for some time. haha... den at that time when we were about to return haz's ball, jun jie had finished school, mushroom head waiting for him. haha.. i went back to the canteen. den erm.. blah blah blah blah... making fun of me... blah blah blah. i regret not saying goodbye. haha... dun understand wad i'm saying? haha.. it is for me to know only. =) man.. i'm one shy guy. except when it comes to typing and chatting online ahaha...

nite study... like usual, i did more work this time. ahhh.. yesmeen.. argh!!! she keeps writing stuff on my hand and it cant be washed off!! ok.. that's not all but nothing to talk about wad she did la. stupid stuff haha.. so i dun type liaoz.. haha.. man.. i'll die sitting next to her haha.. but she's a cool person la. now i noe her true colours.. haha..

ok. i wanna go do some stuff liaoz. good nite!

Time really flies...

haiz.. time really fly by so fast. promos are coming. so fast... i cant wait for promos to be over cos there are so many things i wanna do... like fishing. going down to the beach. relaxing and stuff.. studying aint my type of lifestyle.. cant stand it hahaha...

today was a nice day that passed by real slow.. din really pay attention today cos wasn't really in the study mood haha.. i cant remember wad nice stuff happened today only remember the ending part of the day. haha.. after school me and akira were playing guitar... he was trying to play some song... at first it was a mess, but after he practiced for quite some time, it kinda became quite good. so i ended up playing with him as there were 2 guitars. i juz played some solo tabs while he did the strumming part. i think it was quite cool if we can combine our pieces. haha..

i stayed for night study today. it was fun.. starting i was chatting with some pple, den went out for dinner. when i came back i chatted with hazwana and her friends and kinda made new friends haha... after some chatting, i studied chem... finishing up some work. called my dad. he had to pick me up real early and i din really want to go home... haha.. wanted to go home a lil later but nvm la. cos the rest were leaving too..

during the time when i was waiting for my dad, we were having fun chatting about stuff haha... some yellow/girl's stuff? lol! it was funny and silly la. jun jie dunnoe wad is cleavage haha... i think he act blur. actually i also dunnoe until sec 4. (i tot cleavage had something to do with geog!!) pamela lee ask miss chan tell me.( talking about secondary school days) haha.. so paiseh. pamela.. haha.. man.. she's like a sister to me... same pri school, sec school, and now MI... haha...

ok la. i stop here.. i hope u pple are studying hard. get promoted k? i'm doing my best to get promoted too... i cant wait for P.E. tml... go study and sleep liaoz.. nite pple!

It's a BeaUTiFull DaY!!!

wow.. wad a beautiful day it is today... had some nice dreams in the morning which i will touch on later. hee... today i dun have church service, but there was youth rally which i din go.. haha... but i nvr thought a sunday without church could be so nice too... haha...

man... this morning when i woke up, the first thing i felt like doing was to go down to the beach and have some time of relaxation.. but now is promo time ar... haiz... today is such a beautiful day for going down to the beach. haha... so i kinda woke up late at abt 9... quickly got dressed and went down to bukit batok to meet nic to study.. haha... i kept talking about going to the beach.

after some time, i kinda missed da gang.. asked them to come down and study with me but they dun wan... argh heck! i cant wait to go back school and see everyone... miss em all... after studying a while, i met jun jie from ntss at mac. haha.. i nvr tot i'd see him there. it was so nice seeing him! i left nic alone for a while and went for a walk at west mall with jj. we played at the arcade for some time before returning.. haha.. man... i miss going out with my sec sch frens..

so anyway, when i came back, my eye suddenly caught this girl at the corner of mac with her friends. she looked so familiar.. so when i looked again, i saw evan! so it was evan and deniece!! cooL!! haha.. (pri sch frens) i went up there and they were so shocked to see me. they were like screaming away. they said i looked a hell lot different haha.. of course la! so long nvr see each other.. so we chatted for some time till we were chased away cos there was gonna be a party there. so intro them to nic. and nic kinda noe one of em.

anway, i went out a while and came back and the girls went to sit else where liaoz.. too squeezy up there haha.. so nic and i went to join them. i think nic kinda like em. haha... nic quarrelled with the mac personel over some stuff. (dun tell him all these are in my blog ok!!) but he resolved it after that. when we were about to leave, he asked them for their no!! oh my! so daring haha... but i like it. so they din wan to give him anyway, haha... i got their no. he dunnoe how to ask me lol!

from the start of the day till we went our separate ways, nic kept asking me to exchange phones haha.. but my n-gage is my precious.... it is like my wife lol!! i din exchange in the end. then i called akira to ask him whether want to go out and study.. called me back after so long.. i was on mrt. but i din mind going out again to study. in the end, he cannot go haiz... waste my tum!(mr chan) haha... j/k ok.. i went home...

when i reached home, i went to check my friendster. and guess wad! juz like my dream this morning, lilo replied my note i sent her!! woohaa!! i am floating on cloud 9.... this morning i dreamt that i saw lilo's reply note. but when i checked early in the morning when i juz woke up, there was no note. but now, there is!! ahahahahahaha!!! yay!!!!!! today is such a beautiful day...

today is such a beautiful day... such a beautiful day... such a beautiful day.................................................... *pooF* off to study!

Stay home Saturday

ok.. today was my stay home saturday.. din wan to go to school in the morning so ended up slacking and watching cartoons with my sis. haha.. din do anything much.. went to bathe before lunch.

in the afternoon, when i was about to start on my work, i decided to watch tv again haha... at the same time have my lunch. my parents also juz came home from the market. so i was in my parent's room watching tv and eating lunch. came across this show on AXN it's called 'A Knights Tale'. this is a real nice show about great courage, passion and deception. i loved it. haha... when i was watching it half way, my father suddenly pounced on me and started wrestling me. arr... stupid la.. haha...

anyway, after the show, i really began on my work. studied chem. was doing the cambridge guide thingy miss lee gave us. i din do much though... soon, i started gaming. haha... occassionally went back to work. oh ya... i drifted off and played with my dad again haha.. we were throwing cards at each other this time. haha.. i remember how to throw accurately already haha.. my throwing skills are suddenly coming back to me..

at night, i watched the chinese show, the Zhang Wuiji one.. erm.. heaven sword, dragon sabre or something like that haha.. it is a nice show... and in today's episode, i kinda remind me of me and ec thingy.. it was showing abt how Zhiruo hate Zhang wuiji cos he went off during their marriage. so she was very sad and hated him.. man.. i guess esther hates me a lot right now.. but it's ok... she'll simmer down after some time. i noe she will..

so now here i am typing this.. oh yea.. remember abt me leaving lilo a note? haha.. i guess she hasn't read it yet. but i am feeling real anxious abt it. haha... cant wait for her to reply. k la.. i think i surf the net a while more den go back to doing work. gotta sleep early too cos tml i going to bukit batok to study. i've made up my mind to start from scratch and study my Maths C again.. crazy ya? haha.. nic will be teaching me.. i hope things go well... i really want to get promoted. hope i can get 2 digit marks for my maths this time haha... see u pple!

A future dream?

ok. i juz watched a movie about how science mixed with entreprenuers can become the next big thing... haha.. it's a really cool thing. it is like wad i do in E-club. We entreprenuers come up with good ideas and then we put them into action. but right now, we are still young.. dun have the ability to look for pple to do the inventing for us. haha... but it's cool. i am intrested in science and at the same time, i am also interested in entreprenuering... (actually, more interested in entreprenuering) juz need some scientist friends in future. haha... now i noe wad i want to do in future already haha... juz some silly stuff that i felt like sharing...

anyway, i am having quite a nice night now... enjoying myself, still not studying haha... i had that wierd feeling again like that day... maybe i am juz feeling worried, that's all haha.. hmm.. i better go get some sleep.. i think i might want to drop by school tml to study.. so goodnight pple. =)

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haha.. hey passer-by! i think u dun understand wad i meant.=) i am not going to jio her but juz be friends with her. maybe it is like u say, i dun have the chance but i still can get to noe her right? i guess there shouldn't be any prob being friends, unless i have been a real niusance during the pass few weeks...

man.. i am still nervous around her.. i think i should juz try to be normal since i'm trying to make firends.. dun want to make things akward. =)

anyway, let's talk about my wonderful day today. haha.. in the morning it was quite fun cos we weren't doing any SRP cos shamala is too caught up doing a lot of of things around the class. so most of us were like walking around chatting.. haha.. fun. i was at the OHP hehe.. guess wad, i was using the mirror to apply wax on my hair. haha.. den ivan lim walked by. and he had to take a second look at wad i was doing haha.. thank goodness he din do or say anything. haha..

ok P.E was up next. i had lots of fun playing softball.. haha.. we trashed joshua's team 16 to 8 at first. den after that it was 20 to 15.haha... was so damn fun... enjoyed myself. i juz love playing the those pple. nice time to make new friends too.=)

after that, i showered, met bra for break. finish eating, den went back to class relax... after that were 3 short lessons. had a maths trigo test i was quite happy with it cos i noe i am going to get 6 marks out of 20 it think. it is better than nothing. i tried to do the paper. so it is like 25% correct. yay! den i had G.P where i did nothing again. passed real fast. finally i had chem. chem was ok la. i took the teachers chair and rolled around.. haha. oh ya! miss lee gace us children day's present haha.. muz be cos we are her dear children. haha.. i did some chem work and i was so engross i din noe the bell rang. haha... so i rolled the chair out once again and did my work outside the class for fun haha...

after school, i was suppose to go library study with kira but i din feel like so i dropped by the como lab and saw hazwana. helped her with her work. and when we were about to leave, S2 pple came in. Lays they all. so i joined them serve friendster... haha.. enjoyed that time with em. was fun.

ok.. today was a really nice day hope the other days are also as cool. so i need to go for net meeting soon. see u guys real soon!