29/12/05
juz a motivation entry.
i have to study! i have to, have to, have to!!!
it's the 29th... man.. how fast time flies....
but still, thank God for everything. especially after yesterday. i dunnoe what happened to me, but i was attacked sooo badly.
i went into like, i dunnoe how to explain. i hate my life, i hated school, i hated math, i felt far from God, i felt left out, i felt everything a person wouldn't want to feel. and no matter how i try to convince myself, it wouldn't work.
i remember juz before i went to bed, i prayed. i pray in the name of Jesus and Bound that spirit.
guess what! i felt great after that. din noe why i did not think of it earlier. it's juz that before i slept, i felt a thugging to pray against this feeling.
so i did. and now, i am back to what i was before it happened.
ah.... now, i have to start on my math... have got tuition later at 6... ha... dunnoe how i'll do man.. am scared but! i'll juz have to face next yr knowing that God's in control ya! =D