27/09/06

after watching urban life just a moment ago, i'm part excited and disappointed!

i wanted to do my own documentary on the ulu side of singapore around pongol,(after As) in which the urban life featured. i was just telling lay kuen about exploring that part of singapore a week or so back, cos on the map, it's just an EMPTY PATCH. so i was curious.

i'm disappointed that someone was ahead of me, (as usual) and excited cos, it must have been a good idea that it's featured on tv! hahaha... i'm still gonna go there and get some pics to do my documentary hahahaha! i cant wait!

I'M DYING FOR AN ADVENTURE!!!!

i'm definitely gonna find my way to the break waters at pongol, it seems like a quiet, undiscovered, yet beautiful place.

I AM DEFINITELY GONNA RIDE THE OTHER 2 LRT SYSTEMS! ha....

and i dunnoe if i can go backpacking to china end this yr with roy. hopefully i can, but my mom wants me to complete my diploma.. BUMMER!

I'M DYING FOR AN ADVENTURE!!!!

i pray that one day, ONE DAY! i'd have the opportunity to be a travel journalist. hmmm... i dun mind working in a resort by the sea too, like that of paradise in penang. paradise is a wonderful, most beautiful hotel, with some of the really coolest, embarrassing times hahahaha!!! cant help but remember.

man.... now i fell so silly. hahaha..

oh well!

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i spent my day studying quite a bit today, rather pleased, but i have to study for another 2 hrs before i feel satisfied. so i'm off to study!

25/09/06

dun go crying cos jonathan lost haha!

the malay population have probably burnt a large hole in their wallets hahahaha!

I TOLD U HADY WOULD WIN! hahahaha.

personally, i like jonathan's voice, cos it's more manly compared to that of hady's and his voice is more of what i think i'd hear on a cd. whereas hady's voice fits more like erm, the oldies kind of songs. haha... reminds me of crooners and jazz singers. oh well. hahaha...

anyway, with my new hair cut, i have become singapore idol HA! ok, i'm joking. it's cos, someone told me i looked like hady from the side and on my way out of school, another called me jonathan, cos i had his looks. HAHAHA!!! i should've cut my hair before grad tea. hahahaha!!! =P

LALALA!!! I'M AN IDOL! HAHAHAHAHA!!! EGOEGOEGOEGOEGO =PpPpPp

anyways, so far, the my papers look, i say again, LOOK quite fine. i've passed every paper i've gotten back except for physics paper 1 in which i failed by 1 mark. ha... man...

I PASSED GP, FINALLY!!! crap man... for someone who gets A2 and B3s (and once in a long while A1) for english, I AM FAILING GP! crap. hahaha... oh well, i passed.

24/09/06

It's so nice to see all of you every sunday! =D

i really aspire to be like pastor miguel. man, the love he has, it's just sooo wonderful. thank God for pastor miguel.

i wished i had his life. a powerful man who loves God with all his heart, loves our generation, and a man, who makes a difference in sooo many pple's life. sadly, not many would come to know of such life changing experience.

only one miguel, but a whole world out there. i wonder how i can be like him, it'll be so nice, haha.. may sound silly, but i love loving others. it makes me feel good.

i always wished i could be someone who'd make pple happy, show them another side of life. but these days. i need that someone to show me the other side of life. haha... as i grow up, i realise how real reality is.

no more happy go lucky me.

graduation tea

BeNgz. SeE WhaT sEE!
alright, so yesterday was graduation tea. ha... it was rather fun, and kinda nice towards the end.


so i was playing around with josh's coat. i always wished i could have one but it's so ex and i doubt i'd use it that often haha...



ok, i wasn't tt keen on taking pics ha.. but i just realised i took so many pics with the girls and not the guys.


lame right!!!


and this! so sweet right!!!
that's me singing during MI idol hahaha!!!

the teachers made these lil buttons for us. and only 2 classes had our pictures on it whereas the rest just had their names ha!



one thing i hate about me now, is tt i've grown sooo fair! (and fat) hahahaha... but anyways, look at the sunglasses!!! wooo!! hady bought em, and they look sooo cool! so i took it and played around with it. hahaha... i look like the american highway patrol huh!


one half of the class


and the other half.



the picture's rather blur. me and lay kuen had awards!! haha.. and me and kannan marched her up to stage HAHAHAHA!!! body guards. too bad, no pics.


ah yes, my maths teacher =)


YO BRUTHA! I AM BIKER!
let's go void deck and RelaK One Korner.

anyway, with this outfit, many more others wanted to take pictures with me! hahahaha... too bad i do not have em. i was running around without my cam. haha... at least i know i have impressed my malay friends hahaha, (i think.)

and yes! the teachers did a little skid for us. hahaha... was sooo cool! and funny of course.

hahaha Mr Fung and i
he dresses like me and i dress like him, in school. hahaha!

and the most impressive thing everyone mentioned was from the side and the and back, we tuck our shirts the same way ha!


BeNgzZZz aNd LiAnzZzZ uNitE!!!
ah beng, ah tian~, ah hua, ah lian, ah lau! hahahaha!!


OMG TOOT TOOT!!!


MI 2nd SC/FL

A RUFFIAN SPORT........... ROAR!!! PLAYED BY GENTLEMEN. =D

hmmm... i guess that's about all la. hahaha. and like, i think the post is long enough hahaha.... we went to town after tt, hang out a lil. had some other pics. but i've yet to get em. ha...

19/09/06

AH..... GRACIAS SENIOR!

i really love these few days. no matter how things have been, no matter how i've been feeling, i'm definitely feeling more happy than before. MUCH MORE!

"all of you is more than enough for all of me."

the love of the Father is simply soooo wonderful, once u've felt it, it's just wonderful, like falling in love. how everyday seem so wonderful, no matter how bleak it may be.

pastor miguel has been a great blessing in my life. i feel so much drawn back to where i left off.

and just now, i was thinking of something i've been praying for, and so coincidentally, he gave the example, and the exact thing i asked God. hahaha... it's cool.

Lord, i'm patient.

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neways today, the first time i played so crazily to the extent i'm bored of maple hahahaha! i want to put the pics on, but for some reason, i do not want to ha...

i finally feel like a pro, yet so bored of it. hahahaha... ok, it's up to joash to continue playing! =P

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ah, school tmr. papers. haha... seem like i've not done too well, i guess. haha... but no matters, it somehow does not worry me. but i'll study hard. i've improved in terms on time spent on books since prelims and i hope this continues.

ok, last night, i was a little sad a pictures i saw, but oh well. what was i thinking haha...

k la, all i have to say is i love everyday. =)

18/09/09

AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what is this i feel!?
jealousy, hatred?
why did i not know it existed?
it's long over, aint it?
but why when i look you,
my head just feels like splitting,
my heart races,
my mind just starts spinning.
why do i feel this birst in emotions?
why do i want yet not at the same time?
what must i do to keep you out of my mind!?
I SWEAR i do not want to have anything to do with you.
i do not want u to linger deep inside,
my head, my heart...
i do not want you anywhere near me, cos it melts me.
WHY CANT I DO IT!
I THOUGHT I HAVE GOT IT OVER!?
i thought it is out!
I HATE IT!
cos i really do not want to think of anything,
anything from the past, anything in the present.

i'm going for a run.

16/09/06

to fear You more.

just what i was praying for the past few nights.

thanks jesus, for everything. it's nice to know someone knows.
those words i'd never forget.

"a pure and genuine heart."

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anyway, happy birthday desmond!besides this, i dunnoe what i want to blog about. just passing time. but today, was totally nice and cool.

ice-skating, service, dinner. (now i think i have a lot to write haha)

skating was just so good, whenever i am like speeding, it's cos i'm doing it unconsiously. in my mind, i'm just going through so many things. things about life, nice things... ah.... everything.

ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM! weaving through everyone.

and u'd know when i snap out of my thoughts, that's like when i trip a lil or something hahahaha!!!oh well... i loved today. all the way till now. every second of it. i want to replay today like 10 times!

hahaha...k la, tmr would be better, and i'd just look forward to every single day. sometimes, being too happy makes u feel rather confused. haha...

15/09/06

aint today just a perfect day?

ha... i love the way it rained the whole day, the sky's dark, the sound of the wheels of cars on the road, with water splashing, the buses, that eerie silence. i just LOVE it.

anything to do with nature and water. man... I LOVE IT!

"i felt so drawn to go out and play in the rain.
think of you and forget about everything.
with droplets of rain on my face, and some in my eyes.
it's better than tears, when i'm in pain........

where ever you are..."

and just a moment ago, i looked out the study room's window. i see town, sooo brightly litted and so pretty. with the sky illuminating a pale yellow against the dark sky. ah....

"then i think, what would you be doing?
such a small world, yet we're so far apart.
i'm in my own world, and you in yours.
wonder what else's out there,
wonder if i'd get to to see it all...."

discovery travel and living.

i just love this channel. u discover, travel and live life to the fullest enjoyment. isn't it just wonderful? if only i was rich i'd discover that whole world out there.

it's sooo sad, i only see the world and travel through the television.

12/09/06

man... it's sooo sad la! everything i read through for physics did not come out!! haha... nvm, this means there may be a chance it comes out for paper 3 and i better get to it!

yesterday i dunnoe what happened to me man. i was like knocked out! reached home, watch the 7pm chinese drama and then flat, on my bed. woke up to find myself having a stiff neck! ha... oh well, after tt i just continued sleeping till the next morn.

i thought i'd be able to wake up early and study the next morning. but when i woke up, i was still sooo sleepy argh!!!

anyway, hahaha.. sweeeet dreams once again. haha funny, wierd dream with miss koh in it!!! hahaha.... must be saw her sitting with luke chen that afternoon so like hahaha, dreamt of her.

oh well... wonder what i'd dream about tonight. haha... did u know it's scientifically proven that things u try to forget at night, u tend to dream of it? haha...

okok, actually i've got lots of pics to post, just that my hp and comp are not cooperating. haha.. got quite a few stinking funny ones. and today i squeeze the remanants of my lunch into a cup in KFC. haha. U SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT! THE WHOLE TRAY! (of course not the tray la, but everything on it!) hahaha...

k la, i've got to study study study... study hard pple! =)

11/09/06

so, all the sms from friends all wishing me all the best as i prepare to go to bed. ha thanks!

i'm feeling rather prepared, but i know it's still not enough. neways, i'm working towards my ultimate goal which is the A levels. if i can keep this up, i'd cover everything by A levels. and i'd be NO FEAR! hahaha...

i'm just looking forward to my days ahead. they do not seem so gloomy anymore. doesn't matter how i'd do for A's but whether i studied for it. even if i do not do well, i'm not worried anymore. some how i know i'd carve out my future myself if i'd continue to be what i am now, and if i improve every single day.

i'm thankful for friends. be it those i'm close to and those i'm not. one person who definitely encouraged me, was this guy I DO NOT EVEN KNOW! we met playing some online game, hooked each other up with msn and yea, he was great encouragement. i dun even know he's name. or rather i forgot cos it's been almost a year since i met him. he was taking he's A's back then haha...

anyways, thank God for everything. gonna go to bed. =)

10/09/06

"i am sam" is just so beautiful...

i dunnoe. i'm just real sad, real heartbroken. man... i wish i nvr existed. i hate everything. i wish i was good at my studies so that i can make my parents proud. but i simply hate it.

i feel sooo good that i've done almost 40 structured questions for chem over the past 3 days, but it's still not enough. i need to do more. but it's so hard. i am trying. i am.

i dunnoe what to say. i just longed to be appreciated and loved. it's just something so simple yet hard to get from anyone.

09/09/06

ok, for the past 2 days i've been living alone, and have come to realised that i actually like it. or maybe so that i can study.

when they came home just a moment ago, i find myself stuck, i dunnoe how to explain. when they're not around, i'd study at the dining table. when they come home, i feel like i have to retreat back to my room. though i did not do that.

i kinda like them not around. seriously. i use to think the house was rather lonely and would turn the tv on just for the noise and go do something else, only to find out tt my maid turns it off everytime i walk away. ha...

now, i just like it the way it was the past 2 days. i managed to study SOOOO much more. I REALY MEAN SOOOOOO MUCH MORE!

i think it's cos of the environment. yea... i prefer to be alone, or somewhere quiet where u do ur thing, i do mine and we study. just tt i'd end up starting a conversation everytime i study with my friends haha.. BUT! i still do manage to study. if i study alone, i'd just turn to the comp once i'm bored.

i did think of moving out, but realised that i'm not independent enough. yea... am pampered.. wish i wasnt. ha...

i wish they did not come home... GO AWAY!

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anyway, during the past few days, my mom took away the power cable of the modem so that i wont use it. of course it's impossible to stop me from coming online. i dunnoe why... i guess i'm hooked.

of course i searched for a spare i had for another modem i use to have in my room. so yea, i managed to come on the past few days, BUT I STUDIED K! (though insufficient) i hope i just keep this up, i'd do fine if i do keep it up.

so when my mom returned, i asked her to help me set it up. she say "yea, later" so i waited. i know she did not want to help me cos she did not want me to find out where she hides the power cable. (like i care HAHA!)

so i SAT THERE AND WAITED! till i couldn't stand it, i plug it in myself. AND U KNOW WHAT! the last time i asked her to help me, SHE LIED TO ME!!! CAN U SO DAMN BELIEVE IT! she said she had to call them up to whatever reinstate the line whatsoever crap la. can't believe she lied.... MY MOM! LIED! OMG!

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man.. reading my previous entries, i realised sooooooo many gramatical errors and sentences which do not make sense!! hahaha... edited some, but lazy to edit em all... like what in the world... haha...

08/09/06

ha, laykuen, i want to upload for u but got problem. haha.... sian.

anyways, now that my whole family's away, i'm home alone and i have the whole KING SIZE BED to myself!!! (this time i did not say "master bed" ha!) WUAHAHAHA....

ah... was so cozy la, my parents room.. never knew... bored just turn around and look out the window.. sooo nice. i can put my lap top next to me and blast songs till i fall asleep and NO ONE TO NAG!!! hahaha..

i remember not wanting to wake up, cos i had stinking sweet dreams!!! ah... there were many things i dream about... MANY! haha... especially the last blog i went to before bed. man, i dreamt of her and all her friends on the blog which was rather funny. (one of the few i remembered cos of the white-dotted-with-red-mickey mouse sleeping dress thingy girls wear.)

best part, i was a jet fighter pilot! WHOOO!!! hahaha.. sooo fun.

cos of all the sweet dreams, i woke up SOOOO LATE LA!!! ARGH! i woke up at 9.50!!! MAN! i slept 9 hrs!? i just wasted about an hour of my life sleeping. haha...

oh well... i hope i have more sweet dreams tonight. maybe i'd just die dreaming. and thought heaven's all a dream. hahahahaha.... i guess i wouldn't mind. the earth's coming to an end soon anyway, so i'll go ahead and rekki heaven for all u guys here. hahahahaha...

OK, i better stop crapping. back to my books!!! (i am sooo not gonna pass prelims...)

07/09/06

hmmm.. i'm rather happy with today as the amount of work i did today some what surpasses the other days. if this keeps improving, i feel tt i'll be able to cover what i need to know.

however, there's not much time left. i wish i had another 2 weeks extension, but i only have 4 days left.

NO PROBLEM! i'll do what i can! tmr too! =)

hopefully, it's good enough to pass at least 1 subject. haha.. i know it's pathetic. i'm not talking about an AO pass. if i get 2 A passes, it's an achievement. ha... i'll do something, somehow, hopefully....

06/09/06

MAN, oh MAN! OH MAN!
(not boy, oh boy oh boy.)

haha, joke.

anyways! THE IDOLS ARE GETTING SOOOO STINKING GOOD! though i do not support any of them, i found that paul's first song, was real good was like what caught my ear. however the judges did not think it was tt good... oh well..

as for jonathan, his chasing cars song felt so, normal. YET! i say YET! the judges thought it was PERFECT!? OMG! maybe they're biased. but i enjoyed the sing-a-long with him. cos i love that song too. downloaded it right after i saw the mtv about 2 weeks ago. ha....

though not a paul supporter, but i always catch idols just to see him perform. somehow, he's character kinda makes me want to know more of what he's like. but i have this gut feeling that paul's next to go.

as for hady, i dun know why so many pple like him. i nvr seemed to notice him except towards the end cos of the judges good comments. he seems to be the guy in the corner to me haha... oh well, he's doing good.

man... i need to study... study study study.

i love this song...

Grow old with you
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

05/09/06

yesterday, partial fractions, today, curve sketching. yet it seems sooo familiar....

i'm "studying hard" i dunnoe if the inverted comas should be there. what is studying hard? definitely harder than before. is it enough?

day by day, i'm conquering new topics, yet i'm still raw at some.

studying hard, in the end, it still produces bad results. just like in the past. ha... so familiar huh...

doubt i'd do any better this prelims but we'll see whether with my "studying" it's enough or not.

i'm high on You

MAN! I FEEL SOOO HAPPY TONIGHT!!!!!!

ah... i'm extremely joyful for no particular reason. i am glad that i went for evening service.

i was at home wondering what should i do. i did not want to go cos i wanted to study as i've spent the whole day out choosing a camera. I'VE GOT A NEW DIGI CAM!!!! not an SLR though... (SOON!) and my mom and sis, they waited at IMM since 3.45pm for some korean actor to appear at 5.30!!! MAN! crazy pple. there was a huge crowd la!!!

whatever chen jun ge la. one day u'd see gabriel low all over, and pple will que up just to say hi to me WUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

anyways, i just lay on the sofa at 6pm, then i asked God "how?" and suddenly, i just felt like going hahaha!

the message today was SUPERB! everything i needed. yea.... allowed me to examine myself. and now that i feel sooo empowered and on fire, i really do not want this to stop. BURN!!!!

reached home and i was stinking thirsty. ha... so i opened the fridge and saw a bottle of...............

PIPER-HEIDSIECK

Rose Sauvage

AWWW!!!
nothing big though but i just had to try it, so i asked my dad and he said ok. WHOOOO!!!

initially i could not pop the bottle of champaign, but i pushed hard and *POP* MAN! the cork flew and bounced at least 2-3 times off the ceiling and floor!!! like some celebration! i was like COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... my practice for my future wedding, now i wouldn't have to appear malu when i take too slong to pop the bottle HEH!

alright! i'm just stinking happy! and i'm perspiring like mad cos of the drink. how ironic. HA!

best part, i have the WHOLE bottle to myself cos my dad did not like the taste BUAHAHAHAAHA!!!

thank God for my parents

i remember back a few years, my parents would always tell me how blessed and lucky i am. they would go on and tell me how tough life was, how they were disciplined. how my grandma would use the cane and my late grandpa, a belt to discipline my dad. my mom on the other hand had much caning from her mom too.

inside, i often thought of it as crap.

one thing i did not realise is that as each generation goes by, parents are falling into the parents trap. our parents would think of the pain they went through, and in their mind they tell themselves they do not want the same to happen to their children.

i thought the same way too.

i'm feeling real heart broken now. i mean, i'm happy to feel this way, cos i can finally cry. i have never felt this pain in my heart for soooo long. but this time's because i love my parents so much.

i am worried about what i'm gonna do in the future if i ever have children. i do not want them to go through what i went through. but what i went through was part of discipline. for 8 years, i could not get over the hurt my mom inflicted on me when she threw me on the carpet and began caning me till she wore out whenever my primary school teacher complained.

i was one really bad child in the past, some of u would know that. it was so bad that when my mom discovered stretch marks on my back (cos i used to be real fat) she thought it was because she caned me.

but i remember very clearly, she would go to her room and cry after that. she would tell me that she did it cos she loved me. i never understood.

she asked me questions i couldn't answer, why was i like that? i did not know. but i thank God for my parents. my dad, he never wanted to be the one to discipline me cos of the harsh discipline my grandparents put him through. yet i've never appreciated it.

things only changed after my mom converted. we used to be buddhists. my parents came home late, my maid was fierce, and i'd cry myself to sleep every night. i'd call them, they'd not pick. i'd stand at the window grail awaiting their return.

through those times, there's this one filippino maid. yea... i learned many bad stuff. from my maid, from the people around. i grew up seeing things i should not see, do things i should have never done. not only did i get scolding from my parents, i got scolding from my maid, whenever my parents scolded her, cos i learned the bad stuff from her. there's more to me than u'd know. and u'd be shock if i truly told any of u what happened. cos i have siad it out before, but they thought i was joking, so we laughed it off.

no one would have believed that i am who i am now. i have changed, A LOT!

if u read kannan's blog, u'd see the same personality test i did. i used to be like that. just that they put it in a nice way. and not that kannan's character is bad. i often allow my emotions to take control, i felt that i lived in a world filled with emptiness, and since i was ignored by everyone, i barely had any friends and felt alone much of the time.

" How to Get Along with Me

Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. ( up till now, i am still dependent on my friends. cos of the lack of it when i was young. )
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four

my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities
being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
(till now, some of u would realise i still have these characteristics in me.)

What's Hard About Being a Four

( i only felt all these when i was young. especially thos in bold.)
experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
feeling guilty when I disappoint people
feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
expecting too much from myself and life
fearing being abandoned
obsessing over resentments
longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often

have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
are very sensitive
feel that they don't fit in
believe they are missing something that other people have
attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc. (i can even nam u those i pple i "attached" myself to haha...)
become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce) "

just a small part i extracted. 90% of it, describes me all the way till i was 14. then i began to change. to become who i am today. one thing about me, is that, my past can never be forgotten. i can describe my life from 4 all the way, it's all in my head, good and bad.

i thank God for my parents... i thank God that i'm changed. how His love changed me. how everything did not seem so sad, how i became extremely cheerful every day. i remember these changes. cos it changed my life a lot.

i know in future, i have to be a good parent if i have children. no matter how harsh discipline is, just like me, they would one day understand.

1st of september

alright! todays officially teachers' day! =DD

during our teachers' day celebration yesterday, i have come to a conclusion that.... millenians cant sing! hahaha...

i found this soooo funny
she's one of teachers, i forgot her name though...

AHHH!!! THE HORROR!!!

oh well, it's also prolly cos we have an untrained AVIT crew in our school. we should send in the VFC video and sound crew ya!!! joel's group did quiet nicely just that it was too loud. for that one performance, i wouldn't mind mending the sound board for a while, so that the teachers wouldn't suffer under that noise! hahaha...

but one thing i realised, we can really dance! and those NOT in the modern dance group dances SOOOO MUCH better! hahahaha.... micheal jackson, as usual BUT this time he had that little devil! hahaha.. soooo cute!!!! today's hybrid dance performance was superb! and the modern dance, *boo~* hahahaha...

as i watched, i suddenly felt sooo talentless... i wish i could dance... man, it's so cool if i could do hip hop or break dancing. (i can only do a nice perfect baby freeze hahaha) man, i dun mind learning the one in which josh danced in, cha cha cha? or salsa? i have no idea. hahaha... oh well. i thought it's cool to be able to dance something.

we did not have aces day today as it was raining. HA! i'm happy but S2 girls, MAN! they came prepared! haha.. they wore clothes like cow girls did. cool! =) the hat and all.. nice! man, were they disappointed, oh well!

aint this just so cute. =)

so it's "be yourself day" today. we were allowed to dress in whatever we wanted. and i'm amused at how pple dress! haha... i saw one in IJ uniform, one really cool one who dressed like captain jack sparrow! then one in a red corset, translucent clothes, oh man... haha... talking about being urself, i'd rather not know! haha...

so for our teachers' day gift from our teacher, we recieved magnetites. haha... those on my ear. it had our names written on it. not an ideal gift, but real fun to play with! hahaha... i spent the whole time stealing others and fiddling with it, while mr chen was addressing the class. yes, i am easily amused. hahahaha...

anyways, that's about all for today.

my new favourite pic i took, i just wished it was clearer... =(

man, today ended sooo early and i felt soo good, i felt like going for a walk or something, but then again, alone... so i asked esther as usual haha... (thanks for always filling the spot when i have no one to go out with) but this time, she was gonna go out with her sec sch friends too... oh well...

nearly ended up walking home cos i felt like it. then the bus came. haha... save 2 hours of my day HEH! after today, means exams are coming... man...

wake me up when september ends...
or maybe not, cos this means A's are next on the list!
let me sleep and disappear....